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Topic Started: 26th June 2009 - 05:51 PM (249 Views)
Gintoki
Well,I decided I'm gonna stay off the game for a while.
Why?,because I've been getting really sick lately. I can't sleep, really bad headaches, puking, I'm not eating as much as I use too causing me to lose a lot of weight (which is pretty bad seeing as already skinny).

But it's not only my health that is making me stop playing for a while.

Its about yesterday (not on the game)

My mom had just come home from the bar, (Knowing my mom If the house isn't cleaned when she got home from drinking bad things happen) thinking she would be mad, I got off the computer and waited in the kitchen for her too tell me stories of what happened in the bar ( I do this everytime she gets home from the bar so the chances of her getting mad at me would be slim).
Yesterday was different...she was sad...
It seems she was upset about the death of MJ. She said she wanted to shed tears for MJ, but couldn't and she wanted to know why I had not shed any tears, I'm completely honest with my mom and told her "Well, I didn't really care, I was actually surprised he died from a heart attack and not some kind cancer". She just looked at me and said "..You must not understand MJ..His Music had such meaning and we forgot all about how meaningful his songs were because of this whole molestation thing..,Even I could end up like MJ and be dead tomorrow". She began to cry, Which shocked me because I NEVER seen my mom cry. and she went on to say "If I die the person I'll be worried about the most is your sister (autistic sister) you guys can take care of yourselves, But she can't..Just thinking about someone one abusing her hurts me inside.." as she stood there crying..I realized I couldn't cry with her..
Over the years she would hit me for doing something wrong and would scream at me for crying, and when we would get on the subject of death, she would tell me she would be depressed if I cried at her funeral..
I guess It was all that stuff that has kept me from crying at all...I felt like a monster..

So I've decided to stay off the game for a bit, Too get better and spend time with my family and work on my my writing and art(which needs alot more work).

maybe I'll be back sooner then I hope.
I will be checking the forums during this time also to see whats going on.

anyways..
CYA~


P.s. I'm taking Gaku with me so I can dress him in female clothes
Gaku: Wait..Wah?
No more Fancy clothes for you, only female school uniforms :-D *holds up school uniform with a short skirt* First...*gets out razor* time to shave your legs..>:-D
Gaku:..*cries* Why do you have to be a fan of me




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"Listen up! Let's say you drink too much strawberry milk and have to use the bathroom in the middle of the night. But it's cold outside your bed. You don't want to get up, but the urge to urinate is just too strong! You make up your mind to go! You run to the bathroom, stand in front of the toilet, and let loose! You think that all your life has led to this moment! But then you realize! It isn't the bathroom! You're still in bed! That feeling of lukewarm wetness spreads like wildfire! But you don't stop! You can't stop! That's what I'm talking about! That's the truth of the strawberry milk! Do you get it?!"

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omg Bon, get better D:
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Bon's sick? <:3 Nyoro~n
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Omg bon, I feel sorry for you D:

We'll miss you, come back when you are better, emotionally and physically D:
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Gintoki
Thanks Guys.
I feel A little better now, I stayed in bed most of the time while I was off.
My headaches went away after I started taking some pills and I stopped throwing up and I starting to eat more, but I still Can't sleep.
The worst part is that my cousins are staying at my house until friday (They would have left today, but my mom just had too go and convince their dad to let them stay...UGH! She doesn't even want them too stay that long, so why did she convince their dad too let them stay?!).
What's so bad about them staying at my house?, Because my female cousin wakes me up extremely early (seeing as I have trouble sleeping, This is horrible..). She'll try everything to wake me up (ex. shaking me and screaming "WAKE UP, BON!!!GET UP!!! IT'S 5:00 IN THE MORNING!!", pouring cold water on my face, pouring hot pepper juice on my face (yes, this burns..), having my dogs climb over my face, and last pulling the blanket off me).
And not only that..
half brother is also staying at my house until friday..UGGGHHH!
He is soo annoying!
He was suppose too leave today, but grandma never picked him up (He's such a bum, he's 22 and still lives with grandma and grandpa And has no job.).
He never helps around the house, He will just go into the kitchen and eat cereal (or anything else in the house) and watch me wash the dishes. and when I finally get done, he'll walk up too the sink and lay his bowl down (he waits for me too finish washing the dishes so he can can do that).
And not only that, He fallows me and my brother around the house. I turn around and there he is, not fallowing the arm length rule..

They're gonna eat everything in my house!
I JUST started eating again, and there gonna eat everything!
(anyone even THINKS about touches those kiwis, someone is gonna lose their arm..).
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anyways, I might be back on today. (including Gakupo, now with shaven legs :-D)

And also, Wuso
...DX Gah.
Edited by Gintoki, 30th June 2009 - 03:55 AM.
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"Listen up! Let's say you drink too much strawberry milk and have to use the bathroom in the middle of the night. But it's cold outside your bed. You don't want to get up, but the urge to urinate is just too strong! You make up your mind to go! You run to the bathroom, stand in front of the toilet, and let loose! You think that all your life has led to this moment! But then you realize! It isn't the bathroom! You're still in bed! That feeling of lukewarm wetness spreads like wildfire! But you don't stop! You can't stop! That's what I'm talking about! That's the truth of the strawberry milk! Do you get it?!"

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Poooooorrrr you. And Gakupo. Can't forget Gakupo.

Gakupo got bashed in a video I watched. =-= OWNED BY COINS, oh yeah.
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