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Luna's Writings; Writings of feelings and other things.
Topic Started: Nov 25 2011, 06:21 AM (637 Views)
Luna Kage
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I stand here with you all around me.
The song your voice whispsers to me is so gentle and calming.
Oh how I just want to hold you yet you are out of reach.
I can feel you brush up against my finger tips,
Yet you feel so cold.
My heart skips as I close my eyes
And a smile forms on my lips.
All I want is a sudden kiss from you,
Just one will work and I’ll be saved.
As your frozen fingers roll down my soft skin I glance up
to see you soft gray eyes and your tears fall all around me.
Oh how I wish I could fly up there for you,
How I wish I could give you that hug that I am granted from you everytime.
For you are my love,
You are my happinees,
You are the thing crave on hot summer days.
You or the rain I want to see once more.
Edited by Luna Kage, Nov 25 2011, 06:24 AM.
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Luna Kage
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The wind rushes past my face, kissing my cheek lightly. My heart is racing so fast and only gets faster with every step my bare foot takes towards you. I am longing for this moment. My whole fiber of my being is screaming just to see you one last time. I don’t know how far I’ve run or even if I’m going the right way…But your sweet voice calls me closer. If I should trip I know that you’ll get me next time. If I should fall to my knees and cry I know that you’ll stand me up and say it’s alright.

My heart is going to burst if this is to be a trick. I must see you…if I don’t I might as well be dead. I can feel myself slowly running out of breath and my legs wanting to give up. Why can’t I just hold on for one more moment? Can you call me? Can you say something more so I know I’m not running in a dream?

And just as I would give up my heart almost stops. The voice that you whispered to me to get me this far calls out once more. It’s almost like my body is in a trance. I can smell you, I can hear you. But you are so close now. I can almost feel your touch. All I have to do is take a few more steps.

I can see you. Your smile…oh how I’ve missed it. And all I have to do is fall into your arms. Feel your warm touch. As I kneel down I can feel you wah over me. I close my eyes and know…I just know that in this moment if I was to be pulled away in the nex moment I would be fine. I could live on once more since I have found you. I have found my ocean…my home…that I have lost for what seems to be a life time. This is where I belong, my longing over as my eyes open for my moment to see the water greet me
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nice and very prose luna. i can see your love and affinity for water. but at the same, it also interprets your longing for a certain experience that would ebb out in your life like the tides of the ocean, something you know you've been searching for and something that would definitely keep you.
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Luna Kage
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Which Way?

A simple story for a simple mind. This isn’t really a story more like something you need to realize. There are things beyond your control that you can’t really help avoiding. Once you go down that long path there will be the shortcuts that you can’t live without. But think about them before you head down that simple jump. Is it really worth going? Are you doing this to protect something precious to you or is it to get back at something or someone? The shortest path my friend isn’t what you think it is. Once you place one toe in it you can’t turn back. It will swallow you whole until you return to that hole in your life that no one knows about. That dark depressing place that has only you in it. Where what you want is only inches away yet you can’t grab it. You want nothing else but to go back to the other place you were just at. But here’s a little secret that you don’t know about. There will be something at the end of the dark tunnel. Always that hand that lifts you up from the darkness of your life. All you need is that one thing that saves you. Just wait and continue along that terrible little shortcut that takes you away from what you wanted in the first place. Sure you might think you’re alone, but that’s normal. Sooner or later either you or the other person is going to figure out that the other is right there also waiting. The one who sees it isn’t the better nor is the one who doesn’t see it. Whichever you are, be it the one who needs saving or the one who saves, has gone down their own terrible path. Both sides has had a struggle that the other can’t understand.

But which side do you belong on? The one hides behind a face of happiness never showing any other emotion? The one who seems to have all the answers to all the problems and doesn’t seem to have a worry in the world on the outside. The one who feels the depression hitting harder and harder with every smile they give? The one who is crying behind closed doors wishing for something on the coming new day. The one who holds onto that precious thing tightly so not to lose it. The one who waits for something to happen but knows that nothing will. The one who is sitting in the dark corner balled up waiting for that hand to come to them?

Or are you the other one? The one who goes through life with their real emotions on their sleeves? The one who battles their way to the goal. The one who suffers with the others and finds the world half empty. The one willing to do anything that might seem fun at the time yet wishes they didn’t later. The one who takes chances for that one thing hidden deep within them. The one who keeps that precious thing far away so not to hurt it. The one who continuously reaches out even if the other doesn’t want it. The one who doesn’t sit and waits. The one who throws the troubles aside just to run after the person in the dark to give them that hand they were waiting for?

You need to think deep inside yourself and realize which one you are. Are you the one wait for the hand or the one giving the hand? Neither path is simple in life but both are waiting for the other in your own way. And just when you are about to give out the hand or take it think about this as well: What are you willing to let go of?

If you take the hand or give it you release what you have now means to never remember what it was like. The smells, the sounds, the tastes; nothing. Everything before this moment will be forgotten.

If you don’t take it or give it you give up the future. To never go past what you have now. To live like this your whole life. To never know what it is you could have had.

Are you willing to lose the past or the future for this one moment in your life? But what if this meeting is that precious thing that you can’t live without. Can you be sure to ignore this? Can you take the chance? Or is taking the chance just not worth loosing what you have gotten already?

But what if you took that hand or if you stretched it out to that person? What could the other be thinking if it never happened? What if that other person wished to never have this happen? Could you live without taking the chance if the other doesn’t want to take it; to forget that this other happened?

But what if you did what they didn’t think you’d do and took it or helped them up? What if you didn’t let them fall down back down through that path alone? What if you promised to never leave their side no matter what they tell you or what you yourself say?

In the struggling game of life there is no redo’s.; no do over’s; no restarts. That incomplete hand you’re given will one day fall into place after the setting sun has come. If it becomes a full house or just a pair of two is up to those small little ways you pick. Keep in mind that the others you bump into ripple out like water; running into others. The way you running into that pound moves the others around you and comes back to you in the end.

When the hand is set into place, what will you do?
Edited by Luna Kage, Nov 25 2011, 08:39 AM.
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My foot slipped as I start falling. My hand reaches out for the one who
wasn’t there to catch me. Truthfully I wanted to fall. To feel the wind rush
past me and kiss my rosey cheeks. My hand that was reaching out for that person
who was to not come slowly pulled down next to me as I turn myself around,
closing my eyes. My hair whipped around my head as I thought of this little
dream I had. If I wanted to all I had to do was think of flying and I could. But
have you ever thought of falling?



You plunge furnther and further in a
free fall with nothing to catch you as your stomach feels as if it is suspended
in air with you. ANd when you open your eyes to meet the ground before you you
can’t but help but smile. Everything from here is breath taking. The most
beautifullest moment of your life.

And the only way to make this even
more is to find that the one you love, who you had wanted to catch you in the
first place, is also falling with you. They might be out of reach and you long
for them. With that hand you had once asked them to grab for you, you stretch it
out for them to grab ahold of as you free fall into nothing but air.

As
this feeling of bliss finally takes over your whole body you are able to get a
hold of your loved ones hand as the two of you intertwine your fingers with one
anothers and fall head first into the air below you.

But this is the
feeling I get when I close my eyes and takes over completely as I open my eyes
and turn around in the last moment to touch down ever so lightly on the ground,
for I have, in that one moment, turned into the wind itself where even a feather
is heavier then my own heart as I free fall in this emotion I have.
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Luna Kage
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Yet you smile at me with that twisted smile of yours.
Everything around you, around me, is so dark…so cold to everything.
I can’t breath when you are near me.
Standing at my doorway
Laying in my bed
Hovering above me with those eyes of yours.
I might cover my head with my blanket like a scared little kid,
But you won’t stay at bay.
I can’t think when you reach me.
Your hand is ice along my alraedy frozen skin.
I want to scream yet I can’t talk.
This is total fear…fear that you’ll finally went to far.
You are darkness…pure darkness
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Time rolls by as you wal down the long walk. Something inside of your head tells you that this is very wrong. Something tells you that this isn’t what you really wanted to do. However you aren’t going to listen to yourself. The little warnings were never something that you ever wanted to believe in. And yet you start to shiver and sweet. The beeds fall down your brow as you slowly open up the door. The door to nothingness. The door to total emptiness of your very soul.

You fully fall into this dark hole without a second thought. It’s the place where you have finally come to. Everyone else has the charmed life; the best life anyone could ever hope for. They have it good with their parents who want them and their free ride through life. You however are all alone in this now little dark place. Now you have nothing around you and you don’t care that no one has ever noticed.

The shodows fill up around you as you start to fall. Your emptiness has totally taken you over with no hope what so every. And as the claws of the pure hate and darkness start to yank you down a warmth suddenly comes in front of you. A golden hand is held in front of you and a perfect little smile glances your way. Your own hand is heasitent at whether or not to tek this hand. However the fear that was dull to your heart quickly sets in. The realization sets in that unless you take the hand you will be lost.

And just as quickly as you have found the one thing that will save you from this terrible fate the hand is starting to be engulfed. The darkness is sucking everything that will try and help you away from you and pull you back into its grip to keep you here with it forever. But you have seen the light and will not let this last chance you have, the only thing that will save you from what you hate the most; what you fear the most.

The sudden burst of hope takes over you and you jump for the last little light, the last ray of hope and take the hand making the darkened room suddenly explode with light. Everything that you thought was lost to you is now at your finger tips. Everything that you thought could never be yours is finally coming towards you as if the darkness was never there. This little hand you hold close to you is the only thing that keeps you from slipping back into the darkened room; and you will never let it go again.
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There you go again. Your smile of lies endlessly spread around me. You make the pain ever so sweeter for you. Again I trusted you and againd you ripped my heart out. Do you take pride in something like this? Do you enjoy to see me fall from grace everytime? As I lay there once again my hate for you ever builds. To see you fall under my feet..to see myself doing what you do best. You play your games upon me and watch me crash and shatter like glass.

But when day light comes around you smile as if nothing ever happened. You smile and take my hand, leading me to my rightful place in the sky. You say to shoot for my dreams and everything will becomd what I want it to be. You tell me to reach for everything and leave nothign untouched. Slowly the anger, the hate melts away as I feel I can make it this time. This time I will reach it...this time my wings will finally spread free and take flight.

But the sun had already set and you know that. Your angelic face turns to malic as you say the right words. The words that bind me here. All you need is that little push...and you know you won. Just the small little word and you control my every action. You know I can't do anything but just let you. You know and take full advantage of this. You twist my words against me...you whisper sweet lies in my ear and hold my arms to my sides. Those wrds of pain...or hate...all you need to do is say the last word the last words after all of this and you have yet again destroyed me.
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Summer, winter, fall, spring...day in and day out...second after every painful second you sit there, watching, waiting...planning. Your smile like ice, your eyes like needles, your words like posion.

You sit just before me...past my bed, sitting in the doorway. You lick your lips waiting for the slip up...waiting to see the pain consume my face...anticipating my tears hot from anger. All you want is for me to crumble and fail...and to shove it in my face over and over again.

But as you sit there, full of yourself, laughing at my pain, my emotions...I sit as well. I watch your greedy little eyes...you small movements. I wait and watch...I wait for the moment you think you have me in your hateful claws.

Because what you don't know is that I've been planning as well. I've been planning your fall...your agony...your end.

Yes behind these eyes of mine that stare out at you, I figured out the one thing that will cut you deeper than a knife. Stab you over and over until you can't take it...

One little smile shined your way and I've won. Because killing with kindness is more fulfilling than anything you could ever do to me.
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