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| RiddleMeThis396 | Apr 25 2012, 04:11 AM Post #1281 |
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Damien blanched at her words; okay now he was pissed. He knew it was a risk doing what they did, and here was his heart right back on the silver platter. He took a breath, running a hand over his face, letting out a laugh. "Pretend this never...little late for that, Snow." he told her, albeit a bit dryly. "Aeryn...please do not sit there and pretend it meant nothing to you. You're lying to yourself and to me...." He wasn't pleading, wasn't begging, just pointing out the facts. It would've been one thing to tell him she wasn't ready to spend the night in his bed, he would've been okay with that. No, here she was shoving everything back in his face for no real justified reason... Keira had gotten up to grab a drink, carefully sliding out of bed as to not stir Ben. When she reached her door she paused, hearing the conversation at hand. "Aeryn please don't do this to him....." she sighed softly, knowing she should move away but she couldn't move her feet. If they thought Keira was bad at holding grudges...Keira had seen this happen once before and the end result wasn't pretty. |
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| never_fade_away | Apr 25 2012, 04:19 AM Post #1282 |
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"But that's the problem, Damien." Aeryn sounded torn, indecisive. "I can't forget. I want to. I know this isn't a good idea. This is a fucking terrible idea. Yet I can't forget. I don't want to think about how I want to stay. Think about how you make me feel." Her voiced sounded pained at the last part. "This is scaring me." She whispered. "Its too much too fast. I'm going to get hurt. Or you will. I couldn't.." she trailed off trying to find the right words. "If something happened to you. This isn't an easy life. Its dangerous. And I don't think growing emotional attachments to someone is a smart idea." Her legs felt shaky so she closed the door behind her, staying in Damien's room. She hoped she hadn't woken anybody up. |
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| RiddleMeThis396 | Apr 25 2012, 04:32 AM Post #1283 |
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((Aeryn and Claire (and now Lindsey) have almost the exact same last name.....you know how confusing that is?! lmao)) Damien's anger subsided a little, he put on a pair of sweats from the floor and stood, walking over to her. "Hey, look at me..." he tilted her head up gently with his fingers under her chin. "It is okay if you're scared but you don't have to figure all of this out on your own anymore. I'm here and know this Aeryn Grayson, I will never hurt you and I will never let anyone else hurt you. No, our life isn't simple. Hell, its going to get worse, but emotional attachments are neccisary. They give you reason to fight, a reason to live, a reason to keep going, keeps us human..." he tucked a piece of hair behind her ear gingerly, "No, its probably not the smartest thing to do...but if it feels right, and it feels good, why try to stop it? No matter what happens I'm here for you, Snow...." Keira heard the door close, but when she didn't hear footsteps she concluded Aeryn had gone back in the room. She'd wait a couple more minutes, though, just in case. |
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| never_fade_away | Apr 25 2012, 04:43 AM Post #1284 |
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((Trust me I know! Lol how many times I've had to check I use the right spelling for the right person! Haha)) Aeryn looked up as Damien walked up, her face angled just so for the moonlight to catch the different, conflicting emotions in her eyes as she looked at him. She listened to his words, but you could still see her indecision. Wrapped her arms around herself, she looked away. God, she was crazy for even considering this. She knew, she knew what the right thing to do was. This was a bad idea. She needed to walk away now. Before she got in too deep. Deeper. If she broke it off now, Damien would be upset, surely, but he would get over it. She. She could get over it maybe. If she just walked away now. And yet... when she looked back into his face, she felt a pang in her chest. And she knew what her decision was... "Why me?" She whispered. "I'm fucked in the head Damien. You belong with a sweet girl whose constant and will be there for you. Someone you can depend on. Who would cherish your love. Who knows what she wants and what she's doing. Someone normal." Edited by never_fade_away, Apr 25 2012, 04:45 AM.
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| RiddleMeThis396 | Apr 25 2012, 04:51 AM Post #1285 |
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Damien chuckled softly, running his thumb along her jaw. "What if I don't want normal? Huh? Aeryn there is just...something about you I can't be away from. I don't want a doting girlfriend to follow me like a lost puppy...I want someone real. I want someone who knows who she is. I've depended on you much more than you know already. After all, I don't let just anyone take Keira to a strip club dressed as guys..." He tilted his head down, the moonlight turning him into a sillohette (<i can spell...). "I want you, Snow...and I don't care what you say...to me you're perfect..." |
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| never_fade_away | Apr 25 2012, 04:57 AM Post #1286 |
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Aeryn had a brief, ghost of a smile as she let out a quiet laugh, that almost sounded like half of a sob. "You're fucking insane, Shea." She told him. "I'm far from perfect. And I'll make your life a living hell." She pulled away slightly as she suspiciously wiped at her eyes, but not before one tiny, relective tear fell down her cheek. "And I'm just as fucking insane for even considering this. You know this is a bad idea." She looked back up at him with those confused, tormented eyes. "You should tell me to go. Right now." |
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| RiddleMeThis396 | Apr 25 2012, 05:10 AM Post #1287 |
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Damien gently reached up and wiped the tear from her cheek. Instead of answering right away he tenderly and lightly kissed her forehead, then the corners of her eyes. "That's not going to happen, Aeryn...." he told her, letting his fingers gently brush her cheek. "The worst you will do to me is make me go prematurely grey but you have stiff competition in Keira. Yes this may be insane. We may be insane for doing this. Love is when you lose yourself, you have no power over yourself, you can't even think straight. Its supposed to drive you nuts...” He put a gentle hand on her back, "Just breathe and for once follow your heart on this...." he told her gently with a small smile. |
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| never_fade_away | Apr 25 2012, 05:18 AM Post #1288 |
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Aeryn swallowed her words as she watched Damien, biting her lip as her mind worked at a million miles an hour, tons of questions running through her mind. She looked conflicted as she studied his words, and she ran her hands over her face. Sighing, she rubbed at her eyes before looking back up at Damien. God, how could she have let herself get in this deep? She was so scared to take that extra step. That leap of Faith. It wouldn't take much more... "If this is what love is supposed to be like it sucks." She muttered. "Makes me wonder about the damned idiots that rave on how amazing it is." Sighing, she looked away before back into Damien's eyes. "I..." she trailed off. "Okay." She whispered in a tiny voice as she took the final leap. |
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| RiddleMeThis396 | Apr 25 2012, 05:26 AM Post #1289 |
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Damien didn't question it as she seemed to finally relent. He couldn't help the smile on his face, kissing her lips gently for a moment before pulling back just enough so he could speak. "Okay..." he mirrored her soft answer with a nod. After a few moments he spoke up again, "If you really want to sleep on the stone that is our couch I'll set it up for you...but I will say I would much rather you sleep here with me. I can't imagine a better way to wake up in the morning..." he told her softly, running his thumb along her jaw lightly. Keira finally slipped back into bed, content nothing huge was going to happen for the moment. She curled right back up against Ben and fell asleep soon after. |
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| never_fade_away | Apr 25 2012, 05:37 AM Post #1290 |
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There was a tiny, ghost of a smile on Aeryn's face as he kissed her before it disappeared. Looking up at him, she watched him as he talked, just standing there not moving. When he brought up sleeping in his bed with him, there was the slight, familiar flash of panic in her eyes. "I... I don't know." She looked away, twisting her hands together nervously. For the first time in her life, she found herself wanting to stay the night with somebody. The whole night. It was terrifying. Finally, as she studied the bed, she nodded her head numbly. She had a seconds moment of intense fear that she would wake up with a weapon in her face, with Damien trying to kill her before it washed away. Trust... she had to start learning how to use it. |
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