Have you ever been lied to,used and then ignored?; What did you do?
Topic Started: Jun 12 2008, 12:46 PM (29 Views)
Glass_hearted_Doll	Jun 12 2008, 12:46 PM Post #1
Newbie Posts: 6 Group: Members Member #51 Joined: May 9, 2008	Have you ever been lied to? Have you ever been used? Have you ever been ignored after both or so? Have you ever met somone so manipulative? How do you handle it? How do you handle the after-feelings? The anger? The pain? The sadness? The annoyance? Honest questions. ;-; I have [well we all know what was coming] I dont know what to do anymore. I somtimes wake up and cant believe any of it happened I think about it constantly then I remember; "Its not going to kill you." How do you handle somthing like this? Do you talk about it until its done? Do you write in a journal about it until youre satisfied? Do you count backwards from 10 to 1 just to stop yourself from screaming? or getting angry? Im asking a lot because I have grown so confused. It bothers me constantly to think about it, that it actually happened. Somthing I never thought a person was actually capable of; to lie to me and have me feeding from the palm of his hand. Ha, and you know whats so ironic about it? I had ranted on an on about him months before in this topic-thread-thing, the boy i had a 'huge crush' on.Whats worse is Im friends with his girlfriend the girl i hated and now i like her more then I ever thought I would and hate him more then I ever thought I could hate somone. What do I do? To stop thinking about it, to stop feeling the previous pain, to stop being so annoyed with it. Is this somthing somone can easily move on about? I have a feeling it will be here for a long time... I dont even know anymore. How do you tell somone, "Move on, hes not worth your time, your pain, you deserve So much more." And actually get it through to them? How do I tell myself to stop being so angry and so hurt by this? Some people even agree that he's a complete rapist for what he did to me. I dont like thinking about that fact. If you would like to go in depth with me with this and know the whole story, both sides[mine and the girlfriends] then by all means go ahead. But really if anyone can answer these questions...i dunno..'I feel so alone in the world' somtimes. Cliche yea. but I finally understand why people say it, now. Ha ha its so funny, I handle the 'pain' by using crayons and drawing pictures of him being eaten by a monster :] Im so immature. <3
Glass_hearted_Doll	Jun 12 2008, 12:52 PM Post #2
Newbie Posts: 6 Group: Members Member #51 Joined: May 9, 2008	man oh man do I feel stupid xD Ha. I'll go post this in the upgraded forum :] <3 No wonder it said newbie xD haha. *nervous laugh* Sorry guys! D:
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