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| Goodbye Beautiful Day; slight Mello/Matt. some spoilers. | |
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| Tweet Topic Started: Feb 8 2009, 03:53 PM (593 Views) | |
| *Lupin | Feb 8 2009, 03:53 PM Post #1 |
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Slytherin Pride
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It’s all my fault. Everything that happened to you, the pain they forced upon you, your death…none of it would have happened if I’d just left you alone. Just look at the mess I’ve created. I’ve taken hostages, I’ve blackmailed people…I’ve gotten you killed. I failed, Matt. Everything I was working for…I wanted it all to turn out for the better, but do you see where I’ve ended up? I couldn’t find him, Matt. I couldn’t beat Near. I’ve come up short again, and I’ll die being second best. Time just withers away Stealing day after day The moon calls, the night falls Goodbye beautiful day This stupid plan killed us both. We shouldn’t have gone through with it. We should have known better. You should have talked me out of it. I should have realized the risks. I should have cared about the risks. I didn’t think this would happen, but I spelled out the end for the both of us. Forgive me, Matt. I didn’t want it to turn out this way. I’m sorry you died, I’m sorry I let you, I’m sorry I couldn’t help you. Now I’m alone, Matt. No one cares anymore. No one wants me. You get to drift up into heaven and I’m left alone in this hell. Everything hurts. I’m paralyzed by this pain, I’m drowning in it. I’m afraid. I’ve never admitted to being afraid before, but I am, Matt. I don’t want to die, not like this. I want someone to know that I’m sorry; I want someone to give a damn about what happens to me. Seems time never can stay Just keeps running away The stars fly and hearts cry Leaving nothing left to say These few horrifying seconds are dragging out like hours. I don’t want to leave yet. I’m scared that I might not see what I want to. I might not find you. Matt, is this how you felt? Did you find yourself begging for just one more day, hour, minute, second? I apologize if you did, because it’s such a terrible feeling. I can feel my heart straining to beat. This is it, Matt. This is the end. Goodbye beautiful day I must be on my way Bring the rain to wash the pain I’m sorry I can’t stay What’s it like, Matt, on the other side? Is it a peaceful trip? Can you feel pain there? Because this hurts so much. It feels like I’m ripped in two, torn right down the middle. Goodbye beautiful day That’s all I have to say Come tomorrow I’ll be gone I’m sorry I can’t stay (Sorry I can’t stay) I keep wondering what would have happened if I’d just accepted being second to Near. What do you think Matt? Do you think I could have done that? Or what if I tried to help Near instead of heading off on my on? Do you think that if I’d done that we’d both be alive to see Kira brought to justice? And what would L think of me? He was the goal of everyone at Wammy’s House, and I was in line to succeed him. Do you think he’d be ashamed of me? Do you think he’d look down on me because of what I’ve done? There are so many things that I could have done differently. But now, it’s far too late to change. Time always has a say Slowly slipping away It’s gone now yet somehow There’s no telling time today This time I’ll go away And I’ll be gone to stay We all know we’ll all go That’s all I have to say This is the life I led. This is the death I’ll suffer. This is the guilt I’ll take with me to my grave, if they even give me one. I can’t imagine that many people will have enough respect for me to bury me, or let alone to find my body. Not after all I’ve done to hurt them. I wish I could tell them I’m sorry. Goodbye beautiful day I must be on my way Bring the rain to wash the pain I’m sorry I can’t stay None of those people deserved what I did to them. If I could take it all back, I would. I’ve scared their pasts, thrust a knife through them and gave them one of the deepest cuts they’ve ever had. And now I’m going to die and leave them to heal on their own. What kind of person does that? How heartless was I? It seems so idiotic to go through all that trouble just to show Near I’m better than him. You know what, Matt? I’m not. I never was. I may have thought that I was, but Near knew the truth. Near would never have gone to such drastic measures to get what he wanted. Near never would have let his emotions get in the way like that. He was smart, he knew what he was doing, and knew how to get things done calmly. Maybe I should have helped him… Goodbye beautiful day That’s all I have to say Come tomorrow I’ll be gone I’m sorry I can’t stay (Sorry I can’t stay) I think this is finally it, Matt. I can’t feel my heart beating anymore. I’m straining to breathe but I don’t think I’m getting any air. The pain is starting to subside. Either that or my entire body is going numb. I can’t move anymore. Goodbye beautiful day I must be on my way Bring the rain to wash the pain I’m sorry I can’t stay I think I’m ready to let go. Even if I wasn’t, I have to. The power of the Death Note is something I can’t fight. Will you be waiting for me, Matt? Goodbye beautiful day That’s all I have to say Come tomorrow I’ll be gone I’m sorry I can’t stay (Sorry I can’t stay) I’m going to trust that you’ll be there when I enter the afterlife. I’m going to trust that I’ll be able to be with you. I’m going to trust that you’ll forgive me. I’m ready to go, Matt. Goodbye beautiful day…. I must be on my way Bring the rain to wash the pain I’m sorry I can’t stay Goodbye beautiful day That’s all I have to say Come tomorrow I’ll be gone I’m sorry I can’t stay (Sorry I can’t stay) ---- Not my best. I wrote it to kind of cheer myself up one day. Lyrics (c) Aviatic, Goodbye Beautiful Day Thoughts? Comments? Crit? |
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i feel it deep within it's just beneath the skin i must confess that i feel like a monster i hate what i've become the nightmare's just begun i must confess that i feel like a monster | |
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| +moe lolicon dog | Feb 8 2009, 04:00 PM Post #2 |
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rainy days don't get me down ☂
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Wow. I almost started crying. It was just...really, eally beautiful. |
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| +Rowan 2 | Feb 8 2009, 04:20 PM Post #3 |
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Sandstar does not have a custom title.
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You wrote it to cheer yourself up? That was...so sad. But it was done really beautifully, and it fit the lyrics really well. Good work, Howl. :3 |
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| *Mistytail | Feb 8 2009, 04:22 PM Post #4 |
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Resident Shrink and Chalupa King
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;.; Poor Mello-Jelllo ;.; |
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| !Pantherstrike | Feb 8 2009, 04:26 PM Post #5 |
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#1 ELMO FANGIRL
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I did start crying. The was seriously beautiful, Howl. Such wonderful angst. |
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| +Ashley Benlove | Feb 8 2009, 04:33 PM Post #6 |
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I had to hold in my tears, but I did feel like crying. Very very beautiful. |
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| *Lupin | Feb 8 2009, 05:01 PM Post #7 |
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Slytherin Pride
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Thanks you guys. I'm glad you all like it <3 |
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i feel it deep within it's just beneath the skin i must confess that i feel like a monster i hate what i've become the nightmare's just begun i must confess that i feel like a monster | |
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| !ROWAN | Feb 9 2009, 08:26 AM Post #8 |
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nothing to say/nothing at all
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this is making me emotional D: it was beautiful</3 |
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and here i am, fighting fighting yes i'm fighting not to cry and that's another reason why i oughta hate you アメリカ x イギリス like i do oh like i do | |
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| !Pantherstrike | Feb 9 2009, 08:29 AM Post #9 |
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#1 ELMO FANGIRL
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Rowan is getting A LITTLE EMOTIONAL? |
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| !ROWAN | Feb 9 2009, 08:31 AM Post #10 |
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nothing to say/nothing at all
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yes. |
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and here i am, fighting fighting yes i'm fighting not to cry and that's another reason why i oughta hate you アメリカ x イギリス like i do oh like i do | |
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