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| the love story of kish | |
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| Tweet Topic Started: Jul 25 2009, 12:50 AM (2,739 Views) | |
| appleridge | Aug 10 2009, 07:44 PM Post #41 |
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Well Its My Keyboard. The Keys Stick Sometimes |
| jamaicabyrd24 | Aug 13 2009, 10:53 PM Post #42 |
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i'm writing the next part and it will be up son. sorry for the hold up. you guys been great. |
| b32guy | Aug 15 2009, 04:11 AM Post #43 |
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I love it long and wavy!
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I'm liking the story. |
| jamaicabyrd24 | Aug 18 2009, 04:08 PM Post #44 |
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Kyle Working at the diner was great. It was good to have some kind of money in my pocket. Cris was turning out to be an ok guy. My mind was on oilver as always. I wish I could just get over it. Let him go and move on, so I did things to take my mind off oilver. I focus on school, work and went to the gym. As much working out I’ve been doing I should be ready to be america’s next top body builder soon. That were I met nick. He was on his way to the shower’s as I was on my way out. He dropped his bar of soap at the door. I leaned over and picked it up. Kyle: here you go. Nick: thanks Kyle: sure. Nick: I’m nick Kyle: kyle Nick: you come here a lot. It sure looks like it. Kyle: **laughs** well I try. Nick : hey would you like to grab a bit to eat sometime? Kyle: um???? Nick: come on, you can pick the place. Kyle: yeah. Yeah. Sure. Nick: can I get your number? Kyle: no phone. Nick: crap. well I can give you mine. Kyle: I have no paper and I got to run or I’ll be late to work. Why don’t you stop by the diner across the way for something to eat, on me. You could me give your number then. Nick: ok I’ll see you later. Kyle: bye. I cant believe I didn’t have anything to take his number down on. I hope he’s show’s up. When I got in for work things were crazy busy. Poor markko looked over ran and cris was taking on 8 tables on his own. Cris: kyle buddy I’m glad to see you. I know you still have sometime until your on but do you mine clocking in? Kyle: no. sure. I jumped right into work. We stayed pretty busy until about hour before closing. We had once guest left. Cris: man what a day. Kyle: yes I dont think I’ve set down sense I walked through the door. Cris: you don’t mine if I take a break? Kyle: no. of course not Cris: its not like were all that busy anyways. Kyle. Yeah. I said while looking at the door. Cris: hey why do you keep looking at the door? Your expecting someone? Kyle: yeah I met this guy at the gym who said he would stop by. I guess he’s a no show. Cris: oh. Just than oilver walks through the door. His eyes meet mine but he quickly looks away. Cris: you want me to take his order? Kyle: no I can handle it. Oilver sit’s at the table as I get up. Cris sits next to oilver. Kyle: what I can I get you. Fish: um… I’ll like a burger and fries and some water. Kyle: how would you like your burger cooked? Fish: well done. Kyle: was there anything else? Fish: that will be it. Oilver was the last guy I wanted to see tonight. But I had a job to do and so I took his order just like I would anyone else. fish I didn’t know kyle was working here I would of left but I’m pretty sure cris would of deemed me even more gay if I did so. I wish he would back off and leave me and layla alone. But nope he sits right next to me. Cris: so what brings you here so late? Fish: I wanted to grab a bite to eat. Cris: how that confession coming with layla? Fish: I have nothing to confessed. Cris: I cant believe your still lying to her. I hate to be the one who tells her but sense you refuse….. Fish: you want me to tell her something that’s not truth b/c of your feeling for her. Cris: my feelings? Fish: yeah your feelings. Just than kyle came out with my burger and fries. Kyle: here you go. Fish: thanks. Kyle didn’t say anything but walked away. Cris: you need to stop making this about me. Fish: it is about you. You like layla and you are trying your hardest to get in the way of me and her. Cris: that’s not true. I care about layla as a friend and your lying to her! Fish: no your looking for anything you can on me so layla will break up with me. I see the way you look at her. Kyle I could see cris and fish were in a heated discussion. I was pretty bombed that nick hadn’t shown up. He must of thought I was trying to blow him off with the whole no phone thing. Or maybe he didn’t want to date a loser who didn’t have a phone. Either way I was stood up and felt like a loser. Just then nick walks through the door. He was wearing blue jeans and a red shirt. These details matter b/c he was so damn hot. I was glad to see him and walked over. Kyle: hey, I didn’t think you were coming. Nick: well I stop by earlier but you guys were so busy I decided to come back later. Kyle: oh I didn’t see you. Nick: well you were moving faster than the roadrunner I’m shocked that I even saw you. Kyle: **laughs** would you like something to eat or drink. Nick: maybe some coffee and a peace of paper and pen so I can write down that number. Kyle: yeah I’ll be right back. I got him so coffee and pen and paper. Edited by jamaicabyrd24, Nov 4 2009, 07:55 PM.
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| jamaicabyrd24 | Aug 18 2009, 04:09 PM Post #45 |
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Kyle: ok here you go Nick: thanks Nick wrote his number down and handed it to me. fish Talking to cris was giving me a headache. I happen to look up and see kyle talking to some guy who had walked in. it was hard trying to hear what was being said between kyle and that guy with cris talking. Cris: layla going to find out. Fish: yeah Cris: lying isnt going to get you no where. So if you dont tell her I will. Fish: yep Cris: fish are you listening to me Fish: ok Cris: fish! Fish: who’s that guy kyle’s talking to. Cris: what? I don’t know. It could be the guy he met at the gym. Just as cris said that the guy handed kyle a peace of paper. I don’t remember thinking just reacting. I jumped up and walked over towards them. Kyle looked up at me the smile on his face began to fade. Fish: hey. I said with a fake smile on my face. Kyle: um hey. Fish: hey. Kyle: oilver did you need something. Fish: only my waiter. Kyle: ok Fish: I’ve been trying to get your attention for the last 2 mins but you were to busy I guess talking to him. i said without even looking at nick. Kyle: well give me a sec and I’ll be right over. Fish: no. I’ve already given you a few sec’s. I need a waiter right now. Kyle: well than ask cris to get whatever it is you need so badly. Fish: cris is on break! What does it take to get some good service around here. Cris: I really don’t mind. Fish: no your on break. Cris: I can…. Fish: no! kyle is my waiter. He should be the one to wait on me being he’s the one who’s going to be getting a tip. Kyle: oilver what is your deal? Fish: I just want to place an order. I’m over there starving while your just chatting it up. Kyle:**looks over at the table fish was sitting at** you’ve barely touch your burger and fries. Fish: that b/c I wanted to take them home and eat them. And put in an order for layla. I could be home right now eating. Kyle: fine what do you want? Fish As kyle prepared to take my order I saw him look at the guy next to me. I cut my eye’s at him and moved in front of him blocking his view to kyle. Fish: ok let me think. Kyle:**breathe heavily** Fish: I. will. Like. Um. Let me see. **thinks real hard** Kyle: OILVER! Fish: I’m trying to think! Kyle: you would think for somebody who was in such a rush to get an order put in, so they could get home to eat..... to keep from starving, they would know what it is they were ordering already! Fish: I don’t think I like your tone right now. Kyle: oilver so help me god………. Fish: geez. I would like another burger and fries. Kyle: how would you like that burger cook? Fish: layla likes it well done. Oh can you make those fries curily. Kyle: ok Fish: or maybe she’ll like them regular. Kyle: what is it regular or curliy? Fish: curliy. She’ll like those for sure. Kyle: curily it is. Fish: no wait don’t…. no never mind. It doesn’t need to be change. Kyle: **breathe heavily** ok Fish: no wait make those regular…………..wait. Kyle: YOU CAN HAVE BOTH! ON THE HOUSE. Fish: thanks. But there’s no need to yell. Kyle: ** take’s deep breath** ok Fish: okay. Kyle: **looks at fish waiting for him to leave** Fish: well arent you going to go put it in? Kyle: I’ll be back. He says to nick. Kyle walks away pretty upset. As he walks away I notice the guy from the gym following him. This make’s me mad. Fish: you don’t have to follow him. He’ll be right back. Fish says to nick. Kyle: oilver! fish con't like he hadnt heard kyle. Fish: Take a seat or leave. **checks watch** we’ll be closing soon so I think leaving would be your best bet. Nick: I think I’ll wait. Fish: you don’t have too. Kyle: oilver I need to see you in the kitchen. NOW! Fish: we’ll be open at 8 tomorrow. Kyle: OILVER NOW! I turn to look at kyle. From the look on his face I decided I better go see what he wanted. I walked into the kitchen with kyle right on my heals. He lit into as soon as he came in. ~@@@@@@@@@@@@@@~ Kyle Part of me loved the fact that fish was jealous and acting like a jerk. It felt good to know he still cared and that I could get a reaction out of him but the other part of me was beyond mad. After the way he treated me and threw away our relationship he had the nerve to be jealous? That pissed me off. Kyle: WHAT THE HELL IS A MATTER WITH YOU? Fish: what? Kyle: what? What do you mean what? Fish: I don’t understand why your so mad. Kyle: I don’t even know where to begin. Maybe its when you demanded that I put an order in while you could clearly see I was busy. Fish: yeah! Flirting. If I had waited for that conversation to end my whole life would past me by. Kyle: its not like I was the only waiter cris was more than willing to help. Fish: I didn’t want cris. Kyle: why not! Fish: b/c…. b/c I don’t trust cris with my food. Cris: hey! I’m going to try and not take offence to that. Cris said from the diner. It dawn on me that people in the diner could hear me yelling at oilver. I grabbed oilver hand and pull him into the freezer. I made sure we didn’t get locked in. Kyle: oilver I would like it very much if you werent rude to nick. Fish: who? that overly grow dude who looks like he OD on steroids you were flirting with? Kyle: his name is nick and yes. Fish: so you admitted it. You were flirting. Kyle: I never denied it. Fish: oh right. Kyle: what? do you got a problem with it? Fish: yeah. Yeah I do. Kyle: really? Fish: yeah I mean your over there making a fool of yourself. Kyle: how am I making fool of myself. Fish: your giggling like a 13 year old girl. “oh thank you for your number nick hehehe” fish mocked in his girly of girly voices. kyle I was stunned. He my have chase away the first guys I’ve notice in months, been a total jerk towards him and on top of that he had just compared me to a 13 year old girl. but All I could do was laughs. Fish: I don’t know why your laughing b/c that is what you did. Kyle: I have never in my life made that voice. Laughed kyle. Fish: you did tonight. Kyle: no. I think your just jealous. Fish: jealous? I’m not jealous. I’m just looking out for you. Kyle: sense when? Fish: I cant look after my friends? Kyle: we’re friends now? wasn’t I a freak who kissed you against your will a few days ago? Fish: just b/c you do dumb things doesn’t mean I want to see you hurt. Kyle: ok oilver I cant deal with this. You don’t get a say so in my life. Fish: but I…….. Kyle: you don’t get to wake up and decide you want me back as your friend again. Nor do you get the right to be jealous. You threw away what we had. Has done nothing but trash our history. Now you can call it what ever you want. Looking out for a friend or just needing a waiter whatever you call it, I just need you to back off! I walked out of the freezer and kitchen back into the diner leaving oilver behind. Nick was still waiting and I set next to him. Oilver walked of the kitchen and over to our table. He set 30 dollars down on the table next to me and said keep the change and walked out of the diner without another word. ~@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@~ Fish I wanted to get home as quickly as I could. I didn’t understand why kyle flirting with that guy bothered me so much. Kyle said I was jealous and that wasn’t true. Maybe I should stay away from him all together b/c nothing good comes from it. I meant it when I said I didn’t want to see him get hurt. But after the way I treated him I can understand why he didn’t believe me. When I got home no one was there so I sit down to watch so TV hoping it would take my mind off things. Kyle Kyle: I’m sorry about that. Nick: its ok. who was that guy? Kyle: an old friend. But he’s straight now. Nick: say no more. Cris: hey kyle you think you and markko can handle closing by yourselfs? Kyle: yeah. Um where is markko? Cris: oh he’s out back but he said he’ll stay and help close. Kyle: yeah that’s fine. Cris: already bye kyle and bye ….. Nick: nick. Cris: nick. Nice to meet you I’m cris. Nick: nice to meet you too. Fish While I was watching TV cris came home. He walked in the door and I could tell by the look on his face that he wanted to talk. Fish: what? Cris: well it’s just that I don’t understand you. Fish: whats to understand? Cris: you make this big deal about how your not gay and how much you like layla… Fish: I’m not gay and I do like layla! Cris: and yet you turn into a green eye monster when kyle so much as talk to another guy. Fish: I don’t care who kyle talks too Cris: right. Fish: I think you’re the one who’s jealous. Cris: come again. Fish: from the moment you heard that me and layla was dating you have done nothing but try to prove to her who much I would hurt her and how I couldn’t be trusted. You have a thing for layla. Cris: I don’t have a thing for layla. Fish: I see the way you look at her and I get it. She’s a great woman and any man would be lucky to have her but here the thing cris she’s MY girlfriend. I’m not going to let you or kyle stand in the way of that. Cris: layla is a great woman and she doesn’t deserve to have her heart broken. Fish: I’m not going to break her heart! Cris: who are you kidding fish? Your in love with kyle! Fish: I’m not! Cris: well I’m telling layla the truth. I gave you your chance and you didn’t man up so I got to. Fish: its like you want to see her hurt! Fish said angered. Cris: no I just want her to know the whole story. I want her to know who she is involved with. I was so mad at cris and couldn’t say anymore b/c I was sure that it would lead to a fight. I was also scared that he was going to ruin my life. I decided to leave the apartment. I needed to clear my head. Cris didn’t say anything to me as I grabbed my car keys. I drove around for a while thinking about cris telling layla. I didn’t want layla to get hurt. I tried so hard to make it work with her and make her happy. I knew as soon as she came home cris was going to tell her about kyle and that would be that. I couldn’t help but think about kyle. I wondered what he was doing. Was he at home or was he out with that guy nick? I felt a pain in me chest. I began to worry that kyle could very well be out with that other guy. I decided to stop by kyle’s place to make sure he got home ok. I knew what room was his and I hoped he was home. more than that I hoped he was alone. I didn’t want to find him in there with another guy. I knocked on the door and no one answered so I knocked harder. I could hear movement and my heart jumped in side my chest. What if that guy was actually in there with him? I wanted to run but I couldn’t I needed to know. Kyle open the door. He didn’t have on a shirt and was in sweat pants. I could tell I had woke him up. Kyle: oilver? Said a sleepy kyle. What are you doing here? Fish: I came to see if you were ok. Kyle: why wouldn’t I be? Fish: I just wanted to make sure. I could help looking in his room to see if anybody was in there. I didn’t see anyone. Kyle: go home oilver. Said kyle. Fish: I cant. I said in a low voice. Kyle: why not? asked a worried kyle. Fish: cris is telling layla about me and you. Kyle: oh shouldn’t you be the one to do it? Fish: no. b/c its……… I couldn’t finish my sentence. It was like the words wouldn’t come out. I just needed to be near kyle. I didn’t want anything that came out my mouth to ruin that. Kyle seem to sense whatever was going on in side me. He let me into his room. I didn’t want to say anything I just needed kyle. He was my safe place and whenever my world was turning upside down I could always trust kyle to be there for me. I was in a panic and it must of shown on my face b/c kyle took my hand and lead me to the bed. I set down and looked up at kyle. I watched him as he went and grabbed some PJ’s I could wear to bed. He handed them to and I began to change. When I was done I laid down on the bed and kyle laid next to me. He wrapped his arms around me and my breathing became much more relaxed. I felt safe like nothing could touch me. As long as I was in kyles arms I was ok. Kyle I could see how scared he was. I know I shouldn’t care but I did. I laid next to him and wrap my arms around him. I remember back when we were together he told me the safest he has ever felt was in my arms. I loved that feeling I got from hearing him say that. I pressed my lips to his back and I felt him inter twine his fingers into mine. We felled a sleep like that. Fish I woke up in kyle arms. I turned around to his face. He was still asleep and he looked so peaceful. I had to leave. I couldn’t hind in kyle’s room for the rest of my life. I didn’t want to wake him as I got up so I got up slowly. I grabbed my keys and left. I was scared to go home but I needed too. maybe cris didn’t tell layla or maybe he did. Either way I didn’t want to face it but I had too. I open the front door and layla and cris was up and waiting. I felt my heart hit the floor. I could see he had told layla and that she had been crying. Cris walked over to the door and left without a word. Layla: is it true? Fish: layla…. Layla: is it true?! Were you and kyle involve in college? Fish: yes. Layla: you lied to me? You used me. Fish: no! layla I wanted us to work. layla: what was i some kind of joke to you. fish: layla i care about you. i can make this work. Layla: you like guys! How could we work? fish: it can! i know it can. layla: i'm so stupid! your gay and i should of saw it. Fish: I’m not gay! I wanted to be with you! layla: i did see it and i let go. i let go. fish: i'm not gay. layla i'm not! Layla:[/color] cris said you were scared to tell the truth. Fish: why does cris gets to decide what is true. Why am I not aloud to want to be with you. Layla: b/c it’s a lie. Fish: why is it a lie? Cried fish. All I want is to make you happy. Layla I want you as my girlfriend and I know I can make this work. Your very important to me and I care about you a lot. I mean it. I don’t see why that has to be a lie. Layla: do you love me. Fish: yes. Layla: are you in love with me. Fish: no but layla we just started dating things like that take time. Layla: your right, so I’ll ask another question. Close your eyes fish. Fish: what? Layla: close your eye’s. Fish: ok. fish said as he closed his eyes. Layla: I want you to tell me the truth forget the world and forget you parents. Forget your job and tell me how you feel. Who is the person that you are in love with, who has your heart and at the end of the day in the person you want to be with? Tell me who you love me or kyle? I open my eyes slowly and look at layla as I said his name. Fish: kyle. Layla: that’s why it’s a lie. Cried layla. Your heart belongs to him. It was never mines to have. Fish: I’m not trying to hurt you. I watched as her tears rolled down her face and I could see the pain in her eye’s. I didn’t know how to stop the pain she was feeling. All I did know was I had caused it. Layla: can i have some time alone please? Fish: yes. I wish she had yelled or threw something at me. Anything but cry. I felt horrible for the pain I cause her. I decided to go back to kyle’s. I was still wearing his PJ and needed to return them. Or at least that would be my excuse. I didn’t wait for him to invite me in. I just walked in. he didn’t say anything he just close the door. Fish: well? Kyle: well what? fish: you don’t have anything to say to me? Kyle: about? Fish: about how I came here last night looking for comfort and left this morning without a word. How I went home to a heartbroken layla and sense things are going poorly for me again I came back here to you. Kyle: well I was going to ask if you wanted me to order you something to eat. Fish: kyle I need you to be mad at me. Fish said as his voice broke. Kyle: anger was never my thing. Fish: do you love me? Kyle: you know I do. Fish: why? Why do you love me? Kyle: b/c your you. Fish: I’m not good for anyone. I cause pain where ever I go. I hurt layla and I hurt you. I hurt you on purpose. I knew what I was doing and I knew what I was saying when I broke up with you. But I convince myself it was worth it. That I could some how have a better life if I let you go. Truth be told I’ve never been so lost without you. You didn’t deserve what I did to you and layla didn’t deserve it either. But it doesn’t matter b/c I don’t deserve you. I don’t deserve you friendship and I don’t deserve your love. No matter what I do I’m hurting someone. Weather it be you or layla or my parents. Edited by jamaicabyrd24, Nov 4 2009, 08:33 PM.
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| jamaicabyrd24 | Aug 18 2009, 04:11 PM Post #46 |
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:sigh: my bad.
Edited by jamaicabyrd24, Aug 19 2009, 08:00 PM.
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| jamaicabyrd24 | Aug 18 2009, 04:14 PM Post #47 |
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i'm so sorry that i haven't updated my story in over a week! but i no longer can use the internet like i use to so i post when i can. i never stop writing as you guys can see for your selfs. i wrote i a freaking novel! i hope you enjoy and this make's up for the long wait. |
| jamaicabyrd24 | Aug 19 2009, 08:03 PM Post #48 |
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oh wow how did i manage to double post most of this stuff. :dunno: i'm so sorry. its a good thing i like to re read my stuff or that misstake would still be up. for the people who set throw and read it all thank you. for people who didnt i dont blame you. now you guys have to wait to see the next part that should of been up already but isn't b/c it doubled post instead of puting up the next part. well at least its makes one hell of a clift hanger! :grin: |
| koko wawa | Aug 20 2009, 03:22 AM Post #49 |
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this is awesome, i want moreeeeeeeeee |
| jamaicabyrd24 | Aug 28 2009, 07:38 PM Post #50 |
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Kyle: you did hurt me but I still love you. Fish: but kyle you were right. I trash everything we had. I once told you if I could change how I felt about you I would. How could you love me after I said that to you? Why would you want to? Kyle: I cant turn it off and though somedays I wish I could I’m glad I cant. Fish: would you believe me if I said I loved you. Kyle: yes. Fish: I’m sorry kyle. I’m so sorry. I wish I could take all the horrible things I did to you away. Biggest lie I ever told was that I didn’t love you. Kyle kissed me after that. There was no more words we could say. Kyle Making love to oilver was so different than it had been before. Maybe b/c it had been a long time sense we’ve been together or maybe b/c well never had make up sex before I don’t know but I loved every min of it. He was gentle and aggressive at the same time. Fish After round 3 of love making we couldn’t move. Kyle once told me if you weren’t tired after having sex than you weren’t doing it right. I held kyle in my arms. couldn’t help but ask. Fish: so what about nick? Kyle: who? That all I needed to hear to get me pump for round 4. Kyle started laughing and I loved hearing him laugh. as I began kissing him. Kyle**breathe heavily** Edited by jamaicabyrd24, Nov 4 2009, 08:38 PM.
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