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| lostkaineru | Aug 6 2010, 11:39 PM Post #21 |
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My resurrection is near.... Bwehehehehe... |
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| jelly | Aug 7 2010, 01:18 PM Post #22 |
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lol i see, haven't seen you for awhile and that's great to hear xD well i shall look forward to it then =P |
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| lostkaineru | Aug 15 2010, 02:59 AM Post #23 |
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As of current my reappearance is unknown... my job at the Statistics office is sucking all my time and energy... fact that no matter what kind of rest I take I still lack energy to the point that I have clearly become sickly. I even get hungry easily, I get migraines more often and my stomach acidity increases tenfold at times and worst is that my body won't respond at times. And to think my work is consists of going through forms editing and correcting them... Still though we at the office are doing it manually so I guess it's that physically stressful plus the fact that work starts at 8 AM and ends 5-7 PM does not work well. The three breaks are not helping either. Other things that have gotten worst for me is my eyes loses focus more often, my hand coordination is shot and my memory is easily broken to the point that I forget what I had just did the last minute. *Sigh* I really need a long break for this.... So I guess I still won't be around for long.... But the worst part that it might literally kill me. You have no idea how many times that I felt death standing right beside me. That cold frightening feeling had hit me a few times already and I'm getting to freaked out of it.... I wish it was all a dream.... |
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| jelly | Aug 15 2010, 07:33 PM Post #24 |
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wow, i don't really have much to say other than that sounds extremely sucky =/ can you not do anything about it though? .o. well either way i hope it can somehow work out for the better for you.. but whatever happens, don't die D: |
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| lostkaineru | Aug 16 2010, 07:51 AM Post #25 |
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Thanks for the sentiment... but truth be told I know why I keep feeling death. And it comes up pretty unhealthy.... |
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| jelly | Aug 16 2010, 01:03 PM Post #26 |
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yeah you're welcome.. ah i see, so is knowing why a good thing or what? .o. hmm well idk =/ |
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| lostkaineru | Aug 17 2010, 07:56 AM Post #27 |
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I think it depends on one's insight.... specially since that... ...Have you ever had this feeling that you shouldn't be alive anymore? Not in emo style or someone who lost his path in life. As in literally that you know you shouldn't be alive. I rarely feel anything anymore, I rarely dream nor do I look for any purpose... A lost soul that should be gone but chained to a rock of solitude... |
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| jelly | Aug 18 2010, 10:13 PM Post #28 |
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hmm ok then.. nope, i have not, though i do sometimes think that fact that i was born was pretty lucky but that's about it =P well idk.. maybe you should go talk to some professional person or somebody if it's a pretty serious thing =P |
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| lostkaineru | Aug 20 2010, 11:03 PM Post #29 |
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I wish I had the time and resources to do that. I guess it's best that I have someone to talk to from time to time..... |
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| jelly | Aug 21 2010, 07:00 PM Post #30 |
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yeah that would be a good thing =P and yup that's true =D but who's that person? it's definitely not me right? =P |
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