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Topic Started: Dec 11 2009, 11:48 PM (34,570 Views)
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Lyssa, what's up? I see you here sometimes but you never post. Are you still feeling better?
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Feeling ok. Been down a little bit. Last night I had to fight really hard to fight the urges. It was difficult. I'm so tired of fighting. I just want to give in and stop being strong. Haven't I been strong enough.
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Hi Lyssa, glad you are still Ok & I hope you feel better soon. I was wondering how you were feeling cuz you haven't been posting on any of the sites. Sorry but not until you've won. Do you have any counselors you can talk to? You know you can always talk to us here & Justin said you can e-mail him if you need to talk. Can you find something else to replace it when you feel like that?
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No I am not in counseling. They are trying to get me into counseling but I doubt I will trust this person enough to tell. I've come close to telling my doctor. I can tell when I go in for visits that she knows. The way she asks me if I am suicidal or hurting myself. I'm just so afraid. I can't bear to disappoint any more people. I told a trusted adult at church. It's close to a month since I have last done it. Only 3 more days :)
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You might get a good counselor that you trust tho. Do you like your Dr.? I don't think you disappoint people. You had that job for all that time & they even kept you after they closed the bingo for as long as they could. You know how much we all like you here. :)
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One month. Probably the longest month in my life. But I made it. I fought it. Still taking it day by day. Just praying it goes away. Hoping this time next month I can still be clean.
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Congratulations Lyssa! Keep going. We're having kind of a prayer circle tonight so we'll all pray for you too. Keep fighting. :)
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Totally bored. Probably going to read some manga. Maybe study my bible quizzing material. Kinda sad school starts soon. But get to be in homeroom with most of my friends.
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I'm on the other site but I'm going to bed soon, half hour to an hour I guess.
Yeah, this summer was so cruddy I wish it was a bit longer.
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Yeah the first half of summer was nothing but rain and clouds. I almost did something really stupid yesterday but thanks to my friend Mitchell I didn't do anything I regret.
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^o) Hmmmmm...
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Wow I just got screamed at for answering a question... My dad needs to chill the heck out. I'm getting so tired of his crap I do everything I can to help him and he just treats me like garbage. I'm contemplating packing up and leaving because this is just stupid. He's an alcoholic whose treated us all like garbage our whole lives but as soon as I stick up for myself I get screamed at until I'm shaking. It's getting harder and harder to bite back on my anger. I'm afraid it's going to consume me and I'll lose myself. I hate living here so much...
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You don't need a bruise to be abused. That's the moto that defines my life. Justin I understand the feeling. It's all going to work out. Please don't do anythign you will regret. I've been there. Once you get thoughts they dont go away.
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Gee, I'm sorry to hear about that Justin. I don't really know what to say but I know you want to go to university, have you thought of that? Would that help? I mean if you're at university & stuff, you wouldn't be around your father as much. Have you made any plans for university yet?
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I'm making plans slowly. I'm sorry if my post was offensive, I was just reaching a critical point and I was afraid I was going to lose myself. Thanks for your kind words they all mean so very much to me. You two have been there for me when I've needed it most. So thank you oh so very very much.
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I hope your plans work out, & don't worry about it, I can always edit any little slips the filters miss. I hope members start posting again when school starts because kids on this site & the old one always were there for each other & I'd hate to lose that. Other kids should have a reat site & great friends like we did. Do you think you can go to University this year?
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Just wondering how everyone is doing, I haven't heard from anyone in awhile.
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I can't this semester but if I save all my pay cheques up till 2012 I will have the money to attend University I hope. DB I'm doing better, I just broke through my latest bout of writers block and am about to post my newest poem. It is a totally different style than my previous works so your in for a treat (I hope lol). How's Suess doing? I haven't had a chance to check the other site lately been too busy.
Edited by JustinB, Aug 28 2011, 08:13 PM.
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Good, I hope you can do it. I saw your poem but things got busy & I didn't get a chance to read it or reply here! Glad you broke your block & you're doing better. Uncle Seuss' uncle died this weekend & there's some other stuff but he's still the same as always. He's thinking of doing a complete rebuild on the other site but he wants to wait til he feels a bit better to look at it. Gots to go, really, really late! :)
Edited by DB, Aug 29 2011, 12:56 AM.
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Well give him my Regards, he's had to deal with a lot of tragedies this year.
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Thanks, I'll let him know. He sure has, he had 5 people die in a year. He'll be glad to hear how you're doing too.
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Sorry school started this week and its been hectic. My sister's boyfriend is here for the weekend. He's pretty cool I guess and is nice even when I am not. Though my youth pastor said I need to be nicer >.< ( haven't I had the same talk with her like 20 million times...) I had some issues with a friend but they are working out hopefully.
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How do your classes look so far this year? Your sisters boyfriend sounds like a nice guy.
Practice Lyssa, just remember if you could deal with the idiots we met online, you can deal with anyone. :) I hope you & your friend work things out. It's good to see you here again. :)
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Man I just realized my friend Chris has been gone over a year now... Man I miss that guy. R.I.P Buddy I'll see ya in the afterlife if there is one.
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I remember you telling us about him Justin. It seems like all I heard for the last year was that someone died or started cutting. I hope next year is better for us all.
I plan on getting my license this month so I hope that's the start of us having good news.

Lyssa, how are you doing with your friend? I told my friend what I told you about him. :D
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