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| the love story of kish | |
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| Tweet Topic Started: Jul 25 2009, 12:50 AM (2,740 Views) | |
| jamaicabyrd24 | Aug 1 2009, 09:15 AM Post #31 |
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thank you so much! i sorry its taking so long for the next part. its coming it may not be today but its coming! |
| b32guy | Aug 3 2009, 06:23 AM Post #32 |
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I love it long and wavy!
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This is very engaging. The style is somewhat odd, but it so works. I like the gentleness of the story. Nice job! |
| jamaicabyrd24 | Aug 4 2009, 03:29 PM Post #33 |
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fish i'm sitting here alone in the apartment. cris is working and layla is out. for the last few days i've been thinking of kyle. nothing i do takes my mind off of him. i dont want to feel, i dont want to think, i just want to live my life. what happen with me and kyle in college was a phase. everyone goes through some kind of phase in there life. no matter how i felt about kyle its over now. but looking back i cant say that i didnt love him. even when things began to change. fish: kyle i got it! kyle: got what? fish: i got accepted in the Llanview police academy! kyle: oh man thats great. i told you would get it. fish: yeah you did. kyle: when do you start? fish: sept so that gives me 6 months to prepare kyle: are you going to stay in school for your remaining time? fish: yeah. i have to. i need 60 college credits and i only got 58 i also have to wait for my birthday to past. but when i get my last 2 credits and turn 21 i'm good to go. i was use to it being me and kyle. but i didnt know how to be with him in the open and a cop too. it was important for me to be a cop and for that to work but how did that fit kyle? i wasnt going to walk into the academy and go i have a boyfriend and his name is kyle! i hadnt even told my parents nor am i crazy enough to do so. but its college, people do things like this all the time. they go through phase's and it shows them who they are and who there not. who am i is the question. i was laying in the bed with kyle. i held him close to me and breathe in his sent. he smelled of soap like he had just got out of the shower. his breathing was easy and even i could tell he was a sleep. i've been with kyle for over 2 years i knew i was going to hurt him. i couldnt say it aloud or even to myself for the longest time but i knew when i left college i was leaving kyle behind to. i hated thinking about it, i didnt really think i could go through with it. kyle had his own plans and things he wanted to do with his life. one thing he made clear was he wouldnt live his life in the shadows. but laying here with him in my arms i didnt think i would ever be able to let him go. kyle i was happy for fish i really was but i was also worried about him. i could tell something was wrong. when i would ask him he would say nothing. but i knew better. things between us began getting tense. i like to think of myself as understanding. i mean i understood him not wanting to tell his parents about us and i could understand not telling the guys. but it was becoming a job. i was sick of this double life and wanted to go out with my boyfriend and hold his hand. i wanted us to be a couple in the open. it seem we wasnt us unless we were in our room or at the getaway. i was waiting for him to tell me his plans when he went off to the police academy. all he said was he got accepted. that was pretty much it. i think the guys would think it was pretty weird if oliver kept coming to visit the house and spending a night in his old room with me. and i couldnt go with him. i had school. are best bet would be if we got a place together. that way we could still be together but we would have are privacy. i waited for some time alone with fish to talk about it. fish my dad called me today wanting to know how i was. dad: hey son fish: hi dad dad: whats new. you know your mom and i havent seen or heard from you in a while. fish: i'm sorry, but i got some great news. i've been accepted in the Llanview police academy. dad: really? thats great oliver! i always wanted a police officer in the family. fish: its something i have always wanted to do. dad: well its a good choice of work and i couldnt be prouder of you. fish: thanks dad. dad: your mom is out right now but she's going to be through the roof when she hears. you know son now that your leaving college behind its time for you to take your life seriously. i mean college is very important but you must put all your time and energy into the academy. you must work hard to be the best at what you do. that means no distractions. no partys, no girls, no anything that takes away from your career. you take my advice son and you'll be at the top in no time. when you become a cop then you'll have plainly of time for that other stuff. we all must sacrifice things as we get older. its part of becoming a man. i know you have a girlfriend but from what i see she's taking alot of your time. i mean we havent seen you in god knows how long fish: dad...... dad: its ok i understand. you fall in love and you want to be with that person all the time. but oille i think you should take a good hard look at this girl and see if she is what you want or is she holding you back. if she's the one then by all means stay with her and me and your mom wants to meets her right away but it she's just a college thing then now my be the time to let her go. fish: thanks for the advice dad dad: anytime. i'll talk to you later officer fish. fish: bye. to be con't Edited by jamaicabyrd24, Aug 10 2009, 01:54 PM.
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| devillies | Aug 4 2009, 05:08 PM Post #34 |
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loved it cant wait 4 next one ! |
| loveinabeerbottle | Aug 6 2009, 09:28 PM Post #35 |
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great story keep it up! |
| Nukester | Aug 9 2009, 11:29 PM Post #36 |
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e e cummings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I get it! OMG, brilliant! Your Kyle, heartbreaking. Your Fish, so conflicted. And his dad feeding him exactly the wrong advice based on false assumptions................. It took me a while to get my head around your style. It was utterly unexpected and new to me. But now that I have slipped into your grove -- I'm amazed! You're incredible. Count me as an avid fan. Nukester |
| jamaicabyrd24 | Aug 10 2009, 04:00 PM Post #37 |
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fish things couldnt be any worse! cris saw kyle kiss me and wants me to tell layla i'm gay. which i'm not. i wish kyle hadn't done that. what was he thinking kissing me and telling roxy i was gay. he was no help with cris. but i really shouldnt have push him. but if i told him i was sorry he would take it the wrong the way. its better this way. he seemed mad at me. that should make me feel like i'm finally getting through to him but it doesnt. it bothers me. it feels like i'm losing him. which make's no sense at all being that a want him as far away from me as possible. cris walks into the room. cris: sooooo still havent told layla fish: there nothing to tell. cris: um.....i think you locking lips with another guy is something layla would want to know. well no she wouldnt but its something she needs to know. fish: he kissed me. just b/c he's gay doesnt mean i am. cris: i saw you, you were kissing him back. fish: no i think you saw what you wanted to see, i like layla and wish you stop trying to take that away from me. cris: i just want layla to know the truth and i dont want to her hurt. fish: i'm not going to hurt her! i want this to work. i'm not gay cris, all i want is to make her happy. cris: than tell her the truth. fish: the problem with the truth is your truth and my truth dont match. i dont think layla is going to be happy about kyle kissing me but i dont need you making it worse by telling her i kiss him back. b/c that didnt happen. cris : i know what saw. and maybe you do like her and give a damn. maybe you really dont believe your gay but either way you need tell layla your lips touch kyle's. i dont care who kiss who. layla needs to know. look i got to run to the diner and i'll see you later. kyle i'm at the diner waiting for cris. he call roxy and she told him i was looking a job. she told me to meet him here for a interview. that roxy's isnt half that bad. if i get this job it would really be great. its really close to home and i need whatever money i can get. blackmailing didnt really work for me but things would be much easier if it did. i'm trying not to think about oilver. but its hard. i hate that he's gets to me. i should be immune to his words but i'm not. i've been wasting my time longing for a guy who threw me out of his life like yesterday trash years ago! i give up. i cant keep doing this to myself. i deserve better than this. i deserve at the very least someone who doesnt hate the fact that i'm gay. cris: hey kyle kyle: hey cris: well i guess we should jump into this interview kyle: ok cris: did you want anything to drink before we began kyle: oh no thanks cris: ok. so have to even cooked or server before? kyle: yes i was a bartender at this bar called franks bar for a year i also was a waiter there. i worked at larry's grill as a cook. i worked prep, broil, fry, plate, expo, i even had to man the dishwasher. you name i did it. cris: well all we need is a server and someone who knows their way around a kitchen. you seem more than able to handle the job. and i own you for being a jerk. kyle: you havent been a jerk. cris: yeah i have. i was less than considerate with the whole fish thing. i hounded you and read your mail. kyle: you were looking out for a friend who by the way you have the hots for. i dont hold it against you. cris: whoa whoa whoa i though we went through this already. layla is my friend and i dont want her to get hurt. kyle: dude you like her. its ok. admit it already. cris: i'm telling you the truth layla and i are friends. kyle: yeah but you want it to be more than that. your in denial. trust me i know the signs. cris: i'm in denial? no that would be fish who by the way is telling me i didnt see him kissing you back. i'm starting to believe him. kyle: he kissed back. cris: i'm sorry i didnt mean to bring him up like that. kyle: it's ok cris: you really care about him dont you? kyle: that is a thing of the past. cris: right. kyle: no i'm serious. me and oilver are done. i wouldnt take him if he came crawling. cris: you know as well as i that all it takes is for him to say sorry and you'll be happy to take him back. kyle: sorry wont cut it. i mean he hates me and the fact that i'm gay. he looks at me as something that could destroy his life. when your in love it suppose to be a symbol of joy and happiness. with oilver he see's it as everything keeping him from having a normal life. as something he has to escape. i know things arent easy but oilver only care about how being in love with me effects his life. to hell with mine. he never even gave me a choice. cris: i'm sorry man. kyle: it ok i'm not going to keep living in the past. there are more fish in the sea. no pun intended. cris: well i have some good news. kyle: what? cris: you got the job. can you start tomorrow? kyle: yeah! oh man roxy will be so happy i can finally pay rent! cris: what. you havent been? kyle: long story. to be con't! Edited by jamaicabyrd24, Nov 4 2009, 04:43 PM.
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| appleridge | Aug 10 2009, 06:23 PM Post #38 |
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Cool Please Continue |
| Nukester | Aug 10 2009, 07:16 PM Post #39 |
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appleridge & Nukester! I suspect you write very quicky. You drop the occasional word and miss the occasional word-ending. NO CRITICISM. Lord knows my typos! But you might want to find a proofreader on the board to help catch those little flubups. I'm a slow reader (which means I stumble across things mentioned above) because I see every word one at a time. A missing word brings me full stop, trying to find what is expected next. Just saying. Care to explain your handle, jamaicabyrd24 ? Why 24 and not 42? Why Jamaica and not Bahama? Why byrd and not cat? Just asking. :grin: Edited by Nukester, Aug 10 2009, 07:17 PM.
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| jamaicabyrd24 | Aug 10 2009, 07:33 PM Post #40 |
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i dont think i type fast at all and i try to proof read it but alot of times i still over look stuff. i think it has alot to do with the fact i'm making it up as i go. i'm trying so hard to make sure it make sense and isnt all over the place that its easy for me to miss spell a word or two. and sometime i end up forgeting to put words in. LOL sorry about that. well my name is jamaica and my last name is byrd and my birthday is on the 24 of april. i had to come up with a user name way back when i first joined SOC and i was really good at forgeting my user name and password so i came up with something i'll never forget. jamacabyrd24 was born. Edited by jamaicabyrd24, Aug 10 2009, 07:34 PM.
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