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Topic Started: May 14 2009, 11:00 PM (2,306 Views)
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Sweet Patti,
Thank you so much for your wisdom. I've learned that If my doctor will not listen to me.. then I will be changing docs. Shes not the only doctor here. :-)

I just received an email from Connie. It has been such a very long time since I have heard from her. It was good to hear she is well.

I'm reading a book called The Shack. Everyone keeps talking about it, so I went and bought the book. Funny.. in the book God is called "PaPa". Ironic since we have our own Poppa here. LOL. Wonder if Poppa has ever read this book? LOL.

Well, I'm getting ready to go off to class. Hope all goes well.
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Boy oh Boy.. I've got a major decision to make.

Dr. Poulan.. the Energy healer asked me to join his year long class that he has at the school. I asked him if he thought I would be any good at it, he said that he thought I would be. The reason I asked was because it is expensive to me. The payments would be like making a car note for a year. We meet every six weeks for four days. I dont know what to do. I could do it.. if I skimped on some things.
the classes would be on seeing energy patterns, chakras systems, cranial systemes, past life regression, shamanic breathing, long distance healing etc... I know he is not a fraud.. but dang.. why does everything have to be so expensive?
Man, if I was rich..I'd jump on it in a minute. But I'm not.
After being in on the medicine wheel that he had at the school one weekend, I kind of have his style of teaching in mind. Its more to do with work on ourselves than anything else.
He believes in the verse.."Healer, heal thyself". Then when everything comes together and we are at atonement with the creator, then we will be able to allow God to work through us.

Guess I could look at it as therapy??? I just dont know if I would be anygood at it. Its alot of money unless one is capable to handle that kind of energy. I just dont know if I can or not. He doesn't usually ask students to join his class, so that in itself is a compliment. But I dont know if I should or not. I've really been trying to teach myself, but have not been very good at it. So, I wonder If I could take that step.

However, the best part of it is learning how to help others. That would be a blessing. I could probably even share with my family here what I am learning. That would be cool. Guess I will have to pray and meditate on it.

Well, I'm off to bed. Have class tomorrow because I missed so many days when I was sick that I have to make up my classes.

I sure do hope everyone here is happy and healthy..
Love and Be well
Gin
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:blink, Well.. I decided to apply for Dr. Poulans class today. When I asked the owner of the school what she thought about the class.. she told me that last year, he had to turn away students. So, I guess if he saw something in me.. then it was right for me to apply. I just dont know how I will afford it. Guess our creators will make a way for me to afford it.. All I can do is have faith.


Finished reading THE SHACK today. Boy, what a book. Reminded me of "Conversations with God", with a deeper plot. Dont want to ruin it for anyone, but it was a pretty good book.

Everyone here is pretty good. I thank God everyday for a day of relief.

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Hello all------
We have The Shack and La Cabana the Spanish translation on Ren's Kindle.....no i did not read it yet, but Ren is trying to get me to do so....maybe soon........

love to you all......poppa
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"Remember," the voice said. "Remember that you are always loved. You are always protected, and you are never alone...You also are a being of light, of wisdom, of love...You can never be forgotten. You can never be overlooked or ignored. You are not your body; you are not your brain, not even your mind. You are spirit. All you have to do is to reawaken to the memory, to remember. Spirit has no limits, not the limit of the physical body nor of the reaches of the intellect or the mind."

This was taken from Messages from the Masters: Tapping into the Power of Love by Brian Weiss, M.D.

Now, how many times have I read this? Yet, each time I read it or find it in a book or a quote on the internet..It still moves me. It reminds me. Especially when it feels like the world is going crazy and I've seem to have lost myself in the goings on in my life. The fear, expectations, rejection.. all of the negativity that I must move through. Learning how to deal with others and our relationships.. I have to remember that not only am I not of the body, mind or spirit.. neither are the ones that I have a relationship with. That does not pertain only to my loved ones, it also pertains to those I do not have that much in common with or those that I truly do not like. They are also spirit. And in the end.. we will all be with our beloved creators. Its how we deal with eachother that matters. Reminding us that only through Love can we move through the harrowing emotions of fear or what others think of us that matters. Truly, how can we deal with others when the circumstances are not pleasant? Only through loving the spirit and reminding ourselves that they are our brothers and sisters.

It is not enough to just remind ourselves that they are our brothers and spirits.. but it is more important to be in atonement with our creators in dealing with eachother. We should not honor eachother just because our creators expect it of us. We should not be worried that if we do not treat eachother with honor that our creators will be upset with us. It should be because we want our advisarys to know our love for them. Not because it is expected.. but only because we are willing to give love freely. For that is our creators truly working through us.
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Yesterday I gave my first massage for money.. well, not exactly money, but I got a free pedicure. The lady I worked on owns a nail salon, and she was interested in incorporating massages with her salon. So, I gave her one last night. She kept trying to pay me, but I wouldn't have any of that as she gave me a free pedicure.
I believe she liked it because she wanted me to give her husband one also. The only problem was the room I was working in. It was so hot. Within the first five minutes I was sweating like a prostitute at church for sunday service.
I was glad that he said no because I dont think I could have stood it.

Joshua seems to be getting better. He will not tell me exactly what he is feeling because he gets worried about me. However, I think if it got really worse he would let me know. He says that he is still having trouble taking deep breaths. But its not as painful as it once was.

Also, yesterday we went and looked at another house for sale. This one had 5 bedroom, 3 baths and a full unfinished basement. The yard was fenced in, which is good because of Laci Mae (my golden retriever). We placed an offer on the house and we will know today if the offer was accepted.

Laci mae has learned how to open the back door. You guys should have seen the look on my face when I saw her paw swipe the door handle and push it open :blink: It was amazing. When I told the rest of my family, they said they already knew that she could do that because they had seen her do it before! They just failed to tell me. I have never known such a smart dog. She knows when we are talking about her without saying her name. Its really kind of cute.

Well, I must be off to class. Have another test today...yuck, and I didn't get to study yesterday because life got in the way. Hope all is well with my family here, and will keep everyone in my prayers.
Love and Be Well
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We are so adept at using our imagination. Has anyone ever wondered why we as human beings.. as animals have been granted an imagination? The ability to make believe. Has anyone ever wondered if other animals could do this? Like when a dog is dreaming..sometimes they bark in their sleep or move their legs like they are running.
What an incredible gift we have, to imagine. To be taken outside of our lives for a moment and we can do and be anything we want. Children do it so easily. They can pretend anything, and be so happy. No problems, no worries. Just racing the wind. Flying like an eagle and watching everything from a birds eye view. They can be monkeys or a fish. They dont care what others may think of them.

What a gift to be given an imagination. We are only limited by our sanity. LOL. And sometimes that is pushed. I can just imagine now.. dancing around a full moon dodging the stars only to taste the star dust on my lips. Feeling the wind blow around me. oh...what a blessing to be able to have the ability to imagine.

So, tonight.. I think I will imagine gently wiping the tears of one in pain. Somehow.. someway.. I hope they feel the compassion and love.
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Last night when I got home JT was waiting for me. He said he wanted to talk to me in private. I thought it was going to be something bad..
However, I was very surprised.
He wanted to talk to me about spirituality. He said that I was the only person that he felt he could talk to about what was going on with him. He informed me that he has been meditating all summer and reading the Holy Bible.
I was so very surprised. We had a really good conversation. He wanted to share with me some of the experiences he had been having. WOW. I am just so very proud of him. Not that he is starting to believe in a little of what I believe in... But because he is starting to search for his own belief system. That makes me very happy.
Love and Be Well
Gin
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Hello Sweet Daughter Gin----

Poppa always enjoys reading your post very much.

It is good for each of us to remember---
each spirit must formulate an understanding of their relationship between
themselves and their Creator.

Listen to JT and let him use you as a mirror
he has his answers
we arrive here with the answers
it is determining the questions
that leaves us mostly in an enigmatic state.

love to you and yours--------
thank you for your prayers===
pop :wub:

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My Sweet Family,
For the past few days I've been feeling very melancholy. Times are changing, my sons are getting so much bigger and growing up so fast. It seems that for the past twenty years, the only thing I've tried to do is to keep my head above water to support my sons. Keeping a roof over their head etc.
I remember saying.."If only I get my kids raised, everything will be okay." And now..as they are getting older and starting their own lives, I ask myself.."what do I do now?". Simply because, my life has evolved around them. They aren't all grown though..not yet. I just see the writing on the wall. After looking back at all of those years helping them with homework, working 2-3 jobs at a time, Sick days, temper tantrums etc.. the hardest part of being a parent..
Is when their hearts are hurt..and there is nothing we can do about it. Its so easy to put a band aid on a cut, give medicine when they are sick, pick them up when they have fallen down when they have bumped their knee.. those tears are so easy to deal with. The hardest part for me..is to watch them make mistakes, and get hurt by them..or someone else hurting them that they love. Its those Silent Boo Boos that are so painful. And even as they get older..growing into young men.. its still...the silent boo boos that are hardest felt.
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