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| the love story of kish | |
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| Tweet Topic Started: Jul 25 2009, 12:50 AM (2,738 Views) | |
| 3395233954 | Aug 28 2009, 07:59 PM Post #51 |
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Zach/8675309
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Nice update :) a little short for my liking but it's your story, so I have no grounds for major complaints. |
| appleridge | Aug 28 2009, 08:54 PM Post #52 |
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Very Cool |
| jamaicabyrd24 | Aug 29 2009, 02:55 PM Post #53 |
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its was the ending to the last part i put that didnt go through last time. more to come and it'll be much more longer. |
| 3395233954 | Aug 29 2009, 03:02 PM Post #54 |
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Zach/8675309
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Ah that explains things. Can't wait for your next chapter if it's of the same quality as the rest of the fic. |
| devillies | Sep 3 2009, 01:11 AM Post #55 |
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cant wait to see wat happen in the next chapter, love u story |
| jamaicabyrd24 | Nov 4 2009, 10:19 PM Post #56 |
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okay folks dont kill me. i know the last time i updated this story it was still summer time! all i really can say is writers block is a bitch :sigh: . i'm going to try to keep pace with the actually s/l going on at OLTL but there was NO gay mass wedding, nick and kyle never had a relationship, but fish did get stacy and doesnt know it. fish things had been going good with kyle. the last couple of months a lot of things had change. i came out to my family, friends, co workers, everyone really. cris and layla has been great. i really dont know what i would do without their friendship. kyle was finally getting his life on track and was now back in med school full time. things were clam. my dad use to say the clam always came before the storm. it was my day off and cris and layla was both working. kyle was at school so i was having a bit to eat at Angel Square Park when i saw stacy. waved to her and she wave back and began walking over to me. stacy: hey. fish: hey how you been? stacy: good and you? fish: fine. your beginning to show. stacy: yeah i've notice. i cant believe i'm actually going to get bigger than this! fish: **laughs** just think in some odd months you'll have a beautiful baby and it will all be wroth it. stacy" yeah, i know the baby father is just going to fall in love with her. fish: its a girl? stacy: oh i dont know yet. but i really want a girl. a boy would be great too. so how are you and kyle doing? fish: were doing good. i haven't seen him a lot b/c of him being in med school and all. stacy: yeah i know the feeling. it can be really frustrating when you cant be with the one you love. they either have school or work or have to take care of their other family. fish: um....right. stacy: but we stand by them. we show them love and support. let them know were hear. fish: yeah. i mean he's in freaking med school. he's worked his whole life to become a doctor. i can understand that. i respect that. i just... you know miss him. stacy: its not a bad thing to miss the one you love when there away. especially when you've been separated from each other for years! fish: right! me and kyle spend years away from each other. it was all my fault but im not going to make the same mistake. stacy: love is a powerful thing. when it seems lost one day it pop up staring you in face. fish: i'm really glad it did. stacy: i'm happy for you. fish: yeah? thanks. and i'm happy for you. i hope things work out. fish stacy was a sweet girl. i felt really bad for using her the way i did. she didnt deserve it. it amazed me how easily the people around me forgave me for hurting them. i was lucky and wouldnt forget it. stacy it was nice talking to someone how could understand. kim was great but she has almost never had guy trouble and she didnt have other women chasing after her men. unlike me. my own sister at that. me and rex made a baby and she tried to take away from me. i lost that baby b/c of the stress Gigi was causing me. but hope wasnt lost. fish helped a lot. he will never know how much he help me. me and rex will be a family and he will this baby. just like he would of loved the other one if it hadnt died. stacy: ok i need to be on my way. i see you around? fish: yeah. take care. ~ @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@~ kyle after a long day at the hospital i was ready to go home. i was beat. when i got to the hotel roxy greeted me with a smile. roxy: hey there good looking. kyle: hey roxy. kyle said tiredly. roxy: man you look beat. kyle: there's no such thing as rest for a doctor. roxy: well fish is up there waiting for you. i think your going to need to be awoke for what he has planned. laughs roxy. kyle: your mind is always in the gutter. you have a good night. roxy: you too. i open the door to my room and oliver was on the bed sleep. its was late. a little after midnight. usually i would stay up a few more hrs to study but my eyes was so heavy they burned. oilver fell a sleep with the light on. he was calm and beautiful while he slept. i changed into some PJs and got into bed. i was in oilver arms at once. fish: hey you. kyle: hey i said as i yawned. fish: how was it t the hospital today? oilver asked in a low sleepily voice. kyle: its was a long day but good. how was your day? fish: without you, a bit lonely. i turned around to face him in the dark. i brought my hand up to his face and glazed his cheek. i touched my lips to his kissing him softly. kyle: i'm sorry about that. whispered kyle. fish: its ok. i want you to do good. i'm really proud of you. i just miss you thats all. kyle: i miss you too. ~@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@~ roxy i was happy for kyle. our relationship had come a long way in such a short time. he was like a son to me. i really wish me and rex relationship was better. he hated me. but i had to lie to him. his father is dad and can do no one any harm. let sleeping bastards lay is what i say. just than the phone rung. roxy: angel square hotel. roxy speaking. there was just heavy breathing on the other end. roxy: hello? no one said anything and than the tone went dead. it was weird. kinda late for prank callers. but kids are handfuls. i ready for bed. it was late and i was tired. unknown to me i was being watched the whole time. Edited by jamaicabyrd24, Nov 21 2009, 05:32 AM.
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| jamaicabyrd24 | Nov 4 2009, 10:24 PM Post #57 |
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that was the set up i should say. more to come. i want to write for more chrs other than kish to keep things interesting. i have plans foe cris and layla also. hope you guys like. |
| 3395233954 | Nov 5 2009, 05:27 AM Post #58 |
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Zach/8675309
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It was a nice update after so long. Keep up the good work. |
| jamaicabyrd24 | Nov 5 2009, 09:38 AM Post #59 |
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i own nothing fish i woke up next to kyle. it was the start to another day. he had to got the hospital and i had to go to work. it was still very early so i could stay in bed a little longer. i had had a dream about my dad and kyle last night. i couldn't really remember what it was about but they were clashing over me. i've looked up to my dad sense i was a little boy. i took a lot of the things he said as gospel. like being gay. it wasnt something a person was it was a choice. that was my mind set back in college. i didnt think of myself as gay. i didnt like guys...... i liked kyle and that was the problem. i chose to be with him. i chose to love him. so at any time i could chose not too. i convince myself of that when i broke up with him i would be normal. things would be the way they were suppose to. thinking back i remember the look on his face when i broke it off. it was one huge fight. that left me feeling hollow and alone. FLASHBACK kyle i had got a call from oilver to meet him at the getaway. we hadnt been really spending much time together lately. i felt like he was avoiding me. when i would finally get him alone and ask him what was wrong he would say nothing. last night he wouldnt even let me touch him. kyle: are you ok? fish: what? yeah. yeah. i just dont feel like it. kyle: ok. oilver? fish: yeah. kyle: are we ok? he hesitated. it was quick but i caught it. fish: yes we're ok. kyle: it just feels like your pulling away from me. fish: i'm just stress is all. you know i've been working hard on finals. kyle: yeah. i get that. class has been hard on me too. i let it go but i couldnt shake the feeling that something was wrong. i didnt get a good feeling from meeting him at the getaway either. after i was done with class i made way to me and olivers hideaway spot. the door was unlocked. oilver had the key. i knew he was in there waiting for me. fish i paced back and forth as i waited for kyle. i couldnt do it. i couldnt. but i had to. all things was a go with the police academy. i leave out tomorrow. i hadn't told kyle yet. he thought we still had until the end of the school year which was 4 months away. i hadnt told him i was leaving b/c i didnt know how. nor did i know how to tell him i was leaving him behind.......for good. it was like my dad had told me it was time to leave college behind and move on with my life. i couldnt take him with me. i couldnt love him openly. but i did love him. my stomach was in knots. i heard him come through the door. i froze. he called out for me. but i didnt answer. he made he way over to me. kyle he stood there looking at me without really looking at me. kyle: oilver? fish: i wanted to talk to you. fish said in a shaky voice. kyle: are you ok? fish: yes. i drop my book bag on the floor. kyle: ok what do we need to talk about. fish:**takes a deep breath** kyle... kyle: yeah? fish: i want to break up. kyle: break up? fish: yes. kyle: why? fish: its time. kyle: i didnt realize there was a time limit on us. fish: where going in different directions in life. kyle: oilver where is this coming from? i wasnt really shock when he said he wanted to break up. i could see something was up for weeks now. fish: i cant be with you no more. kyle: why? fish: b/c i'm not gay kyle. kyle: your not gay? the last 2 years prove otherwise. fish: it was a phase. kyle: a phase! a phase? what kind of crap is that. we are not a phase oilver. fish: i believe we are. kyle: so thats it. you woke up today "in my bed by the way" and decided that oh me and kyle are a phase and i'm going to break up with him. base on that. fish: i always felt you we're someone i would have to get past. i was pissed! kyle: oilver this makes no sense. none. do you really believe that i'm going to believe that you no longer love me and i was nothing more than a phase to began with. fish: i do love you. and if i could change that i would. that hurt. more than anything else he had said to me. kyle: you dont want to love me? fish: no. i felt my heart drop. kyle: but you do. that means something. we mean something. fish: it means i have to break up with you. kyle: ok oilver how do we do this? we live together. share a room and everything. fish: i'm leaving. kyle: your going to moved? fine. how long is it going to take to transfer to other room? fish: no kyle. i'm leaving. kyle: your moving out of the house? wow you really do want to get away from me. fish: i'm leaving Llanview College......tomorrow. kyle: Tomorrow! what about school? fish: i'm going to the police academy. kyle: thats not until 4 months away. fish: no i leave first thing tomrrow. kyle: how long have you known? asked a angry kyle. fish: a few weeks. kyle: you've known weeks that you where leaving and you wait until the very last min to tell me. on top of which your breaking up with me. you ever think i would of needed to know my boyfriend was leaving me. that i would need more time oilver? i've been dreading these last 4 months coming to an end. i didnt know what plans were. i didnt know how we would work. i didnt know how i was going to say good bye. being that they take you upstate to train. now your telling me tomorrow. your leaving me tomorrow. fish: i couldnt tell you. it would of....... i wasnt planing on......... kyle: on taking our relationship with you. finished kyle. fish: no i wasnt. said fish quietly. kyle: i...i.......i cant do this oilver. i cant let you go. i dont know how. i'm just suppose to move on with my life and pretend you and me never happen? as if i never loved you and you never loved me. that what we have is all in my head? fish: its what i'm planing on doing. kyle: oilver dont. i walked over to him. i touched his arm. i had to try. i had to reach him. how could you ever claim to love someone if you didnt fight for them. i wanted him to look at me the way he use to. i needed him to see the pain he was causing not only to me but himself. i moved my hand over his face. his forehead touched mine as he lead into me. my lips touched his. he kissed me back. he pulled away from me. fish: kyle..... kyle: no dont stop. i said as i kissed him back. when our lips parted again i could see oilver had started to cry. he wrapped his arms around me, hugging me. holding me as close to him as he could. fish breaking up with kyle was the hardest thing i have ever had to do. i was saying whatever i could to get him to let go. but he didnt. he still loved me. he still wanted me. the whole time we were talking i felt everything break in me. i was ripping his heart out and mines as well. i was playing kick ball with his heart yet he still loved me. he kissed me and it shocked me how much i wanted that kiss. how much i need him. i held him close to my heart. i could smell the scent of old spice and soap on his skin. i breathed it in. then breathed it out while letting kyle go. without a word i walked away from kyle. he reached for me but i kept moving. he called for for me be i pretended not to hear him. i didnt look back. i left the getaway never to see it again. kyle he left me in the getaway alone. the door close behind him. he never even looked back. just like that he was gone. when people go into shock they sometimes go numb. i wish i could be numb. i wasnt. i felt pain. it crashed upon me like a angry wave bringing me to my knees. i cried long hard deep sobs. my whole body shook. he was gone. i knew it was no use going after him. i couldnt go home. i knew he was there packing. i couldnt face him. he couldnt see me like his. but the thing was i was never going to him again. it was over. that was last time i was ever going to see him. if i saw him on the street i would be expected to pretend that we didnt have history. that i didnt know he though superman was better than batman and that he has a pair of superman boxers that he was crazy about. i would have to pretend that i didnt know he could sing in tone, or that he knew more about computers then humanly possible. i would have to pretend that at night we didnt slept in the same bed and that he didnt loved things i did to him and things i whispered in his ears at night. i would have to pretend he never loved me and i never loved him. FLASHBACK OVER fish thinking back to that night i dont know how kyle could of ever forgave me. but he did. i still dont deserve him. Edited by jamaicabyrd24, Nov 5 2009, 11:24 AM.
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| appleridge | Nov 5 2009, 11:31 AM Post #60 |
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Thanks!!! |
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