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Topic Started: May 14 2009, 11:00 PM (2,300 Views)
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:'( Well, we got three feet of snow over the weekend and boy is it chilly! I can't believe it, I couldn't even walk through the snow it was up pass my hips. Had to shovel my way out to the drive. LOL
Ya know, thats the bad thing about your sons being first responders in case of emergencies. They are never home when I need help! So, my back, arms and neck are aching. I'm not the only one though, there are many people here in this area who are suffering muscle pain.
Not only that but we were blessed to have our electric stay on. There are many families whom have had no electric since Friday night! The National Gaurd was called in to help the first responders. The fire engines and ambulances could not make it through the snow, and many people who are dependant on electricity for medical needs had no way to get to the hospital. So the hum vees were used to make it to their homes and pick up the patients to take them to the hospital. Most people here are pretty sturdy.. considering they have lived in the Valley for a long time, they have alternate sources of heat such as wood stoves or gas heat. They do not rely primarily on electric for heat. Which I'm sure is very smart.

Now, they are calling for another snow storm on Tuesday! We are supposed to get between five and six inches this time. Seems like not much since this one, but on top of the 3 feet, people are worried about their roofs. Which I am to actually. These homes were built by contractors who built as fast and as cheaply as possible.

Man, I dont know how people who get this amount of snow all the time do it. There is nothing but white here. Its so very depressing.
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We had our second conferance call for the energy class today. I wish I could say it was informative. But it wasn't. Maybe I'm just not getting it, but this entire 6 weeks is about "finding yourself" by that I mean finding that specialness, divinity, Christ Conciousness that is inside all of us. He uses the medicine wheel as a tool to breakdown the hardships or what he would call our "story" to acknowledge and accept. Yet, its all based on what happened to you between the ages of 0-13. Its not a bad thing at all. I just did the medicine wheel last year, and I found the Christ Conciousness in working with Poppa, and you guys all these years. But I do understand what he is trying to do. It is about accepting what happened, and taking responsiblity for your own reaction towards it, then forgiving yourself and others. Its just a different way to go about finding oneself and moving forward. However, I would suggest a basic knowledge of Native American Spirituality. That I did not have last year, but now, after doing the wheel last year.. I can compare his studies to ours.
His studies are like ours, but the language is different. I think that is what I am trying to say. ITs all the same, yet different.
Think maybe that is what he likes about me. We are different, but the same.

I'd like it if he would move on though. I want to learn how to use the energy that works through me. Last monday when I gave my client a massage, the energy and love for that person overwhelmed me again. Tears filled my eyes for her like no other. So, what ever is happening (which is what I want to know) and if and how I am supposed to do something with it.. I would really like to know about that.
However, I understand that the rest of my council are not where I am. But, I've been working on myself for a very long time. This was not just a curiosity for me to take this class. I really wanted to learn. Please pray for patience for me. I'm having a hard time being patient. Think Dr. Poulin knows this also. It's kind of like living in a desert, and someone is holding a glass of water. You know there is more water to be had elsewhere, but what he is offering is just a taste of what is to come. I want to drink!

Well, I need to go shovel more snow.
Love to all
Gin
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Hello sweet daughter Gin---

Read with interest your last several postings.
Yes, and as usual have a comment or three---

First--- it is good to remember that life plans are made on TOS with
the thought of growth in spirit on this side. The opportunity for growth in
this world of consternation is of course unlimited,
--- and perhaps we [ you and pop], have taken full advantage of this opportunity. :'( :P :D ;)

There will always be those situations which present challenges for us.

Happy birthday by the way-----------40Y------------my that is young.
Risë coined the phrase ' i have regrets older than that'---i love to use that one... ;) :D

Re: Jesus previous incarnations here.............
If you were not on this side of the curtain during the separation of the
Christ Spirit and Jesus Spirit---you were there with me in Spirit to
observe the magic of the spearation while Jesus was on the cross
and the Jesus Spirit remained in the body-----
and thus His comment concerning "forsaking me".
That was possibly the reason The CHrist spirit took pity
on all of us by leaving The Holy Spirit as our comforter.

Have peace of spirit and be well.

I must close for now---have had computer problems for a week
and am still reloading ---

love to you sweet lady
and to all of yours.............poppa

ps---yes we have had .25 inches this year i believe---
the Elementals have been kind.....lov U ---p
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Dear family,

It's now Tuesday and still many in this area are without power. Most that I know of are staying inside their homes running propane heaters and such just to keep their pipes from freezing. I have a few people coming over to my home to take hot showers. Which I am happy to do. However, do wish they would let me do more for them. Some people are just so darned stubborn and proud. Well, this is their experience and I have offered. Don't know what else to do for them.

Please pray that this next storm that is going to start today be very short and have little effect on the people here. Guess there is something to be said about mountain people.

Poppa, I'm very happy that I chose you to help me "grow" on TOS.
Love and Be Well
Gin
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Question:

Is there only ONE LOVE or is there different forms of LOVE?
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Hello Family,

Feels like forever since I've posted anything here. I've been reading, just not posting. Figure its time to post a little bit -_-

This past weekend..Thurs-Sun was our 4 day intensive with the Shaman. And boy was it intense! I was extremely sick. Bronchitis, Sinusitis etc. I didn't want to go to class, but my soul wanted me to go.
On the first day, the teacher came to hug me and I avoided him by saying.."I'm sick, I dont want to infect you". He just laughed and said that he didn't believe in the "Germ theory". Took me off guard at first.. but now I understand why he said that.
When we are sick, he believes it is because of a disfunction of the soul body. Trauma, stress etc. which weakens our immune systems and works its way to us physically over time.

I also found out that he has seen the same thing I did when I had my OBE. He portrayed Alex Greys paintings and books explaining that this was as close anyone has come in painting what he sees all the time!!

This man is truly a Shaman, and he is the real thing. Many things he said resonated within me.

It wasn't a good weekend though. He kept picking up on things I was thinking, and he actually snapped at me a few times. He said that there was something in my Soul body that resonated with his, and he kept picking up on it, throwing him off. I was sick, and I didn't appreciate him speaking to me in a snapish tone, so with me speaking before thinking.. LOL, we actually started arguing like an old married couple who got on each others nerves. Crazy?

Anyway.. he apologized to the class, because it wasn't my fault. I'm the student and he is the Shaman.

We worked on sensing eachothers Spirit body and seeing each others chakras. I will not lie here, I did not SEE anything. Just the Etheric field which really isn't hard to pick up on with anyone. Others in the class could actually see the chakras and picked up on them. Not me.

Also, a lady told me that my crown chakra had a tinge of blue in it. Now, that is really freaking me out. Guess I should have asked the Dr. But, I was so sick I didn't care what she saw. I'll have to wait till the next module before I can ask him, but actually.. after last weekend, I really just want to stay as far away from him as I possibly can.

Hope all is well with everyone. I miss all of you.
Love and Be Well
Gin
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Anita

I remember Francine, Sylvia's guide saying people who are very psychic emit a blue light from the crown chakra, and people are drawn to them for that reason.
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Hello Family,

It has been a very long time since I've posted. I miss all of you..

I am no longer a member of the Shamanic healing program. I was released from the program without anyone telling me why. From the very beginning, during our first class, the program director looked at me and annoucned that "A Bear with an Exquiste love approached me, then turned away and walked away."
I was confused when he announced this in front of the entire class and directed it to me. Later I found out, that I was indeed that Bear he referred to. Since that day.. he treated me with rudeness. I didn't know why so I kept trying to please. Nothing helped. He called me one day and just said, "I am releasing you from the program and will return your money." Shock was one of the emotions that ran through me. It left me feeling like something was wrong with me. Something terribly wrong. Depression and Anxiety has taken its toll on me. Not knowing why. Just about broke my heart. We were all told from the beginning that we were hand picked to be a part of this program and that we would all graduate. So.. being released from the program...like something was terribly wrong with me.. has been very difficult.
This has been terribly hard for me to deal with because spirituality is such a huge part of my life. Made me question my life and my beliefs. It has actually made me question whether I was light or dark, because I was treated so poorly.
If anyone has wondered where I've been... well.. I've been trying to sort things out. It's been a very difficult month.

I love you all.. and miss all of you so much.
Love and Be Well
Gin
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Hello Sweet Daughter---


I can not remember the date we spoke on the telephone
and it really has taken me this long to recover from loss of
hard drive and other computer problems.

Will call you very soon.

Love :wub: to you and too yours...........be at peace with yourself....

Be thrilled with the discovery of your "self"...........

be well---pop
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Anita

Gin I am so very sorry I did not see this sooner. Please forgive me for not being here for you. This really bothers me.....ok I will just say it, it makes me mad. No one has the right to make you feel lesser than you are. You are not dark, your light has always been bright here. What happened to you is a stage trick. Its a way of making the others trust this so called shamam, and make the others feel really good about themselves.

Would you have done this to anyone? No, ofcourse not. If he didn't feel for what reason that this was not right for you he should of taken you aside and talked to you. But no he wanted to use you infront of others. Its a lousy thing to do, I learned to do this kind of thing for stage hypnosis. I won't do it, but it is effective. With hypnosis it just makes a person feel they can not be hypnotized. that way everyone else feels they can. It still is not a nice thing to do, but its not a slam on their spirituality.

I hate what happened to you, but I am glad your money wasn't waisted on him. Blessing's to you always ~ Anita

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You are a bright blessing in my life Gin,always have been.
Perhaps the *teacher* was growing wary that your gift would out shine his? Just a thought.
I love you.
Patti
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