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| Topic Started: 27th August 2009 - 05:53 PM (55 Views) | |
| Katsuri | 27th August 2009 - 05:53 PM Post #1 |
Psycho? No, not me!
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okay, you are all probably about tired of hearing this, but i need to quit... ill put it honestly and say i dont want to quit PAU, but its getting in the way of more than one thing! the other day ran was nosing through my photobucket (he has my password) and he found a pic of the pau map and my plans for a L4D PAU map named "Katastrophe" and he...got urked by it...my addiction to the game has gone into more than just the game..its influenced my descisions in real life at times even and its getting rediculous! now dont get me wrong, i am still going to play pau...but now i am going to try to come on less for the sake of not only my relationship with my ranmaru but also for the sake of my own life...if i continue as i am, i am going to become a hikimori! that means that there will be nothing else i care about except my virtual life! THAT IS NOT A GOOD THING!! so yeah! to add to the reasons, besides my precious sweetheart, i am also one of the most hated GMs, and my GMing tactics can be considered as merely abuse at times. this is not wanted in a GM at all! GMs are supposed to be nice, and caring...not willing to jail everyone then ban them almost immediatly because they start trying to explain themselves as i dont listen. i also virtually dont even play the game at all, i sit there and chat and do my abuse...thats about it! now...as most goings, people normally have things to say to others...i do...but not right now...i want to get out of the fire before i throw sticks into the flames! i do, personally have something i want to say to virtually everyone on the game, but none of that will be spewed until i wish...or youre truely despirate to hear it...which then you can contact me on my msn IF YOU HAVE IT....if you dont, then i guess youre screwed... reminder: once again, this does NOT mean that im leaving now, it just means im gonna try to beak myself from my addiction...so you dont NEED to say goodbye, however, if you feel the need, you can say anything you want to me here... |
 Check my scroll to see ALL my dragons! "Shine, bright morning light. Now in the air the spring is comming. Sweet blowing wind singing down the hills and valleys. Keep your eyes on me; now we're on the edge of Hell. Dear my love, sweet morning light, wait for me; you've gone much farther. Too far..." -Kajiura Yuki, Fake Wings (.//Hack Sign) Find me on Mabinogi!! - Name: Aurorai - Race: Elf - Server: Alexina - Add me as a friend and let me know who you are please!      clikeh! | |
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| Katsuri | 9th September 2009 - 04:30 PM Post #2 |
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Psycho? No, not me!
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It has come to my attention that the "slowly letting it off" i was stating above isnt working...unfortunatly i have taken a suggestion from my friend, kayobi, and have decided to force myself off for a time...he suggested a week, but i must go longer... the current issues i am having...my ranmaru saw me on my bday playing pau since he came over to my house. he said he didnt care about it anymore, but in a tone that made me know that hed been hurt and i fear my ran may lose all faith in me because of my problems...this has forced me to hate myself each time i logged in as of my birthday...i want to gain his faith back... now, my friends, dont be too scared, because you can probably stay in contact with me through msn. if you need someone to talk to i am here and prolly not moving any time soon. also, if more of the vings would get my msn, remember that byond is a simple download and if i am EVER needed, you can call on me as a last resort...i really dont mind it one bit... i am still not giving away anything that i wish to say to people, cause im still in that fire... my MSN: Katsurininja@hotmail.com you can add me, but be weary that if you get annoying, i do have the ability to block you...i personally dont like people randomly attacking me in the middle of me doing something important so please be careful of when you decide youre gonna mesage me...i know you cant read what im doing but you can at least try to resist sending me random links or throwing me into 500 ppl chat rooms...i will hate your guts and never talk to you again...kinda the main reason i want you to add me, remember, is so you can use me as a last resort when no other GMs are alive and you need help on the game... <3 you all (cept the morons, bakas, idiots and nemrods) -Kat |
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Check my scroll to see ALL my dragons! "Shine, bright morning light. Now in the air the spring is comming. Sweet blowing wind singing down the hills and valleys. Keep your eyes on me; now we're on the edge of Hell. Dear my love, sweet morning light, wait for me; you've gone much farther. Too far..." -Kajiura Yuki, Fake Wings (.//Hack Sign) Find me on Mabinogi!! - Name: Aurorai - Race: Elf - Server: Alexina - Add me as a friend and let me know who you are please! clikeh! | |
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| Suwako Moriya | 10th September 2009 - 08:16 AM Post #3 |
 
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Whatever you think is right, Kat. Cya. D= |
  1st banner made by Katsuri 2nd by Kira “Take me home. Take me home and leave me there. Think I'm gonna cry, don't know why. Think I'm gonna sing myself a lullaby. Feel free to listen. Feel free to stare.”-Ani Difranco      Feed Me! Adopted from Valenth Click please XD | |
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