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| Tweet Topic Started: Apr 26 2010, 07:09 PM (160 Views) | |
| Haunted | Apr 26 2010, 07:09 PM Post #1 |
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Feeling rather shitty tonight. Just wrote all these to get some feelings off my mind :/ Is this normal? I can't think straight. Maybe just blast my fucking skull. Wake my brain up. Let me think straight. Get out of this place. Where are we? Fuck knows. This aint heaven, so it must be hell, I'm already falling & I can't fly and there aint no hope in hell. Better get used to it, got a long way ahead. Fuck emotion. BANG. I've fell down a trapdoor. How? when? why? Theres a reason for everything.. Why me? I don't even remember this happening. It all happened so fast. The small cute inocent person. Rapidly grown into some kind of beast. Never would expect it, just how? Like a cute innocent baby turning out to be a murderer. How does it happen? Why? Theres no god here, we're in hell already. Don't sit there thinking shit won't happen to you. Because it can and may just well be you. Lay wide awake. Tonne of thoughts flowing through your brain. Same shit everyday. They say they wish they were back at school. School is the best days of your life. Is school is the best part, what the fuck is the worse part like? Jesus! Kill me now! Just pop a bullet in my brain, let all the shit that runs through it leak out. I can't find no other way to despose of it. Think i've fallen harder than the twin towers. Blood turned cold and sticky. Skin turned warm and wrinkly. Brain covered in oil. Burning. That flame won't go out for some time. Put water on it, spread it, make it worse. Only thing i can do other than hit the grave, Just let it go away in its own time. Things take time i guess, Just gotta get used to it for the time being. Insomnia keeps you alive or kills you? So i hear, sleep is the cousin of death. Either way, your fucked. Like everything in life. In the end... You are fucked. Go school 10-12 years, Get good grades, Get good job, work rest your life. Earn all this money. Then death. Wonderful. Should I bother? Why don't i just end it now because, in the end, we are fucked anyway. In life, we always end where we begin. Depression may not be so bad. Yeah. It's horrible feeling. But if you overcome that, you can overcome nearly anything. Whatever made you depressed in first place, you can proudly say, your stronger than them or it. Motivation is 99% cut off for me. Running on power-save. Lungs flaming. Heart leaking black blood. Veins flowing with ice. Body aching for death. Don't say i know how you feel if you dont. The feeling is unbearable. To watch someone say they know, when they dont. It's a joke and a half. You're a joke. Most people just have no clue... Theres help? Where? why? Doctors? load of bullshit. Held at gun point, someone sitting there in a babies voice. "Your parents love you, you know" Oh really?!?! I'm about to fucking die, and your telling me that, treating me like a baby? How about we switch places for a second. Let your heart bleed, veins shatter & burst. Let your blood freeze while your brain attempts to find sollutions. Having a gun held at your head would scare the fuck out of you. When you feel this way, a gun at your head is rather funny. Seems pretty fucked up huh? Well to me, you seem pretty fucked up, running around like everything is fine, being a selfish cunt like 90% people on this planet. You laugh at me for being different, i laugh at you all for being the same. My guts filled with rotting blood. Heart pumping ice. Ball of wire stuck in my brain, scraping every positive thought away. World seems fine. Wait til you fall outa line, watch everything run around, while you sit and watch. It's a joke. People fighting over oil, People bullying because they are truely small inside, trying to make themselves feel big. That's why the victims become the bullies. I'd rather be bullied than be the bully. People fighting for reputation. People fighting for drugs, money People fighting after alcohol. It's quite funny. In my mind. It's not worth fighting for if its not worth dying for. So to me, your all just pathetic. Not cool, not funny, not hard, just pathetic. |
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| Veng | Apr 26 2010, 07:30 PM Post #2 |
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These are awesome! Why don't you write a book and put ALL your emotions into it? I'd buy it! Hehe, Keep these coming and I'll donate
Edited by Veng, Apr 26 2010, 07:32 PM.
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| Abstract | Apr 26 2010, 07:55 PM Post #3 |
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Yeah, your writing is awesome. I love reading what you post. |
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| Haunted | Apr 27 2010, 09:41 AM Post #4 |
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I don't mean to make these good, i don't think my writing is good or anything. Just simply write my feelings, using metaphors.. But thanks, for positive replies. |
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| Geenstijl | Apr 27 2010, 09:45 AM Post #5 |
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Wow! These are awesome!
Edited by Geenstijl, Apr 27 2010, 09:47 AM.
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