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Topic Started: Mar 17 2012, 01:03 AM (104,934 Views)
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"Yes...?" Ben trailed off looking for a more clear answer. He didn't know why her answer was so important to him, but he wanted to know. Did she love him or not? This was so confusing. Eugh! Moving back a little so he was now sitting, he ran his hand over his shaved head. And even if she did admit it, what would he do or say? "So... maybe you love me?" He prodded lightly.
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Without him over her she felt rediculously exposed sitting there. She bit her lip as he asked again. What the hell was she supposed to say? It was less than a week. What if she scared him off? What if he wanted to hear no, not yes? Keira had said 'I love you' to one other guy and he was out in the living room. Did she really trust Ben not to break her heart? Did she trust herself not to break his? "I..." she trailed off again, for once wishing Damien was prodding his nose where it didn't belong. Taking a deep breath and feeling her stomach drop, she spoke up again. "Yes I....I do love you. A-and its insane..." she taked on quickly, her horrible habit of rambling kicking in. "I mean its been less than a week and I am so sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable....I just...it slipped out and...I do...but if you don't..." she shook her head, running a hand over her flushed face. "I..."
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Ben froze at her answer, watching her as she rambled as his mind whirled. She did love him then? His heart lifted at the thought but... she was right. This was insane! "Keira I..." he trailed off as he realized she was still rambling. Leaning over, he gave her a soft kiss to silence her rambling. How to explain the crazy ass jumbled mess that was his thoughts? "I..." he stuttered again. "I've never loved anyone before." He said and winced at how it sounded. "I've had girls tell me they love me after some time. But I've never loved them. Girls I dated for a couple of months. Yet... and yet I've only known you for not even a week. And I've never once felt as much for them as I do for you right now. I... don't know if this is love or not, but... if it's not it's damn close. It's very frightening. Scary as hell but... it seems... right. What I feel for you." He ended lamely. God, he hoped she didn't think he was an idiot or something. Or if it hurt her for not immediately saying it back.
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Keira blinked as he kissed her, rather stunned into silence as she listened to him. She felt almost...relieved when he didn't say it back right away. If he had, she would've felt it was out of obligation to spare her feelings. She nodded a little, giving him the smallest of smiles. "Trust me...I'm scared shitless by this." she admitted, fidgeting by playing with the ends of her hair. "I...I've only been in love with one guy and this..." she shook her head, "That came after years of knowing eachother. This...like you said its barely been a week but...." She gave him a small shrug, "whether it makes sense or not I know how I feel. Its why I opened up to you...why I freaked out when you volunteered to be our transport out of here. If you're not there yet its fine....I just....I didn't mean for it to actually come out.....at least....not yet." Her voice never rose above a whisper but it was a little stronger than it had been before. She was torn between being happy he cared so much about her, scared because he cared so much about her and dissapointed because he wasn't quite up to "love" yet....
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Ben listened to her quietly, nodding as he offered her a tiny smile. He was relieved that she didn't seem upset at his words. That she seemed to understand made him feel tons better. Leaning over, he pulled her closer and wrapped his arms around her. That felt much better. "It may have been a little soon, but I am glad that you opened up to me." He admitted to her as he gave her a sweet kiss.
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Keira couldn't help but smile as he pulled her closer, resting her head against his bare chest after kissing him back. "Even if it was completely accidental?" she asked with a small laugh, playing with his fingers idly. She still wasn't sure what to make of the situation at hand but at least he hadn't freaked out like she thought he would. He'd tell her in his own time, but for the moment she was just happy he was there.
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Ben chuckled softly as he watched her play with his fingers. "Even if it was completely accidental." He agreed. He was content to just sit there for a while, but after some time, he finally spoke up. "So... uhh... what now, Belle?" He asked.
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Keira looked up with a small shrug at his question, looking back down at her ensemble with a small laugh. "Well....I doubt that was the reward you had in mind...." she mused, looking back up at him. "But its up to you..." she told him, "We're packed and ready to go, I don't have to make dinner for a while...." she gave him one more small shrug and gently ran her thumb along his cheek. "Whatever you wanna do, Vegas, is fine by me...."
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Ben chuckled as he kissed the side of her head. "Not how I expected it to go. That's for sure." He agreed with her as he rested his chin on her shoulder. "Mmm... I honestly don't care. As long as I spend the time with you it doesn't really matter." He told her sweetly with a small smile. He would leave it up to her. He didn't care.
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Keira smiled a little, as he rested his chin on her shoulder, kissing the side of his head. She debated for a few moments, kind of amazed he was so nonchalant about the whole thing....especially given the way she was dressed at the moment. She turned his head and kissed him soundly before patting his arms to let her up. "Well, then, let me get changed and we'll figure it out, okay?"
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