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| Mrs. Brown | Dec 1 2008, 09:21 PM Post #1 |
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Some times things happen to teach you a lesson sometimes it is you against the world ![]() Edited by Mrs. Brown, Dec 7 2008, 02:23 AM.
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| Mrs. Brown | Dec 2 2008, 09:39 PM Post #2 |
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Some times I wish I could be A movie star... I wish that I could sing and dance on Broad way stage in los Vegas in Californa ... sometimes I even wish that I could climb a mountain and sit on the highest one and sing and see how wonderful the world looks from up there. The truth is I can`t in a perfect world I could do what ever I wanted in a perfect world I would have a job maybe I would pass the standardize test they give in school the first time and maybe it would be easier for me to get one of the dudes at school that I always wanted... but truth is we dont live in a perfect world... right now I don`t have a job I still continue to fail tests sometimes and the dude I like ..... I havnt got approach by him yet... so reality sets in I`m not in a perfect world..... for now. What I can say is right now my American history teacher is talking a mile per minute.. he is talking about something that I have no clue about. I hear half and the other half exits out my other ear. "BLAH BLAH BLAH legislative branch blah blah executive branch blah blah judicial branch.... " that`s the important things that I will need later in life that I won`t recall hearing. " Ok guys open up your American History books to page 345 and some one read the 5th amendment." Mr. Ross said talking out loud to the class. " Elize wants to read it " Sharon said out loud. " I rolled my not beliving she just going to volenteer me like that. " OOOh really good Eliza go ahead read for me ." * * * * Lunch time rolled around and as usual me and my friend Amariawent to get our lunch my other friend Christina Christina was not eatting today. Christina is not what I would call a friend Christina is more and assosiate she gives off a vibe as if she quiet and a good and in reality she is a shone. There was so many stories going on about that girl. Here she was trying to fuck every bodies man and more she could not keep them legs of her closed and we all knew it that hung with her. At one point me and Amaria used to stick up for this girl to the bare bone. We used to tell people stop bothering her and cuss them out. Amaria has a mouth on her and could really get under people skin she always has her gaurd up so when we found out what we know about her it came to us as total shock it was the secret that just kept giving. I understand every body has there flaws but its just somethings that people just can`t put up with. I walked out of the lunch line side by side with Amaria who I am closer to ... then again I saw him. He was standing with his friends the sad part is every time I saw his crew the people he always hung out with I knew that he was near by. He hung with about six or four mane boys. One of his friends is extremly tall so I always new if I seen him that HE would be near. I didn`t know his name... I wonder would I ever. I looked at him and caught him looking at me. Say something... naw he should say something to me.. I placed on my mean mugging face and strolled by going to where I usually sit in school during lunch time. I ate with Amaria and the usual girls like always and then just on time on perfect schedule he came to the venny machine to get something to eat. When he went he walked there with his friends just like he always did but this time he was starring at me harder then ever. Edited by Mrs. Brown, Dec 8 2008, 04:22 AM.
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| urbancouture | Dec 7 2008, 04:34 AM Post #3 |
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smh she should just talk to him its might b difficult but u never know what could happen if u dont try |
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| Mrs. Brown | Dec 7 2008, 11:35 PM Post #4 |
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yea she gon learn |
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| urbancouture | Dec 9 2008, 04:36 AM Post #5 |
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we shall see |
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| Mrs. Brown | Dec 10 2008, 03:15 AM Post #6 |
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" I`m tired of you not saying nothing to that boy.. Elize." Amaria said as we walked through the hall the next day. " I will some day." Elize replied looking another way. " Ok you know what you want to find out his name? " Amaria asked looking at her friend. " Yea ..." " Alright ." Amaria quickly responded going towards the group of boys. Elize looked up with her heart racing... her secret was about to be exposed and infront of all his friends... what if he wasnt intrested she thought to her self. That would be some fucked up shit to be mixed in. She saw Christina and rushed off with her to the benches where they hung out during lunch. " Oh yea what happen to that boy you was going to show me." Christina asked walking with her. " Elize!" some one said from a far. Elize hesitated then turned around looking at Amaria she was whispering something over and over as if she was chanting a song. " Deandre , deandre, deandre , deandre ." she mumbled over and over. "What are you saying?" I asked her loudly confused. " His name is Deandre." she said smirking satisfied with the fact that she finally could tell me his name. I felt some what relieved after she told me. We walked back to the seats and the day went on as usual. **** "There go ya friend." Amaria said smirking nodding her head towards the way of the group of boys Elize seen the boy hang out with everyday. Elize looked around confused, "where?" she asked hoping to see his face. She seen his tall friend that she always seen around him but didn`t see him. " Right there, The one in the brown shirt." she said pointing towards the group of boys. Elize shook her head and laughed. " That`s not him..." " What you mean that`s not him." " That`s not him that`s his friend you asked the wrong boy for his name!" Elize said holding her stomach sitting on the steps laughing. Amaria shook her head embarssed. " But isn`t he the one you pointed to when they came to the venny machine." " NO! I pointed to the boy next to him Amaria they`re always together." She thought about it then looked confused. " So who where you talking about." " The one who be with him Amaria I showed you him the other day and you said he didn`t unlock the door for you the day you came to deliver something in his class for peer councling. " Oh that lil bitch." she said and Elize laughed. Amaria had a temper problem. She had told Elize that story a million times after she told her that she liked that boy that`s why it confused her that she asked the friend for his name maybe she should have waited and gone with Amaria that day she went up to them. So like that al the gears where shifted. The guy Elize thought was Deandre remained anonymous. Now the real Deandre kept looking at Elize and following her around the school. After that Elize saw Deandre atleast 6 times that day every time he would looked at her smiling. He had even decided to tell her that he thought that she was cute maybe they could hook up some times. Elize cringed at the thought of the wrong one approaching her. " He looks like wolfverene from Xman ." Elize told her friend as they where in the bathroom. " Your so mean." Amaria said removing strands of hair from her face her long brown hair would often cover her face. " Says the Queen of bitchieness." Elize said laughing. Amaria was ironic for even calling Elize mean. Amariawas known for scolding at some one who she liked last week but this week for no apperant reason just could not stand the sight of them. There was once this boy she used to like name Dwight. Dwight is suck a cute sweet boy he was respectful to females still had qualities that many guys in today`s time lack. They all have that don`t care attitude which leaves many females deprived missing that part feeling cold. The boy even opened the door for her so she could walk through. He shared stories about how his ex took his kindness for weakness. Amaria listened to every word taking it in to just use it against him at the end of the day. She snapped for no reason not talking to him even when he says hi to her. Dwight was just in Elize face last week saying how Amaria treats him in their 2nd block english class. " You`re friend is crazy." he told her while they where in their first block class watching an American Government movie. " What do you mean? " Elize asked curious. " She just started treating me mean out of no where... one minute we`re out side looking at the stars im telling her that`s where pluto used to be.... my arms wrapped around her waist.... then the next week she tried me." " AWWWW that`s sad " Elize managed to get out. "Yea yesturday she was in the class she wanted to wear my hoodie cause it was cold in the class so she sent another dude to come get it from me.... " "Word?" " Yea and when I realize it was for her I asked her why couldn`t she come up to me and asked to get my hoodie her self and all she managed to say was 'Bitch nigga this' 'pussy ass nigga that, bitch ass fuck nigga. I was shocked I wonder what did I ever di that girl." Elize shrugged and laughed yep that was her friend, always cussing some one out.. she had to addmit Amaria had a temper problem. Edited by Mrs. Brown, Dec 15 2008, 12:07 AM.
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| Mrs. Brown | Dec 15 2008, 12:40 AM Post #7 |
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![]() I walked into the school another day ... damn another day. Today will be the day that he or I would say something to each other. I don`t know who would say it first and what it would be. But today would be the day that we would talk . I felt it im tired of all the looks we exchanged and the paths we would cross. He would say something to me ... or I would step up and say something to him. Its easier said then done. He may have been younger then me but we looked about the same age. He could have even been my age you never know how old some one is when there in a certain grade especially these days. I ate my breakfast on a place my school called the commends .... its a place in the middle of the cafiteria the level of the commends and cafetira is not the same. The commends is high in the air as if your on a stage or a thron.. I loved that feeling of being up there. The commends is where the step team would perform during special days and the same place the DJsz would go when we had special days at the school where we played music and danced had contests and all that good stuff. My crew and I sat there in the mornings just to abondon it in the afternoons during lunch time...the only time we went back there was when a DJ was up there we never missed an action day. I was always in the middle of an action moment. Like last week I fell rolled down the GYM stairs after the senior pictures. Every one knows my name so I didn`t get enough of people talking about it asking me what happen if I`m ok ect. Yea my school craved gossip. I went to the 100 building where both me and his class resigned I walked my friend Rell to class after I said by to her I hit the corner going towards my class... hoping to see him... no sign of him. Fustrated I headed to class l... my eyes glanced around every derection as I walked to class... still no sign of him. " Ughh." I mumbled and went into class. By third block my mind was racing thinking of him.. I went on a feild trip so I cheated the day. I didn`t have to go through the mouths of the people who pained me most. Didn`t have to deal with Jermaine. Jermaine was a boy who I have thrid block class with. Jermaine`s whole thing was to annoy me into crazy. Every time I would do my work he would annoy me into stopping so I could hit him. We played fight during the whole class period.... If we weren`t play fighting we where using vuglar language to decribe the way we see each other my uasual line was " Leave me alone you asshole." his was " What ever bitch." That would start off the all out full blown arguments that would lead to me punching him and him yelling out then laughing like it was part of some big joke. " Nope not today bitch! " I thought as I got off the school bus my mcdonalds bag in hand. We had stopped at mcdonalds to pick up something to eat Rell had gone on the trip with us Edited by Mrs. Brown, Dec 15 2008, 12:51 AM.
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| urbancouture | Dec 15 2008, 04:50 AM Post #8 |
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smdh Amaria haaaaaaaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaa Jermaine when will they talk ??? hmms bump. |
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| Mrs. Brown | Dec 15 2008, 08:50 PM Post #9 |
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lmao im glad u think that josh--- i mean jermaine is funny |
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| Mrs. Brown | Dec 16 2008, 03:41 AM Post #10 |
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" You should stop starring at him and go get your man. " Rell said to me as I ate my fries slowly. I felt like the world revolved around me somedays and often procrasnated things that I needed to do now more then ever. She rolled her eyes and ate her food not knowing what else to say. Amaria was with us eattng she gave me a look like "why Elize why." Next thing I knew I saw HIM walking towards the vennie machine right on schedule but this time instead of being with a group of boys he was companioned with a girl... Hmphhh. Don`t jump into conclusions she could be any one to him,,,,,, guys had friends.. that where girls. She was to close to HIM... I could feel my stomach doing sumersaults as the green monster took over my brain my senses my life. I had daydreams about smashing her head into a wall... a couple of walls at that. |
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