| Just break the silence, 'cause I'm drifting away; Jean Howlett - Cressida | |
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| Jean Howlett | Mar 15 2010, 01:42 AM Post #1 |
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Cadet
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Jean Howlett ![]() “Fear accompanies the possibility of death. Calm shepherds its certainty.” She burns, like the sun. I can't look away. She'll burn our horizons, make no mistake In case you didn't know, I just happen to be Jean but my family, friends and lovers call me kid. I've been wandering through this weary, dreary world for round about twelve years. Hopeless time to roam The distance to your home, fades away to nowhere. The best of friends: Our hopes and expectations, black holes and revelations When we were young: Far away from my memories, of the people who care, if I live or die My cohort in crime: let's conspire to re-ignite, all the souls that would die just to feel alive My alibi: If you promise not to fade away, never fade away Good friends: Another year facing hopes and fears Average buddies: And the planes and trains are to blame Fair-weathered and fleeting: To refrain and to cut the chord Names basis: When you instant message me with a promise Acknowledgement: I can’t afford another day at 50 bytes per second Enemies turned: No one's gonna take me alive, the time has come to make things right Forbidden friendship: You and I must fight for our rights. You and I must fight to survive And want you now. I want you now I feel my heart implode My Past: And you used to mean everything to me My Present: And you're the only reason that I remain unfrozen My future: And fifteen thousand people scream, they were all begging for your dream Till the end: Hopelessly I'll love you endlessly. Hopelessly I'll give you everything Forbidden: proclaim eternal victory come on and change the course of history Flirtation: I'm breaking out. Last chance to lose control Fling: I wanna break this spell that you've created One Night Stand: I promise you to blow it all away I like you: Everything about you resonates happiness You like me: Everything about you is so easy to love We like each other: And the superstars sucked into the supermassive Sexual Tension: I wanna play the game, I want the friction Lusting: You can't push it underground, you can't stop it screaming out A sordid affair: I wanted freedom. Bound and restricted Purely Physical: I tried to give you up, but I'm addicted My plug in baby, crucifies my enemies...when I'm tired of giving. Irritation: this life's too good to last and i'm too young to care Dislike: I’ve read you well, I just want to get away Jealousy: It fuels the lies, it feeds the curse we, too, could be glorious Rivalry: Oh I am growing tired of allowing you to steal everything I have. Hatred: Tell me do you really need this? Tell me do you really care? I hate you: I've exposed your lies, baby. The underneath is no big surprise You hate me: Don't confuse, baby you're gonna lose your own game Worthy of pain: 'Cause I was born to destroy you and I am growing by the hour Bullying: I won't stand in your way, let your hatred grow Friends turned: Suppose it stands to reason that you would turn on me Distrust: My trust in you has been abused my trust in you has been overused Personality clash: Follow your instincts and choose the other path Far away, this ship is taking me far away, From my memories of the people who care if I live or die. Parent:: The love for what you hide the bitterness inside, Is growing like the new born Sibling: Link it to the world. Link it to yourself Other Family: Stretch it like it's a birth squeeze Almost Family: And it's gonna be our last memory and it's led me on to you My Keeper: Take off your disguise I know that underneath it's me My Saviour: The sun forgives the clouds. You are my holy shroud My Mentor: Come let the truth be shared, no one ever dared My Hero: Everything about you is how I wanna be, your freedom comes naturally Protective of Me: I'm too old to dream...don't grow up too fast Protective of You: I'll be there as soon as I can... That aching adoration: look to the stars, let hope burn in your eyes Always by my side: You could be my unintended choice to live my life extended -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- Plot made by beebop @ CAUTIONTOTHEWIND and she worked really hard on it, almost hurting her computer at one stage. Keeping that in mind.. please don't steal. Or else she will have to hurt you. ^^ titles and lyrics are property and proof of awesomeness of the wonderful MUSE. Please don't remove this likkle blurb, and post if using. Enjoy! -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- Response Form:
Edited by Jean Howlett, Mar 15 2010, 10:21 AM.
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| Jean Howlett | Mar 15 2010, 02:08 AM Post #2 |
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Cadet
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But I'll never let you go.. ...If you promise not to fade away... -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- Please stop asking me to describe -- Hunter Williams --For one moment, I wish you'd hold your stage. -- -- -- -- -- -- -- --browncoat // 28 // cressida All the truth unwinding, Scraping away at my mind "You mind dragging Rosalee out from where ever shes hiding? She stole the wrenches again." Names basis: When you instant message me with a promise Average buddies: And the planes and trains are to blame Almost Family: And it's gonna be our last memory and it's led me on to you Protective of You: I'll be there as soon as I can... -- Hunter says -- Jean's a good kid, not really sure what his story is but he'll do well now that he's found this ship. Rosalee's sure taken a fancy to him and he is extremely patient with her trailing around after him. When things settle down a little maybe I'll see about teaching him a few things in the engine room. If he likes it he could help out and learn the trade at the same time. That'd give him something to make a job out of when he's older. --Jean says-- I dunno all that much about him. I thought he was kinda mean to Cora at first, but I actually think he's a pretty nice guy. Don't know why a lot of the crew always seem so annoyed around him, it's not like he's been here long. He also promised me somethin' called an 'Ice planet treat' too, I have no clue what that is, but now I wanna try one! -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- Please stop asking me to describe -- Coralyn Cardew --For one moment, I wish you'd hold your stage. -- -- -- -- -- -- -- --neutral // 24// cressida All the truth unwinding, Scraping away at my mind "Jean, would you mind terribly holding this for me, just for a moment?" Good friends: Another year facing hopes and fears Almost Family: And it's gonna be our last memory and it's led me on to you Protective of Me: I'm too old to dream...don't grow up too fast Protective of You: I'll be there as soon as I can... -- Your name says -- When I first arrived on the Cressida, Jean was one of the first to offer a kind word. I felt we were kindred spirits in a way, two lost souls on the ship. I've found him to be nothing but a polite, helpful and unassuming child with worldliness beyond his years. I do worry about his health and past, his future living this life, not to mention what he's potentially missing out on. But for now his maturity speaks for itself. --Jean says-- Since I've been on this ship, Cora’s never been anythin’ but nice to me. I like her, don’t see any reason not to really. She’s even got kinda the same nervous habit that I have. I don't like it when her and Hunter fight though, don't know what's the matter with those two when they're near eachother but they should just get along. I also think she must be a real good person to wanna fix people up whenever they’re sick or hurt, I know I wouldn’t wanna do that! Edited by Jean Howlett, Mar 15 2010, 01:07 PM.
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| Hunter Williams | Mar 15 2010, 11:43 AM Post #3 |
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Aerial Ace
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Please stop asking me to describe -- Hunter Williams --For one moment, I wish you'd hold your stage. -- -- -- -- -- -- -- --browncoat // 28 // cressida All the truth unwinding, Scraping away at my mind "You mind dragging Rosalee out from where ever shes hiding? She stole the wrenches again." Names basis: When you instant message me with a promise Average buddies: And the planes and trains are to blame Almost Family: And it's gonna be our last memory and it's led me on to you Protective of You: I'll be there as soon as I can... -- Hunter says -- Jean's a good kid, not really sure what his story is but he'll do well now that he's found this ship. Rosalee's sure taken a fancy to him and he is extremely patient with her trailing around after him. When things settle down a little maybe I'll see about teaching him a few things in the engine room. If he likes it he could help out and learn the trade at the same time. That'd give him something to make a job out of when he's older. --Jean says-- Leave blankz. |
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| Coralyn Cardew | Mar 15 2010, 12:06 PM Post #4 |
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Specialist
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Please stop asking me to describe -- Coralyn Cardew --For one moment, I wish you'd hold your stage. -- -- -- -- -- -- -- --neutral // 24// cressida All the truth unwinding, Scraping away at my mind "Jean, would you mind terribly holding this for me, just for a moment?" Good friends: Another year facing hopes and fears Almost Family: And it's gonna be our last memory and it's led me on to you Protective of Me: I'm too old to dream...don't grow up too fast Protective of You: I'll be there as soon as I can... -- Your name says -- When I first arrived on the Cressida, Jean was one of the first to offer a kind word. I felt we were kindred spirits in a way, two lost souls on the ship. I've found him to be nothing but a polite, helpful and unassuming child with worldliness beyond his years. I do worry about his health and past, his future living this life, not to mention what he's potentially missing out on. But for now his maturity speaks for itself. --Jean says-- Leave blankz. |
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| Seraphina Grant | Mar 19 2010, 01:15 PM Post #5 |
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Pocket Sized Fatalities
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Please stop asking me to describe -- Fi --For one moment, I wish you'd hold your stage. -- -- browncoat // 24 // Cressida All the truth unwinding, Scraping away at my mind "Outta my way kid, you don't belong here," Acknowledgement: I can’t afford another day at 50 bytes per second Forbidden friendship: You and I must fight for our rights. You and I must fight to survive Irritation: this life's too good to last and i'm too young to care Protective of Me: I'm too old to dream...don't grow up too fast -- Fi says -- I look at Jean and I don't just see a plucky little stowaway, I see every kid that's life has been messed up by all of this. I am afraid to get close to him, afraid that I'll care too much just like last time. It near broke my heart when the last kid left and I'm not gonna go through this again. He doesn't belong here. I know better than anyone else what a kid raised in this environment turns out like. I don't want him to become like me. --Jean says-- Leave blankz. |
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