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The Road; A story of finding yourself in the dark
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Topic Started: August 19, 2011, 3:17 am (2,247 Views)
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August 19, 2011, 3:17 am
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This is an RP I’ve had in my head for quite some time now. It’s a very complicated RP, and it’s something that might take a bit to wrap your head around entirely, but it’s something close to my heart, and as such, I felt I’d share the idea and open it up for some input and see if there is interest to be had in it. Be warned, this is something that will be rather dark, if not in the physical sense, but emotionally, and something that will require some time on your behalf to get involved in.
Tenative Rules and Pacing 1. I'm your unmerciful god. Obey me, and you MIGHT be happy. Disobey me, and feel the unjust wrath of my foot.
2. Honor your fellow RPers. I don't care what you say or do IC, but I expect you to be polite boys and girls OOC.
3. Your character sheet will be treated as law. Deviate significantly from what is givin without just cause, and face punishment. This is vital.
4. There are no god characters. Everyone has faults, and everyone makes mistakes. I don't care if you win every fight you get into, no one should be totally unharmed throught this whole thing, and for the most part, everyone should be a novice fighter at best, at least to start. Injuries should occur, and there shouldn't be any godmoding unless I inform you to do so. *Evil grin*
5. This RP is by its nature violent/sexual/morally questionable, and should be considered NC-17. There will be violence, blood, possibly gore, alcohol and drugs, and most likely nudity, and possibly even sex. I will not be held responsible for how offensive it might be, because my signing up for this RP, you should be aware of these are themes that are going to be covered. If any of these are too much for you to handle, back out now.
6. Romances are open for you to decide whether to pursue them or not. However, you should be aware that such things can have their own side effects, and as such, may result in some different conflicts. Furthermore, I would ask that even though there may be sex in this RP that you not act it out in the IC. Indulge yourself if you must in the PMs, but skip it IC. Not only is it a bit rude, but it holds everyone else up, and most people don't like reading other people's sex fantasies. Just because I have reasons to depict it IC doesn't mean that everyone has the freedom to do it.
7. I am going to impose a 2 paragraph minimum/250 word minimum. If you cannot manage this, even with a bit of fluff, I am afraid this RP might be too much for you.
8. I desire this RP to stay active. As such, I am going to have a time limit imposed on how often you need to post/inform me of what's going on. *You have 3 days to inform me of what is going on/when you plan on posting. If there is an event where you are not on for 3 days straight, let me know in advance if possible. If I am not informed by then, then we will either skip you, or, depending on the circumstance, boot you. *You have an additional 2 days afteryou confirm with me what is going on/when you are going to post to ask for an extension. I understand that things come up, writers block strikes. It happens to me, too. HOWEVER, I believe that 5 days is a reasonable amount of time to post in, and as such, failing to inform me by the end of day five, you will be booted. *After the extension, unless given permission for more, you have until the end of the week (a week after it became your turn to post). I'm sorry, but waiting a week in an RP of this scale is a long time, and I can't sit around waiting like that. *If you are booted, however, don't think it's the end of the world. You will have an oportunity to rejoin with a little solo sidequest of my choosing in order to rejoin the rest of the group. This is likely to take a few posts at relatively condensed pace, but once it is complete, you can rejoin the group.
9. I would say have a good time, but somehow, saying that about a depressing RP seems wrong....
The World The basic concept of the RP is that it is philosophy, morals, and conceptual ideas incarnate. The entire RP, everything from the characters, to the places, to even the world itself is one giant metaphor. It was originally designed to be a book I was going to write, but because of the complexity of it, I veered away from that route. If I decide to do this, it’s going to be one crazy RP. It has a rather dark setup, and for the most part, it will seem like an incredibly dark RP with a vast number of ways for injury, death, or loss of sanity (end result of this meaning ‘unplayable’) within the confines of the RP.
Well, now that the premise is taken care of, onto the RP itself. Your character and all others awaken in what seems like an endless space of near nothingness. A dim light seems to come from above, but there is no sun or light source to add any sort of comfort to the vast void of this world. There is but one thing: a road, made of a grey stone that floats in the empty space. It is only about as wide as a two lane highway in most places, and always has a gentle incline leading forever upwards. It is the only path to be found, and there is no way to survive where you awaken. As such, forward is the only way to go.
Along the road, there are many dangers. Trials of all kinds seem to be placed every so often, and nasty beasts of all sorts lurk around this little scrap of land. There are little areas where the path widens and has allowed for temporary lodgings and resting places, but nothing ever seems to be a place to call home, even when a full town of people sprawls out along the road. Ultimately, the path is where you must go, and dwelling in any place for too long results in the danger of never being able to leave again.
This world is full of temptations, vices, and mental tricks. Everywhere you turn, there seems to be something else that's meant to drag you down or trip you off the path. What's worse, everything here seems to be influenced by your very thoughts and emotions. Your body becomes twisted and altered, and what you see and feel becomes tainted by your views. In many ways, it is questionable what will get you first, the trials and beasts, or your own thoughts.
The final destination? Well, that is entirely based on who you ask. Some believe that there is no end to the road, and that everyone is stuck here for all eternity. Some say there is a mythic door at the end of the path which leads out of this unnatural place. Others simply believe that the only way out is death and that the door is a lie made by those to delude themselves about their predicament. Either way, the cold hard fact of reality is, there is only one way to find out.
The Characters Despite the innocent sounding nature of character building, I’m going to be requiring A LOT from people on this, and there are several reasons for that. Shallow characters, in this RP, will result in your character most likely dying in a quick and merciless manner. This is not because I don’t like shallow characters, but it simply the design of the RP. If there is no heart and soul to the character, then they are likely to screw up and get themselves killed rather easily. So, to give a brief idea of what I’d like, here’s some things that need pointing out.
1. There are to be no perfect character here. Everyone has flaws, weaknesses, pains, guilts, sore spots, and so on. Though there is nothing wrong with a happy, optimistic character, they are still expected to have problems beneath the surface that can and will come up during the RP. The levels of the problems can be anything from minor flaws to major addictions and issues, but nevertheless, there is no character that is perfect. Everyone will have multiple flaws, and that’s the end of that.
2. Certain hang-ups are going to happen. Everyone is to have certain things that will get them in the way and cause them to screw up and do the wrong thing, even when they know it’s not what they probably should do. As such, playing outside of your character without proper reasoning will result in harsh punishment. Your character is who they are for a reason, and simply going against what they’ve become is not in their nature, even with good advice.
3. There is no coming out of this RP unscathed. Your character will get battered, bruised, maimed, defeated, and possibly twisted and transformed by this experience. There is a good chance that some characters will die. This, however, is all for development. I will try to avoid killing characters except in the most extreme circumstances, though when I do so, I will try and make it for a very valid, understandable reason. However, all other forms of pain or alteration are either for the benefit of your character or others. Don’t be upset with me because of what happens to them. If you sign up for this, you should expect something horrific to happen to them.
4. Stagnant characters will fail in the long run. If your character never changes how they think/act in the RP, they will eventually encounter something that will do them in, if not kill them. Though this does not mean death, per se, it will ultimately take the character out of the RP because they can’t go any farther. This does not mean, however, to break character to avoid certain cataclysm. What this means is that your character, if you want them to survive, should, at some point or another, change. This can be in a negative or positive way. Maybe your character gets beaten down and wrecked, or maybe they develop a new understanding about themselves.
Base Character Ideas These are a list of base character ideas I came up with. They are as vague as I can make them to allow for personal flavor. You do not have to use them, but again, these are character concepts I’ve thought about a fair bit, so it will be a bit easier on me (and maybe you) if you do so. Some of them are gender based, but others can work for anyone. Anything I “*” is one I really like. <.<
The fearless leader who is tired of holding everyone together and dying inside from the strain. *
Girlfriend of leader who tries to keep him happy and lift the weight from his shoulders every now and again, but struggles with her own problems.* (only applicable if leader is picked by someone)
The big guy with a heart of gold, but keeps his pains and problems inside to protect everyone else from himself.* (I may take this one)
Jealous friend who wishes to be the center of attention and lead the group, despite his constant missteps and errors in judgment.
Guy/Girl who always seems to have sex on the brain and doesn’t understand the difference between love and lust, which has led to a long cycle of failed relationships.
Nice, yet quiet guy/girl who usually tries to do the right thing but isn’t one to step up and lead and just follows the crowd.
Girl who has grown up too fast due to harsh circumstances of her life.*
Guy who hasn’t grown up at all due to easy lifestyle and babying by his parents, and as such, never seems to take things seriously.
Guy/Girl who has a flaming righteous streak, but also has anger issues, and tends to chastise his own friends for minor mishaps.
Cold, emotionless cynic who tends to play the peanut gallery for everyone else rather than help fix the problems, as well as keeps his issues hidden from everyone else to avoid ridicule.
Guy/Girl who loves themselves. They love everything about who they are, from how they treat others to how they look. They may be nice on the outside, but they do everything to show themselves as the 'wonder' they are. Also tend to try and take the lead, even if they have a problem directing the group.*
Guy/Girl who is utterly disgusted with themselves. Though they really aren't all that bad looking, and they tend to like helping others, they view themselves as ugly feel that they are never good enough and that everyone is better than they are.*
Profile Name: Age: (unless granted permission, between 16-20 please) Gender: Strengths: (Least 5 good traits or things they are good at) Favorite/Theme Song: (Preferably OFF THE LIST!) Weaknesses/Fears: (At least 5, 2 fears prefered) Appearance: (I'm still debating whether I want an anime or realistic picture or maybe just a description. Something to keep in mind is that your character is waking up, BUT they may not have been asleep when they were transported. Some people maybe have passed out jogging, fighting, or just taking a nap in school. Not everyone should show up in PJs (though it might be interesting to have a few)! History: (Not all these have to be super dark, but they should have a bit of flavor to them. They don't have to be super long, either.) Personality: (This will be an overview. Do your best to capture the character) Question Sheet: This is a required portion of the profile. Please note: Most questions can be answered with a simple yes/no or a few words. You DO NOT have to write a paragraph for every question, nor would I like you to do so. This is meant for you to get a better handle on your character and allow me to get a better picture of them. Please try to answer every question, but feel free to leave some more frivolous answers out. NOTE: Fill this out as YOUR CHARACTER. Apologies for any confusion. Self view:What do people usually say about you? Do you care what others think about you? Does everyone’s opinion matter, or just your friends, or maybe even just your girlfriend/boyfriend? Do you consider yourself of higher stature then everyone else? Do you care about your appearance? Will you work to look good? Do you view yourself as ‘handsome’ or ‘beautiful’, or ‘ugly’? Do you view yourself as intelligent? Do you view yourself as a good person, or as something of a monster inside? Do you want to be the good guy that everyone likes, or are you indifferent about how people view you? Do you find yourself smiling often? How about for others? Is expressing emotion easy for you? Are you harsh on yourself when you make mistakes, or do you deny that you screwed up, or neither? Are you very sensual? Relationships:What do you think about family? Friends? What qualities do you find in friendship? How does your character relate to others? Would you despise or enjoy being attached to another for the rest of your life? Are interested in having a relationship with another? What do you think about children or having them? Are you interested in your own gender? Would you have any pet companions? What types of people bother you? How does your character handle people they don’t like? ReactionsHow does your character handle unusual circumstances? How do you handle stress? How do you handle tough decisions? How do you handle leadership and the stress associated with it? How do you respond to someone else taking charge? How do you handle yourself when you are depressed? Do you extend a hand to those who are sad or in need, or keep to yourself? Does blood make you queasy? What about gore? Twisted limbs/facial damage? How would you act if you liked someone? How would you react to someone being attracted to you? What about if they were the same gender? How far are you willing to go to realize a desire/dream? Does it upset you to watch others receive rewards and get less than they do, or nothing at all? How do you react when someone angers you? How well do you control anger, both related to the above answer, and in general? How do you respond to success? How do you respond to things that disgust you? Social Issues:What is your opinion on life? Is there an underlying meaning, or is there nothing to regulate you? What is your view of religion? Does it bother you if someone takes their religion seriously, or directly references it in casual conversation? What do you think about murder? Would you do it yourself? Does violence in general bother you? Would you harm/kill another human to survive? What about an animal? What do you think about tattoos? Does it shape your view of the person? What about piercings? Are you bothered if someone has them in unusual places? What do you think about people who do drugs? What about drinking? Do you mind being around people who smoke/drink/do drugs, or is it difficult to tolerate them? Do you care about two of the same gender loving each other? Would it bother you if you saw a gay/lesbian couple together? What is your view on sex? Is it meaningful, or just an act of pleasure? MiscWhat do you think about nature? Do you prefer natural surroundings to cityscapes? Do you like hot places/things or cold? Do you like the nighttime, or the day? Do you like eating meat or veggies? Does music influence you in any way? Do you enjoy vacations or do you just continue to work? Do you have any dreams? Desires? What are some of your pet peeves? Do you think "out of the box" or "go with the flow"? Are you educated? Are you physically active? Do you like physical activities or just hobbies? Last but not least- What do you believe the road is? Do you believe that there is a way out? When you finish, be sure to enclose this section in a spoiler so it doesn't take up so much room. If you have any questions you would like to add, italisize them and make a comment on them at the end of the bio. If they're good, I might just add them in. Weapon: (Each character will find a weapon resting in front of them when they wake up on the road. Though you will be able to pick up more as you go, you will be keeping the base class of weapon all the way through, so choose wisely. Additionally, ammunition is scarse on the road. The only way to have steady refills is to have a container for ammuntion. No guns, please.) Stats These are a list of stats to work off of. The scale is going to be based on 1-5, for simplicity, and separated into two catagories, physical and mental. These are going to be loose, and only used to determine certain things. I don't want it to get too involved in combat, necessarily, but it's more to simply gauge how someone fairs in certain things.
Physical- Strength: 1= Weakling, barely able to lift a quarter of their body weight, 5= body builder equivolence
Agility: 1= Slow poke, 5= track star
Dexterity: 1= Super klutz, dropping things all the time, 5= con artist agility
Endurance: 1= Has trouble running/lifting for more than a minute, 5= capable of going at whatever it is for long periods
Durability: 1= Body fails from a rough tackle, 5= can take a heavy load of blows and cuts and keep going.
Mental- Pain Tolerence: 1= Cries over a paper cut, 5= capable of grudging through serious injuries
Intellect: 1= Trouble with anything more advanced than basic problem solving/acedemics, 5= genius of the advance class
Charisma: 1= Puts off people quite easily, clumsy in conversations, etc, 5= Capable of winning over nearly anyone, smooth talker, etc.
Stress Management: 1= Cracks under the slightest bit of pressure, 5= Can take the heat, no matter the situation.
Anger Management: 1= Snaps at anyone who irritates them, 5= capable of keeping their cool, even in the most frustrating of circumstances
Willpower: 1= Gives up when things require more than a tiny bit of effort, 5= Keeps going at it until they succeed.
This list might seem a bit confusing, since I don't directly describe the stats, but it's meant to give you a quick idea of what each stat is meant for and what the limits are. Stats can go up and down throughout the RP. There is nothing wrong with putting a 5 or two, as with doing the same for a 1. However, don't go overboard. If a person has two 5's, four 4's, etc, I'll make you fix it. Everyone has weaknesses, but they also have strengths. Don't over/underpower your character. Other: (Anything else you would like to share that is either quite special or doesn't quite fit any of the other catagories)
Song List This is a list of songs that have been inspiring me about this RP. Additions are likely, and sugguestions are welcomed
Artist: The Offspring Gone Away The Kids Aren't Alright You're Gonna Go Far Kid
Artist: Linkin Park Bleed it Out The Catalyst Numb In the End New Divide Breaking the Habit Crawling
Artist: Hoobastank Crawling in the Dark
Artist: Foo Fighters The Pretender Let it Die
Artist: Skillet Monster Hero
Artist: Breaking Benjamin I Will Not Bow Breath So Cold Had Enough
Artist: Rise Against Savior The Good Left Undone Help is On the Way
Artist: Three Days Grace Animal I Have Become
Artist: Nickelback (SORRY WICKED!) Burn it to the Ground
Artist: Paramore Ignorance Misery Business Crush Crush Crush Monster
Artist: Trapt Headstrong
Artist: Eve 6 Inside Out
Artist: Anberlin True Faith Feel Good Drag
Artist: Chemical Romance The Sharpest Lives
Artist: Muse New Born Uno
Artist: Evanescence Going Under Imaginary Bring Me to Life
Artist: Corrinne May Scars (Stronger For Life)
These are just a few to get you started. Most of those artists will have more than one song that contributes to the mood. It was listening to stuff like this that really sparked the idea to begin with. Particularly, Gone Away. That's the one that started it all.
If you are interested or have questions, please let me know. Even if I don’t get this thing going, I certainly love input. There is a lot I’m withholding, partially due to time constraints, and partially due to the fact that I don’t want to give everything away in case I decide to do this.
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FredKrug's Magic Shop- The Game, not the Art

 Having abandoned my search for truth... I am now looking for A Good Fantasy. I am watching. I am always watching.
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August 19, 2011, 3:18 am
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August 19, 2011, 3:26 am
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Markus Dobson Name: Markus Michael Dobson Age: 20 Gender: Male Strengths: Very physically fit, so, very strong. 20/20 sight. Good hand eye coordination. Speed. Incredible perseverance, will not give up on anything easily. Favorite/Theme Song: Can‘t pick from the list. Five Finger Death Punch - “My Own Hell” Weaknesses/Fears: Afraid of drinking alcohol again. Afraid of cars/driving. Shoulder issues from time to time in his left shoulder. Helping others in need. Not good at puzzle solving. Appearance: Markus is in a white tank top and cargo shorts. He is very fit, as he walks everywhere he goes, and jogs to stay fit. He has a muscular build, and he keeps toned by going to the gym several times a week. His hair is short and black, slightly spiky unless wet. He’s around 6’3” and 220lbs. History: Markus grew up in a Christian family, going to school, church, and all the things associated with both. He was even the running back for his school football team. He had a childhood friend named Sarah Ringwell. Markus and Sarah were inseparable even through high school. They dated, but, being ‘good Christian kids” never had sex. They realized after graduation, they really loved each other, and married. Markus quit football after high school, but still enjoyed watching and playing it with his friends. A few months after they were married, they found out Sarah was to have a child. It was not meant to be however, because when Sarah went into labor several months later, while driving to the Hospital, Markus, who had had several drinks earlier with some friends during a football game (they had pressured him into it, as he wasn‘t fond of drinking, but they said it was to celebrate not only their team winning, but his child being born soon.), didn’t see the light they were passing under was red, and a driver hit their car in the passenger side. Markus survived with a fractured scapula, but sadly, both Sarah and the child died. Markus was severely mentally scarred from the accident, and swore to never drink again, and he blames himself and shut himself. He refused to drive anywhere, and simply walks wherever he has to go. As part of physical therapy to strengthen his weakened shoulder, he started going to the gym more often to rebuild the muscle he lost in his left arm due to being unable to use it while the fracture healed. He still gets pain in it some days when he pushes it further than it can take, and stabbing pain shoots through his shoulder. Personality: Markus is normally very quiet, simply minding his own business. But, he has a white-knight quality about him. Not out of guilt, but out of good nature, he tries to protect the weaker people that are in need, especially women, though he is in no way interested in romance with them. Having lost his “true love” Markus has simply sworn off other women, and normally only hangs out with guys, and that is somewhat rare. He spends his time doing things to keep his mind off of the accident, as it usually depresses him and brings him to a self loathing state of mind. Normally he hides it, and seems perfectly fine while he’s amongst others, but when he is alone, especially when it’s quiet, he hates himself, and thinks about the accident and how it was his fault, and he lets the guilt consume him, almost as self punishment for having been so foolish. Question Sheet:
Self view: What do people usually say about you? I’m a nice helpful guy, but have a sad look in my eyes. Do you care what others think about you? Does everyone’s opinion matter, or just your friends, or maybe even just your girlfriend/boyfriend? Yes, their judgment of me is how I measure my worth. Do you consider yourself of higher stature then everyone else? Definitely not. Though, I do believe I’m good at heart. Do you care about your appearance? Will you work to look good? Not really. I work to be fit, but mostly that’s just to take my mind off of… Ahh… Do you view yourself as ‘handsome’ or ‘beautiful’, or ‘ugly’? I’m just a guy. Doesn’t really matter. She’s gone… Do you view yourself as intelligent? Not very, obviously not smart enough to… Never mind. Do you view yourself as a good person, or as something of a monster inside? I’m good… Just made a few bad choices. Do you want to be the good guy that everyone likes, or are you indifferent about how people view you? I want to be good, but it doesn’t matter to me if they like me, just so they can look at me and know I’m not bad.
Do you find yourself smiling often? How about for others? No. Is expressing emotion easy for you? It use to be. But not so much now. Are you harsh on yourself when you make mistakes, or do you deny that you screwed up, or neither? Very harsh on myself, there is no need for any mistakes. Are you very sensual? Not anymore.
Relationships: What do you think about family? Friends? They’re the most important things someone can have in life. What qualities do you find in friendship? I use to find company enjoyable, just having fun, laughing, smiling, enjoying life with those you care about. How does your character relate to others? I understand what it’s like to have made a mistake, or done something you regret immensely. I can relate to others in a sense that I’ve been through quite a lot at my young age. Would you despise or enjoy being attached to another for the rest of your life? It was the best thing in my life, but I lost it… Are interested in having a relationship with another? Never again. I swore. What do you think about children or having them? Heavy sigh
Are you interested in your own gender? As a friend, sure, but homosexuality is not for me. Would you have any pet companions? I have a dog. He’s like a child. Though, he never questions me, only looks to me to feed him and pet. So yeah, I would. What types of people bother you? Liars, drunks, cheaters. Just people that don’t live a good life for a bad reason. How does your character handle people they don’t like? Normally I just ignore them. I’ve never had t hit anyone, even though I’m kinda buff. I can get loud and say mean things if they threaten or continue to aggravate me. Everyone has a breaking point.
Reactions How does your character handle unusual circumstances? I try to handle them as calmly as I can. How do you handle stress? I handle it every day. I carry it when I can, and when no one is looking, I’m forced to drop it and succumb. How do you handle tough decisions? I’ve handled many, so I handle them carefully. You never know all the outcomes, so you have to think things through. How do you handle leadership and the stress associated with it? Same as before. I handle it as best I can when it’s needed. How do you respond to someone else taking charge? If they can take charge better than me, and their goals are good, good for them. But I won’t let someone lead people to bad choices. How do you handle yourself when you are depressed? I normally stay alone, and blame myself for everything bad around me. Do you extend a hand to those who are sad or in need, or keep to yourself? I help when I can. I feel a need to. Does blood make you queasy? What about gore? Twisted limbs/facial damage? Another sigh. No, I just get bad flashbacks if I think of that night. How would you act if you liked someone? I’d be polite and upfront about it, but I don’t see why this matters. How would you react to someone being attracted to you? What about if they were the same gender? I’d have to politely tell them I’m not interested, that I’m married. Gender doesn’t mattered, I just don’t approve of homosexual relations. How far are you willing to go to realize a desire/dream? As far as I need to. Does it upset you to watch others receive rewards and get less than they do, or nothing at all? No. Not if they deserve it. How do you react when someone angers you? I get angry, I’m human. Sometimes I yell if it’s bad enough, sometimes, I can ignore them, but I can get as mad as the next guy. How well do you control anger, both related to the above answer, and in general? Quite well. I’ve yet to hit someone in anger. I’ve hit other things, but never anything living, not in anger. How do you respond to success? Like any normal person, I like to succeed, but, there isn’t much to succeed at anymore. How do you respond to things that disgust you? With pity if it’s someone that disgusts me, it depends on the situation really. I feel bad for, say, a thief or a cheater. They disgust me, but I feel bad that they have chosen a path that leads them to nowhere.
Social Issues: What is your opinion on life? Is there an underlying meaning, or is there nothing to regulate you? Life is short, and if you aren’t a good person while enjoying it, nothing good awaits you in death. What is your view of religion? I’m Christian. Maybe not entirely by the book Christian, but I believe you do your best in life and you do good, the Lord will look upon you in favor. I do believe that he, like any parent, knows forgiveness though. Does it bother you if someone takes their religion seriously, or directly references it in casual conversation? Not normally, but it’s wrong to force religion on others, they need to find it for themselves. What do you think about murder? Would you do it yourself? I… I… It’s… I’m sorry, next question please… Does violence in general bother you? Usually, yes. But sometimes it’s needed. Would you harm/kill another human to survive? What about an animal? As much as I dislike it, killing animals is usually a needed thing to survive. I’ve gone hunting, fishing, I’ve killed animals, but I’m thankful for their sacrifices. A human? No. What do you think about tattoos? Does it shape your view of the person? I’m indifferent. I see no harm in them, but I’m not interested in having them. What about piercings? Are you bothered if someone has them in unusual places? It’s their body, it will rot away in death, none of it will matter. So no, I do not see anything wrong with them nor am I bothered. What do you think about people who do drugs? What about drinking? It’s wrong… I dislike people who drink or do drugs… It’s just foolish. Do you mind being around people who smoke/drink/do drugs, or is it difficult to tolerate them? I refuse to be around tem anymore. Do you care about two of the same gender loving each other? Love is love. I don’t want to be a part of a homosexual relationship, but, who am I to say what love is right. It’s ultimately between God and them. Would it bother you if you saw a gay/lesbian couple together? Not bother. Just feel a bit awkward sometimes, wondering if it’s really right or not. What is your view on sex? Is it meaningful, or just an act of pleasure? Very meaningful. While it’s pleasurable, I won’t sleep with a woman just for that. I waited until I was married to have sex, and I won’t again.
Misc. What do you think about nature? It’s beautiful. Do you prefer natural surroundings to cityscapes? Natural, but I’m forced to live in the city. Do you like hot places/things or cold? I like both at different times. Do you like the nighttime, or the day? Day. I feel less bad in the day. Do you like eating meat or veggies? I’m a meat man. Love steak. Does music influence you in any way? Not really. I listen to it when I work out. But I won’t listen to music that is something I deem “bad”. Do you enjoy vacations or do you just continue to work? I like to work and keep busy. Do you have any dreams? Desires? Just to… Be with my wife again in death. What are some of your pet peeves? Lying, drinking, cheating, stealing, spousal abuse. Too many too list honestly. Do you think "out of the box" or "go with the flow"? Both have their lace in my thoughts. Are you educated? Fairly, yes. Are you physically active? Do you like physical activities or just hobbies? Yes. I work out at the gym 3 days a week. I jog nearly every day, and I walk to work 2 miles each day.
Last but not least- What do you believe the road is? Do you believe that there is a way out? I believe I’m being tested for my mistakes, for having taken the life of my wife and child in stupidity. I hope and pray that it will take me to them and that when I’m there, I can be truly happy again. I believe the end of the road is with them.
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Physical- Strength: 5
Agility: 3.5
Dexterity: 3.5
Endurance: 5
Durability: 4
Mental- Pain Tolerence: 4
Intellect: 2
Charisma: 2
Stress Management: 3
Anger Management: 4
Willpower: 5
Weapon: A slightly rusted Spartan Hoplite shield lays at his feet when he arrives. It is very large, nearly 4 feet in diameter. It weighs around 8lbs and can be effectively used for both defense and blunt attacks that can shatter bone. He wears it on his left arm. Other: I think I’ve described myself the best I can. Though I am guilty of something horrible, I still try to be a good person. Even though I retreat into depression sometimes, it’s no ones fault but my own. I do my best, try to protect who I can, and in general just try and live a good life. What little of a life I have left to live. I’m haunted with dreams of her. Sometimes I’ll think I hear her, see her, smell her. But in the blink of an eye, it’s gone, and I’m alone again.
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August 19, 2011, 4:38 am
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Dreamer Name: Isabella 'Dreamer' Soul Age: 16 Gender: Female Strengths: 1. Kind and loving. 2. Strong Will. 3. Extremely Energetic. 4. Home economics. 5. Empathy. Favorite/Theme Song: God help me - Emilie AutumnWeaknesses/Fears: 1. Hates to be alone. 2. Blond men, especially ones with beards. Its a trigger of her Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. 3. Alcohol, or someone being drunk. 4. Anger issues. 5. Mute. 6. Weak. Appearance: History: At the age of 12 Dreamer was still known as Isabella and was adopted into a new family after having lost her own to sickness. The new family that adopted her was nice enough and seemed stable. But after a few years that illusion faded away. Her new 'father' was her new 'mother's second husband and already had a child from the precious marriage that was quite open about a strong dislike of said new father. That boy left to join the military soon after Dreamer arrived but kept up with her in letter to her and her new mother.
As Dreamer started to grow up she came to the conclusion that she was lesbian a good deal of deep thought. Her mother accepted this openly knowing that even if it wasn't true that her daughter would just have to experiment and work it out on her own. Her father on the other hand, was a bit of a religious nut and unknown to Dreamer was on the edge of loosing his job. To be blunt, he called her every name in the book and took to drinking and threating to throw her out. A few months past and he lost his job resorted to a deeper bottle. His fits of rage, insults, and general abuse grew until it started to become physical.
Dreamer's mother did her best to protect her daughter but in the end her husband snapped and accidentally killed her in a fit of rage. His eyes became set on Dreamer next who had seen what happened. Her brother had been home that weekend and heard the yelling and the large crash and ran into the room to find his mother's broken and bleeding body, a piece of wood jammed through her back and through her heart. Instead of braking down though he chased his 'father' up the stairs to were he Dreamer backed into the corner of her room threating to beat her to death.
His threats fell short as a gun went off and shot him through the leg. Running up to the man he kicked him to the ground then once more in the face before turning to Dreamer and putting a arm around her letting her come out of the shock. Her arms hugged him tightly until he had to move to keep their 'father' down with another quick kick. He had planned to shoot him in the head but once up close were he could see the bruises and scars covering Dreamer he gave her his knife instead and told he told her to kill him, to get revenge.
He had to force her to stab him the first time, but after that all the fear and pain turned to rage and anger. By the end she was covered in blood, crying, and a total emotion wreck. Her brother carried her away and set the house a fire taking nothing else but a picture of their mother.
More time passed and Dreamer started to put herself back together but still blamed herself for all that happened. In the end her dear brother took to using her for his own lust. It terrified her at first and she hated it. But at the same time she accepted it as a kind of redemption for causing so much pain and hell and the death of her mother and to try and be the girl that her 'father' wanted so her family would have been good and happy. Yet twisted as her mind was she also knew her brother still cared for and protected her, and in that knowledge she found a way to enjoy what she took as her punishment and slowly started to forget that it even happened completely dropping her past life.
She had never been happier. She had her loving her and protective brother who she could trust with anything and hide behind knowing well that he would remove any problem for her and protect her no matter what. Every night they would have fun and then cuddle in what she took for bliss. They traveled constantly so she got to see new things every day. She could do anything she wanted long it didn't put her in danger. Life was a constant swirl of happy days. And then she saw a man that looked like her father at a show that she and her brother were watching. That night when he came to take her she panicked, memories of her father beating her in her head and that stabbing him made him disappear, she grabbed the dagger her brother kept and stabbed him with it before running off until she finally passed out.
On awaking she found herself on the "Road" with her brother sitting before her playing with his knife and shaking his head at her. Personality: Normally happy, calm, loving, caring, and deeply understanding. Strong willed yet hesitant and fearful. Depends on others support. Can be very angry and resentful when a trigger hits, highly depressed and sensitive to touch and looks afterwards. Can be paranoid of people, wanting to be noticed and loved yet forgotten and unseen at the same time. In short, she loves people and wants to be loved back but is afraid of the same people she wants to be loved by and is also afraid of the social interactions and bonds that could be forged and the pain when they're broken. Question Sheet:
Self view:
What do people usually say about you? That I'm nice girl and should stay that way. I don't know if I really believe them.
Do you care what others think about you? Does everyone’s opinion matter, or just your friends, or maybe even just your girlfriend/boyfriend? I don't really care what strangers thinks. Friends and family mean the world to me though. I miss mom.
Do you consider yourself of higher stature then everyone else? No.
Do you care about your appearance? Will you work to look good? How? Its not like I have the time or tools... If I could though... I think I would. I'd want to at least.
Do you view yourself as ‘handsome’ or ‘beautiful’, or ‘ugly’? No, not really. I'd like to be pretty though.
Do you view yourself as intelligent? I like hearing that I am, but I think I'm just average.
Do you view yourself as a good person, or as something of a monster inside? I want to be good...
Do you want to be the good guy that everyone likes, or are you indifferent about how people view you? I want to be liked. I don't want a lot of attention though, just to know I'm loved and accepted.
Do you find yourself smiling often? How about for others? Is expressing emotion easy for you? I smile a lot, even if I'm not really happy. It makes others happy. I express my emotions very well I think.
Are you harsh on yourself when you make mistakes, or do you deny that you screwed up, or neither? I can be a little harsh on myself at times, but I don't deny them. I think...
Are you very sensual? Not really.
Relationships: What do you think about family? Friends? Family is very important to me, so are friends. I love them, you know? especially my brother. ...I miss mom.
What qualities do you find in friendship? Happiness, protection, release.
How does your character relate to others? Um... I think I relate to others as just people... does that make sense?
Would you despise or enjoy being attached to another for the rest of your life? If I loved the person, I'd really enjoy that.
Are interested in having a relationship with another? I think I sorta am. It's nice too, knowing I'm safe.
What do you think about children or having them? I'm still a kid myself... but maybe when I'm older.
Are you interested in your own gender? ...yes. But... dad said that was wrong and evil ...but what does he know.. he was a bad man. But... what if hes right, does that make me a bad girl?
Would you have any pet companions? Maybe a monkey, their cute, right?
What types of people bother you? Loud mean people that hurt others feelings.
How does your character handle people they don’t like? I tend to just stay away from them, if I have to get close I really don't like it.
Reactions How does your character handle unusual circumstances? Pretty well.
How do you handle stress? Depends on how much, I guess. I can handle a lot though.
How do you handle tough decisions? Poorly. I can be a bit indecisive.
How do you handle leadership and the stress associated with it? I don't. I can't.
How do you respond to someone else taking charge? God bless you.
How do you handle yourself when you are depressed? Same as normal I think, I may be more quiet is all. But thats easy not to notice since I can't really talk.
Do you extend a hand to those who are sad or in need, or keep to yourself? I like to help to make them happy again.
Does blood make you queasy? What about gore? Twisted limbs/facial damage? No. Not really. No more than normal, no, less than, really.
How would you act if you liked someone? A bit shy maybe, but I'd still try to be friends.
How would you react to someone being attracted to you? Still shy, but happy. Long as their nice.
What about if they were the same gender? I'd prefer that.
How far are you willing to go to realize a desire/dream? Depends on how badly I need it or how stress I am. Normally I wouldn't do anything dangeris. But if I was really stress or really needed it, anything.
Does it upset you to watch others receive rewards and get less than they do, or nothing at all? No. I'd just be happy for them.
How do you react when someone angers you? I don't get angry at people I think. "Heh, lets just say my sis can be rather violent. I'd suggest staying out of arms reach."
How well do you control anger, both related to the above answer, and in general? In general, its just a form of stress right? "Again, girl can be quite explosive. If she could talk I'd expect a hate filled rant ending with promises of death and doom. Hell, took a swipe with a knife at one guy."
How do you respond to success? I respond well, makes me feel happy. But not arrogant.
How do you respond to things that disgust you? I normally make a face and just try to keep my distance.
Social Issues: What is your opinion on life? Is there an underlying meaning, or is there nothing to regulate you? I think the point of life is to find a answer. Answer to what? ...I don't know yet. Maybe who we really are?
What is your view of religion? That there is a God. Or, at least I hope so. I also hope he's kind as I've been told. I could use the hug. And maybe I'll get to see Mom in heaven. Why is mom gone?
Does it bother you if someone takes their religion seriously, or directly references it in casual conversation? I don't mind. I can of find it nice, means they have some reason to fully believe and that maybe I can find one myself. Though when they start acting weird I don't like it.
What do you think about murder? Would you do it yourself? Murder is bad. You shouldn't murder people.
Does violence in general bother you? No. Some times it's just the only way. I'm not a child, I understand that some people can't be reasoned with or wont stop unless forced. I don't like it, but I understand and support it.
Would you harm/kill another human to survive? What about an animal? ....if I had to? I guess. But I don't want to... "And she already has, and seemed to like it at that. Then again, revenge is a dish best served cold."
What do you think about tattoos? Does it shape your view of the person? I like art. I think tattoos are really cool. But I don't have the courage to get one myself. It would hurt to much I think, and always having it would get old. I like them though.
What about piercings? Are you bothered if someone has them in unusual places? Not really. Its just a kind of art. I don't always like the style, but it doesn't change my idea of you.
What do you think about people who do drugs? What about drinking? Drugs are bad. And the idea of someone drinking just... idk. "Take it from me, girl will get terrified. Press the issue when she can still smell it and she might get violent."
Do you mind being around people who smoke/drink/do drugs, or is it difficult to tolerate them? I hate it. It would drive me mad to have to smell and see it. Their bad people.
Do you care about two of the same gender loving each other? Nope. I find it cute really.
Would it bother you if you saw a gay/lesbian couple together? I'd give them a hug.
What is your view on sex? Is it meaningful, or just an act of pleasure? Umm... it can be nice. But I don't really care for it. But I really like the cuddling after words, makes me feel safe, loved, and protected. That part is really meaningful to me. So I don't mind the act, kinda enjoy it sometimes I guess.
Misc What do you think about nature? It's pretty. I like nature a lot.
Do you prefer natural surroundings to cityscapes? Natural, big cityscapes just feel so over powering.
Do you like hot places/things or cold? Cold.
Do you like the nighttime, or the day? Night.
Do you like eating meat or veggies? Whats sugar and chocolate?
Does music influence you in any way? It's beautiful, but I think for myself. Music can be a nice way to relax though, or to dance to if no ones watching. I guess it's OK if my brother does, but other wise I'd get to embarrassed.
Do you enjoy vacations or do you just continue to work? Never been on a real vacation, I think it would be nice though if I ever had the money.
Do you have any dreams? Desires? I would like to understand myself better. I'd like to find a place to settle down with my brother instead of constantly traveling. I'd like to make friends, real friends. And I'd like to find the courage to do something were I can have fun, maybe join the circus or making cloths? I'd like to sing, but... well, kinda can't, heh. Maybe draw, but I'd have to learn.
What are some of your pet peeves? Being bossed around, I don't mind following orders, I just don't like being yelled at or told to do something unfair. Lack of common sense, when you can't talk you tend to listen and watch a lot more. Rude people, and people that just assume I'm helpless, worthless, or dumb because I'm weak and can't talk and yell like a idiot.
Do you think "out of the box" or "go with the flow"? I think I tend to go with the flow.
Are you educated? Momma taught me a lot, I was home schooled. Why did mom have to die?
Are you physically active? Do you like physical activities or just hobbies? I like to run and play, so I'm pretty active. And I like hobbies too, arts and crafts mostly. I also enjoy stuff like yoga.
Last but not least- What do you believe the road is? Do you believe that there is a way out? Hm... I think it might be the road to heaven or happiness. It's a really hard and long road, but isn't it suppose to be? If it was easy then what would be to point? People should have to work for good things, or else you never know how good you really have it, right?
Weapon: Brother's DaggerStats Physical- Strength: 1
Agility: 4
Dexterity: 5
Endurance: 2
Durability: 2
Mental- Pain Tolerance: 5
Intellect: 4
Charisma: 3
Stress Management: 4
Anger Management: 2.5
Willpower: 4
Other: In case you couldn't tell, I'm a bit insane and unstable and the memories of my past are 'selective' at best.
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August 19, 2011, 5:33 am
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*Hao-Wei Zhang* Name: Hao-Wei Zhang Age: 18 Gender: Male Strengths: - Extremely intelligent - Common sense - Pictographic memory - Assertive - Can speak 5 languages (English, Mandarin, Japanese, Spanish, German) Favorite/Theme Song: Foo Fighters, "The Pretender" Weaknesses/Fears: - Unable to feel true emotion like others - Cannot understand the feelings of others - Overly critical - Fear: Large crowds of people - Fear: Falling Appearance:  History: Born in Tokyo, Japan to a painfully traditional family, Hao-Wei did not lead an easy childhood. Left undiagnosed for the first fourteen years of his life, he was raised under the conception that there was 'something wrong with him'. His parents, heart-broken by their first-born son and his unusual behaviours, did not nurture the young Hao-Wei, but rather shunned him. Seen as an embarrassment to the Zhang family, he was often cast aside and seen as 'abnormal' by his family. He was punished severely when his peculiar personality made itself too evident, and carries several scars across his lower back for his plight. Withheld from human comfort, Hao-Wei dove into the world of literature, books and learning as a solace to him. It is believed that this cold, unloving treatment, paired with the constant insistance that he was not like most people, worsened his condition and led to his conception of the human race as a separate species he might study. Like most young boys in Japan, he was sent to school for an education as the Zhang family tried desperately to remould their son. It quickly became evident that the young boy possessed great academic talent, and by the time he was twelve-years-old, he could speak three languages, played both the violin and the piano, and was the top of his class moving into high-school. Here, his condition became apparent as his mind grew, and he was finally diagnosed as a psychopath. Now something of a trophy for his parents to show off, with a pictographic memory to support his studies, Hao-Wei worked his way through the education system on scholarships won from the most academic prevailant schools. The results of his entrance exams were astounding; first in all of Japan for every exam he sat. Now set to attend the most incredible university in Tokyo to study mechanical engineering and science, with an extra two languages and a fountain of knowledge under his belt, Hao-Wei is set to become the world's first Psychopathic Genius. Personality: Arrogant. Self-centred. Critical. Rash. Emotionless. These are words that often come to mind when one first meets Hao-Wei Zhang. Raised on ancient customs, with a sheltered childhood taboot, Hao-Wei is noticable as someone 'out of the ordinary' in most crowds. Unable to navigate social situations at the best of times, Hao-Wei struggles to comprehend other's on any level other than a basic species-to-species meeting. While many find this confronting and insensitive, Hao-Wei is not entirely to blame; he is a diagnosed psychopath. With a lack of regard for the safety of others and himself, he is the quintessential anti-social personality, perhaps made worse by his abnormal intelligence. As he does not understand traditional social protocol, and rather sees others as a part of the 'human' species, he tends to speak out what he observes with no filter for sensitivity or regard to the emotions of others. Many view him with pity when they discover his condition, but all too quickly they tire of his blind-eye to emotions and social tradition, and quickly develop a shameful hatred of him. Understandably, Hao-Wei has no true 'friends', and indeed is unable to entirely fathom the concept. First to voice his opinion and forever insistant that his way is the 'right' way, he can be easily percieved as obnoxious, but he believes himself to simply be honest and calculating. Perhaps most off-putting is Hao's tendency to observe people, much like a specimen; a man of learning and knowledge, Hao-Wei sees himself as an outsider, and has embraced it in the most unusual way by essentially 'studying' the human race. Awkward and quick-thinking, Hao-Wei Zhang is certainly a confusing being. Weapon: A double-headed idium spear. One head is typically crafted in spear formation, much like a dagger, while the other is a crescent-shaped scythe. Question Sheet Self view: What do people usually say about you? I try not to to associate too closely with people. I find they can sense that I am different from them, and it appears to put them on edge. I don't understand uncomfortable people. I would say that most people would describe me as having a high IQ and a low EQ. Do you care what others think about you? Does everyone’s opinion matter, or just your friends, or maybe even just your girlfriend/boyfriend? No. I don't personally care what other people think of me. That being said, I would rather keep things simple and not make enemies. Do you consider yourself of higher stature then everyone else? Yes, most people. Not many can match my intelligence at all, but rather are beneath me. Do you care about your appearance? Will you work to look good? I keep myself healthy, but the trivialities of beauty, I find, are purely instinctual of the human being for mating reasons. As I have no interest in displaying myself as a possible mate, I care little for my appearance. Do you view yourself as ‘handsome’ or ‘beautiful’, or ‘ugly’? Beauty is subjective and distorted. I view myself as a human being. Do you view yourself as intelligent? The most. Do you view yourself as a good person, or as something of a monster inside? I don't understand the question. Though perhaps others might say I am cruel, when in actuality I am rational. Do you want to be the good guy that everyone likes, or are you indifferent about how people view you? The opinions of others mean little to me; indifference.
Do you find yourself smiling often? How about for others? Alone I find myself hardly smiling. However I do often find myself smiling for the general acceptance of others. Smiling helps people remain comfortable around me. Is expressing emotion easy for you? No. I do not understand many emotions at all. Are you harsh on yourself when you make mistakes, or do you deny that you screwed up, or neither? I do not 'screw up'. Are you very sensual? No, I am not.
Relationships: What do you think about family? Friends? Family I cannot speak for, as I am born into the relationship. However, I can say quite truthfully that I have no friends. This does not bother me. What qualities do you find in friendship? Companionship is a basic human instinct that I seem to lack. I do not mind other people being physically around me, but I struggle in creating any kind of emotional connection; friendship is of little value to me. How does your character relate to others? I find it difficult to relate to others a lot of the time. I cannot understand their emotions, and I in turn find myself unable to feel what is describe to me. Intellectually I can relate, but on any other level I have difficulties. Would you despise or enjoy being attached to another for the rest of your life? I would not despise it, though I certainly would not enjoy it. Are you interested in having a relationship with another? Not in the slightest. What do you think about children or having them? Procreation for the purpose of continuing the human race is a necessary facit of life. I believe my genes would most certainly enhance the human race, but I have no desire to par-take in the act of physical intercourse.
Are you interested in your own gender? I have no homosexual inclinations. Would you have any pet companions? I have no pets, though I do have a particular interest in animals; yes. What types of people bother you? Overly-emotional and unintelligent sorts bother me in the sense that I cannot understand them. However, I do not find myself loathing many people. The emotion is foreign to me. How does your character handle people they don’t like? I confront the person with exactly what it is about them that is bothering me. I say exactly what I think and what I intend to mean. I also generally try to avoid conversing with that person in most other scenarios.
Reactions How does your character handle unusual circumstances? I study them, and learn as much as I can. I also observe the reactions of others. How do you handle stress? I don’t often grow stressed, but when I do I tend to try and rationalise my problems. Knowledge and intelligence are what you might call a comfort to me. How do you handle tough decisions? I logically way out the options, and whichever option promises to serve my benefit the most is the one I will choose. How do you handle leadership and the stress associated with it? Leadership is not a stress for me. I am the most intelligent person in most rooms, and if I am considered a ‘leader’ it simply means others are finally listening to the person who is right. How do you respond to someone else taking charge? If they are wrong, I will challenge them; I will not follow an idiot. How do you handle yourself when you are depressed? I am unfamiliar with this emotion. Do you extend a hand to those who are sad or in need, or keep to yourself? I don’t often offer my help to the sad and lonely, as I have trouble understanding what they need and how I might help them. Does blood make you queasy? What about gore? Twisted limbs/facial damage? No, it does not. Disfigurements fascinate me. How would you act if you liked someone? I would treat them no differently to how I treat others, though perhaps I would be slightly more patient with them when they are wrong. How would you react to someone being attracted to you? What about if they were the same gender? I do believe it is commonly seen as flattering, but I would explain to them that I am unable to pursue an emotional relationship. That is if I noticed in the first place. How far are you willing to go to realize a desire/dream? Until it is realised; my desires are not illogical or unreachable. Does it upset you to watch others receive rewards and get less than they do, or nothing at all? My only concern is the field of learning, which I am unrivalled within. The praise of others moves me little, though I do grow frustrated at those who receive praise for small or insignificant efforts. How do you react when someone angers you? Tell them the exact, honest reason why they irritate me, and suggest how they could improve upon themselves as a human being. How well do you control anger, both related to the above answer, and in general? I find I grow easily frustrated with the unintelligent and generally obnoxious. I also easily anger at overly-emotional sorts. How do you respond to success? I do not make a fuss; there is no point to it. But if a person were to ask, or make comment, I will use my previous success to support my arguments. How do you respond to things that disgust you? Voice my opinion, though I am not often ‘disgusted’.
Social Issues: What is your opinion on life? Is there an underlying meaning, or is there nothing to regulate you? Our purpose is to learn what we can so that future generations made build upon our foundations. We are here to discover the meaning. What is your view of religion? I follow no religion; it is illogical. I believe in science. Does it bother you if someone takes their religion seriously, or directly references it in casual conversation? Yes, I grow frustrated when people place faith in that which is logically impossible. What do you think about murder? Would you do it yourself? I know that murder is wrong. But if the correct circumstances arose I would not be overly bothered by blood on my hands. Does violence in general bother you? It is animalistic for an apparently evolved species, but it does not morally bother me. Would you harm/kill another human to survive? What about an animal? Yes, of course, if my survival demanded it then it is clearly the most rational action to take. What do you think about tattoos? Does it shape your view of the person? Appearance is immaterial to me. What about piercings? Are you bothered if someone has them in unusual places? Not bothered, though I am often curious as to the reasoning behind such actions. What do you think about people who do drugs? What about drinking? That is their mistake to make. To destroy knowledge and common sense is a waste, but I do not care if others choose to destroy their own lives. Do you mind being around people who smoke/drink/do drugs, or is it difficult to tolerate them? I care little for the self-destructive actions of others as long as they do not impact upon me personally. I may have an issue with a smoker, for the phenomenon of ‘passive smoking’. Do you care about two of the same gender loving each other? I would study it, but care not either way. Would it bother you if you saw a gay/lesbian couple together? No What is your view on sex? Is it meaningful, or just an act of pleasure? Human beings derive pleasure from the act. Besides the purposes of pro-creation, I see no other meaning for it.
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What do you think about nature? It is the natural habitat for most creatures. Do you prefer natural surroundings to cityscapes? I prefer the city and civilisation, and I don’t cope well out in nature and the wild. Do you like hot places/things or cold? I prefer the cold greatly. In the winter, you can simply put more layers on if you are cold; in the summer, you can only take off so many layers. Do you like the nighttime, or the day? The nighttime. There are less people around, and it is much quieter. Though I do understand the basic human need for sunshine. Do you like eating meat or veggies? As a human, I eat both; I am an omnivore. Does music influence you in any way? The rhythm of baroque music helps me to think, but nothing more. Do you enjoy vacations or do you just continue to work? I prefer to learn and work, as this is my passion in life. I need no holiday. Do you have any dreams? Desires? I desire to learn all that I can, and I dream to influence the next generation with what I discover. What are some of your pet peeves? Stupidity is without a doubt my biggest pet peeve. I simply cannot stand the unintelligent. Emotion, and people who experience it in large amounts, also bother me. Do you think "out of the box" or "go with the flow"? I am logical, and I am intelligent; I am able to discern that which other’s are unable to. I would say, that I think outside of the box in that I am unique. Are you educated? I finished first in my country for my university entrance exams, and expect to continue on with my schooling next semester in engineering. My specialities are language, science and mathematics. Are you physically active? Do you like physical activities or just hobbies? I keep healthy and fit as required, but my brain is my strongest muscle.
Last but not least; What do you believe the road is? Do you believe that there is a way out? It is a test, and there must be a way out. How else did we get in?
Stats Physical Strength: 3 Agility: 2 Dexterity: 3 Endurance: 2 Durability: 3
Mental Pain Tolerence: 3 Intellect: 5 Charisma: 1 Stress Management: 3 Anger Management: 4 Willpower: 3
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Name: Jeremy Stone Age: 20 Gender: Male Strengths: Sleepless, calm, caring, fencing, writing. Favorite/Theme Song: It can't be outfought, it can't be outdone, it can't be outmatched, it can't be outrun... Weaknesses/Fears: Eisoptrophobia, severe insomnia, suicidal, klutzy, cowardly.
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History: So far as he can remember, two things have always been true about Jeremy's life: he has never been able to sleep and he has never liked himself. His life hasn't been that hard. In point of fact, there's been nothing particularly extraordinary or even unnatural about it. Born in Eugene, Oregon, he's lived there his whole life. He attended school, got fairly good grades, and participated in a few extra curriculars. When college time came, he went to University of Oregon. No sense changing things up. And that has been the majority of his life. A cautious, near pointless trudge through sleepless nights and an existence he has never found to be worth anything.
Jeremy is on the brink. In the back of his mind, in the depths of every day he has lived, every night he has spent awake unable to sleep like anyone else he was always held the specific belief that he would be better off dead. There's nothing important about his life, no defining features. He's never attempted suicide, but he has seriously considered it. And while nothing about his life has ever been bad, nothing about it has been terribly good either. Caught somewhere between ambition and apathy, he skims through his days. He's taken to writing when others sleep, and spends time writing elaborate poetry, all the while with the thought in his head driving him slowly away from the world.
Personality: If you passed him on the street, you wouldn't look twice. If you stopped and noticed him you might think he was fairly good looking or had something about his eyes that betrayed a deeper meaning and secret, but in all his actions and all his ways he is normal. He's never really struggled the way others have, but he's never really tried the way a few have encouraged him to. Partly out of contentment, partly out of self hatred, he has never put his mind to anything. He goes through life more and more like a plant without water, a wilting husk of something that should be human. A mask. If you met him, the conversation would seem almost scripted, almost too plain. In a way, he's embraced his normalcy in hopes that it will get him over his nagging feeling of worthlessness.
Question Sheet: Self view:What do people usually say about you? He's kinda cute, or he's a nice boy. Very quiet though.Do you care what others think about you? Does everyone’s opinion matter, or just your friends, or maybe even just your girlfriend/boyfriend? Who cares?Do you consider yourself of higher stature then everyone else? No.Do you care about your appearance? Will you work to look good? Not really.Do you view yourself as ‘handsome’ or ‘beautiful’, or ‘ugly’? I view myself as nothing.Do you view yourself as intelligent? No.Do you view yourself as a good person, or as something of a monster inside? I already told you, I'm nothing.Do you want to be the good guy that everyone likes, or are you indifferent about how people view you? Who the fuck even cares? It's never done anything for anyone else.Do you find yourself smiling often? How about for others? Others are more happy.Is expressing emotion easy for you? Not really.Are you harsh on yourself when you make mistakes, or do you deny that you screwed up, or neither? All I seem to make is mistakes.Are you very sensual? Sure, why not.Relationships:What do you think about family? Friends? I dunno. I like them.What qualities do you find in friendship? I don't really have any friends.How does your character relate to others? I don't know.Would you despise or enjoy being attached to another for the rest of your life? It doesn't really matter, because it's not like that would ever happen. Why do you care so much?Are interested in having a relationship with another? Not really the question. More like is anyone interested in having a relationship with me. So, no.What do you think about children or having them? ...Are you interested in your own gender? No.Would you have any pet companions? I like dogs, little dogs. I dunno what it is about them, but probably if it was anything it'd be a nice dog. One I could play catch with.What types of people bother you? People like you.How does you handle people you don’t like? I walk away.ReactionsHow does you handle unusual circumstances? Whatever, it's not that bad probably. People always make mountains out of molehills.How do you handle stress? I dunno, I don't really get stressed.How do you handle tough decisions? Fine I guess.How do you handle leadership and the stress associated with it? I don't really like leading.How do you respond to someone else taking charge? Fine.How do you handle yourself when you are depressed? Do you mean this specific moment or the rest of the time?Do you extend a hand to those who are sad or in need, or keep to yourself? Yeah, I don't like it when people are down on themselves.Does blood make you queasy? What about gore? Twisted limbs/facial damage? I don't know, I guess not.How would you act if you liked someone? Surprised. Haha. I guess I'd be happy, but I don't really know how it'd be. Stuff like that doesn't really happen.How would you react to someone being attracted to you? What about if they were the same gender? I don't know, but I don't like guys.How far are you willing to go to realize a desire/dream? I've never dreamed.Does it upset you to watch others receive rewards and get less than they do, or nothing at all? I don't really give a shit.How do you react when someone angers you? I dunno, how have I reacted to you?How well do you control anger, both related to the above answer, and in general? Pretty well, I don't get out of hand or whatever, but you're pissing me off with all these questions.How do you respond to success? I don't know, okay? It's not like I've had a lot or whatever.How do you respond to things that disgust you? I walk away.Social Issues:What is your opinion on life? Is there an underlying meaning, or is there nothing to regulate you? It just is.What is your view of religion? Whatever.Does it bother you if someone takes their religion seriously, or directly references it in casual conversation? People can do whatever they want to make themselves feel better. They do it all the time. It's not like I have a say in it.What do you think about murder? Would you do it yourself? I don't know. No.Does violence in general bother you? Look, I don't know. Can we just be done?Would you harm/kill another human to survive? What about an animal? I don't know, okay?What do you think about tattoos? Does it shape your view of the person? I don't care. Just stop asking questions.What about piercings? Are you bothered if someone has them in unusual places? Who gives a fuck? Honestly, who even cares? It's their fucking choice, I don't give a shit.What do you think about people who do drugs? What about drinking? Again, who the fuck cares. Just stop with the questions.Do you mind being around people who smoke/drink/do drugs, or is it difficult to tolerate them? No.Do you care about two of the same gender loving each other? No.Would it bother you if you saw a gay/lesbian couple together? No.What is your view on sex? Is it meaningful, or just an act of pleasure? Who gives a fuck.MiscWhat do you think about nature? It's there.Do you prefer natural surroundings to cityscapes? Sure.Do you like hot places/things or cold? Cold.Do you like the nighttime, or the day? Night.Do you like eating meat or veggies? Either. I like meat.Does music influence you in any way? yeah, I guess.Do you enjoy vacations or do you just continue to work? I don't care.Do you have any dreams? Desires? I don't dream.What are some of your pet peeves? You. Questions. People being asses and fucking always prying into other people's shit. Who gives a fuck? Get over it, move on, and just fucking do something else. Quit bothering me.Do you think "out of the box" or "go with the flow"? Who the fuck cares?Are you educated? Yeah.Are you physically active? Do you like physical activities or just hobbies? No.Last but not least- What do you believe the road is? Do you believe that there is a way out? I don't care what it is. After these stupid questions I just want to be done and left alone. It's not like any of it fucking matters in the end so who gives a flying fuck, alright? When you finish, be sure to enclose this section in a spoiler so it doesn't take up so much room. If you have any questions you would like to add, italisize them and make a comment on them at the end of the bio. If they're good, I might just add them in.
Weapon: Rapier
Stats Physical- Strength: 2 Agility: 3 Dexterity: 3 Endurance: 1 Durability: 4
Mental- Pain Tolerence: 5 Intellect: 4 Charisma: 5 Stress Management: 3 Anger Management: 1 Willpower: 3
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Piercey Grace Name: Persephone Grace Age: 17 Gender: Female Strengths: As odd as it might seem, because of her short stature, Piercey’s main strength is her physical abilities. She isn't very strong, but she still knows how to fight. She has taken various types of martial arts since she was young, so she knows how to fight. She is extremely quick on her feet, easily able to dodge. She is extremely clever, smarter than your average teenager. She has good people skills, and comes off as a very trusting person, making it easy for people to trust her. She blends easily into the background, making it easy for her to sneak around. She also has a very strong mental state, in the sense that she's quick-witted. She thinks quickly, and in ways most people don't. Favorite/Theme Song: scars (stronger for life)Weaknesses/Fears: On the other hand, Piercey is an extremely fearful person. She doubts everything she knows, and is afraid of nearly everything. She has no confidence in herself, so she second guesses everything. She is extremely unsure of everything. Her confidence level is at about a zero. She also has quite a few fears. She is extremely afraid of being alone. She has a deep fear of abandonment. She also has an irrational fear of spiders. She is afraid of needles, as well as hospitals. She is afraid that she will never find love, yet she is also afraid of what will happen when she does find true love. Appearance: Standing at exactly five feet tall, Piercey is the type of girl that most, if not all guys, want, even if they don’t admit it to anyone else. She doesn't care about making herself look pretty, because she has enough trouble with guys as it is. She has medium length hair, which is a dark redish blonde color, is naturally wavy. It ‘s just barely long enough to pull back, so she doesn’t do it that often. Usually, she just lets it do whatever it wants. She is thin, but not unhealthily so. She weighs about 106 lbs. She has the most interesting eye color. Anyone who tried to name the color of her eyes would give up, settling on simply calling them “rainbow colored”. History: There is a lot to be said about Piercey’s past. While at first glance, she seems like your average teenage girl, there is quite a bit that has gone on that she refuses to talk about. From the time she was a young girl, her mother was verbally abusive towards her. She never physically harmed the young girl, but the harm had been done in a different manner. Because of that, she has always been searching for someone to really love her. That is what gets her in so much trouble now. Piercey has never had good luck with guys. Actually, that would be more of an understatement. Every guy she has ever known has hurt her in some way. Her first real bad experience with guys was when she was thirteen. He was her first boyfriend, and he was a complete creep. He would follow her around everywhere. Though, looking back on it, he was probably the best guy she’s dated so far. After him, she went through a trend of horrible guys. There was one guy, her longest relationship, who, for the majority of it, would physically abuse her, and all but controlled her entire life. She finally broke it off with him, just to find a guy even worse. He had been her friend since she was born, so she had no reason to suspect he would do what he did. They were dating for only a few weeks when he held her down, and attempted to rape her. She got lucky, extremely lucky, but that moment changed her for the rest of her life. When she was 16, Piercey met her next guy. At first, he was the guy she always wished she could find. Kind; cared about others as much as himself; always treated her like she deserved to be. Then, everything changed. He was the first guy she would admit that she loved, at least a little bit. She gave him everything she had. That was when things started getting worse. He became obsessed with sex. It started to seem that it was the only reason he even kept Piercey around. And, in the end, it probably was. So, she made the most difficult choice of her life, and left him. Throughout all of this, there had been one guy who refused to leave her mind. He seduced her with sweet words and kind actions, and she believed him. Then, when she was just starting to have faith in him, he would cut off all communication, leaving her broken and torn. And then, when things seemed at their lowest point in her life, he would come back, murmuring gentle words of apology, claiming never to do it again, and foolishly, she believed him. Three times he’s done that to her, and three times she’s foolishly taken him back into her life. Sometimes it seems that she will never learn. Personality: Every guy she's ever met has viewed her as nothing but a 5 ft play toy, although they've went about it different ways to use her as such. Because of that, she has come to adopt that as how her life is, and believes its all she's good for. If anyone asked her about it, however, she would thoroughly deny it, claiming that the guys are just stupid and what they say means nothing. She hides behind this idea that she has to be strong for herself because she can't rely on anyone but herself, yet she throws herself head first into any relationship she has. She's definately more of a follower, though she does have her own opinions. She will state them, and while she's usually right, she wont push it, or force anyone to believe her (they usually don't, because she's just a "little" girl, being so short and delicate, that she couldn't know what she was talking about) Because of everything she’s gone through, Piercy has become a quiet person. She didn’t used to be that way, but you couldn’t tell by being around her. She sits back and lets others take lead, preferring instead to sit back and watch. She is wise beyond her years, though in a lot of ways, she is also very naïve. She doesn’t want to see the bad in anyone, and usually doesn’t. Even after everything they’ve done to her, she still refuses to hate the guys who’ve treated her like shit. She is determined to see the good in everyone, and gives them more chances than they deserve. She is a hopeless romantic, which causes her to get in trouble with guys a lot. Question sheet Self view: What do people usually say about you? Girls call me a whore, guys say I’m just a “Five foot play toy” but you already knew that. Do you care what others think about you? Does everyone’s opinion matter, or just your friends, or maybe even just your girlfriend/boyfriend? I’d like to be able to look at you and say that what others think doesn’t matter, but I would be lying. I act like I don’t care, but really, the things people say do matter. Do you consider yourself of higher stature then everyone else? No. If anything, I consider everyone more important than myself. Do you care about your appearance? Will you work to look good? No. I don’t want to attract more attention to myself than I already do. Do you view yourself as ‘handsome’ or ‘beautiful’, or ‘ugly’? Beautiful, unfortunately. Do you view yourself as intelligent? Yes. Do you view yourself as a good person, or as something of a monster inside? I’m too good of a person. Do you want to be the good guy that everyone likes, or are you indifferent about how people view you? I act like I don’t care, but really, all I want is to be loved for me.
Do you find yourself smiling often? How about for others? I fake smile. Is expressing emotion easy for you? No. Are you harsh on yourself when you make mistakes, or do you deny that you screwed up, or neither? I’m overly harsh on myself. Are you very sensual? Yes.
Relationships: What do you think about family? Friends? My few friends are my family. What qualities do you find in friendship? Loyalty. How does your character relate to others? Overly friendly, I become what everyone else needs me to be. Would you despise or enjoy being attached to another for the rest of your life? It would depend on who it was. Are interested in having a relationship with another? Not particularly. All my past relationships ended badly. What do you think about children or having them? Eventually, I’d like to. But not now. Now they annoy me.
Are you interested in your own gender? Sure. Would you have any pet companions? I love animals What types of people bother you? Sex freaks. But wouldn’t you know that’s all I seem to attract. How does your character handle people they don’t like? I put on a fake smile and deal with them as little as possible.
Reactions How does your character handle unusual circumstances? Unusual? My whole life has been unusual. There’s nothing new there. How do you handle stress? I appear to deal well with stress, until I’m alone, that is. How do you handle tough decisions? I’m indecisive to the core How do you handle leadership and the stress associated with it? Leadership? No thanks. How do you respond to someone else taking charge? By all means. How do you handle yourself when you are depressed? I hide it. Do you extend a hand to those who are sad or in need, or keep to yourself? I will help someone in whatever way I can. Does blood make you queasy? What about gore? Twisted limbs/facial damage? I love blood. How would you act if you liked someone? I’m a perpetual flirt, though I don’t do it on purpose. It’s just how I am. How would you react to someone being attracted to you? What about if they were the same gender? I don’t care about gender. I’m pansexual. Don’t know what that is? Look it up, because I’m tired of explaining. I wouldn’t really be surprised, and if I felt the same about them, than I wouldn’t say it, but I’d act slightly more open to them. How far are you willing to go to realize a desire/dream? I have all but given up on my own dreams and desires. Does it upset you to watch others receive rewards and get less than they do, or nothing at all? Nope. How do you react when someone angers you? Anger? Pfttt. I don’t show anger, usually. I just go my separate ways. How well do you control anger, both related to the above answer, and in general? Well, I usually just walk away from the situation until we both calm. How do you respond to success? Yay? How do you respond to things that disgust you? I tell it how it is.
Social Issues: What is your opinion on life? Is there an underlying meaning, or is there nothing to regulate you? Are we living to die, or dying to live? That is the question. I am still searching for the answer. What is your view of religion? Religion is stupid. Does it bother you if someone takes their religion seriously, or directly references it in casual conversation? Referencing it is fine. I know about a lot of different types of religions, so I can follow it. It’s the religions crazies I can’t stand. What do you think about murder? Would you do it yourself? On a normal day, I would say murder is wrong. But there are times where I am just in a mood to kill someone/something and I don’t know why. Does violence in general bother you? Nope. Violence is just a part of life. Would you harm/kill another human to survive? What about an animal? I would put my life before any other humans. Animals? pftt What do you think about tattoos? Does it shape your view of the person? If the tattoo has personal meaning, then by all means go for it. What about piercings? Are you bothered if someone has them in unusual places? I have my ears pierced twice, and have been considering a belly button piercing. Sure, some people go overboard with it, but I don’t see anything wrong. What do you think about people who do drugs? What about drinking? I’ve done my own share of drugs and drinking. Doesn’t bother me. Do you mind being around people who smoke/drink/do drugs, or is it difficult to tolerate them? Nope. Do you care about two of the same gender loving each other? Love? Pftt. Would it bother you if you saw a gay/lesbian couple together? Not at all. What is your view on sex? Is it meaningful, or just an act of pleasure? Sex should have meaning. That doesn’t mean it always does. But it should.
Misc What do you think about nature? I love nature. Do you prefer natural surroundings to cityscapes? Yes Do you like hot places/things or cold? Cool. Do you like the nighttime, or the day? Night Do you like eating meat or veggies? Vegetarian. Does music influence you in any way? Music is my life. Do you enjoy vacations or do you just continue to work? I like vacations. Do you have any dreams? Desires? My only dreams are nightmares. What are some of your pet peeves? People touching my feet. Do you think "out of the box" or "go with the flow"? I think out of the box, but I usually just go with the flow anyway. Are you educated? Beyond my years. Are you physically active? Do you like physical activities or just hobbies? I dance, and rollerblade. That’s the extent of my physical activitiy. What do you believe the road is? Do you believe that there is a way out? I believe that the road is different for everyone. Wherever they believe it will take them is where it will go. I believe there is an end if you so desire there to be. I want the road to lead me to true happiness, true love. I believe the road will take me to somewhere, and someone, I truly belong. stats Strength: 2
Agility: 2.5
Dexterity: 3.5
Endurance: 1
Durability: 5
Mental- Pain Tolerence: 5
Intellect: 4
Charisma: 3
Stress Management: 5
Anger Management: 3
Willpower: 2.5
Weapon: Piercey is skilled in many types of open hand combat, as well as weaponed combat. She can use basically any weapon with fair ease. When she woke, she found herself faced with one of her favorite weapons, a set of really nice throwing knives. In way of weapons, she also has a bandana, which seems to be nothing of any significance, but she knows how to use one as a weapon fairly skillfully. Other: Everyone has their vices, ways of getting through everything that’s gone on, and Piercey is no exception. She spends most of her time with her head buried in a book, not because she enjoys reading, but because it provides an escape from reality. She also sings, though she doesn’t let anyone else hear her. She is too afraid of being made a fool. She also writes poetry and lyrics, though again, doesn’t show anyone else. She also has a more commonplace vice of smoking cigarettes, though she constantly tries to stop. She is somewhat of a health freak, and knowing that it isn’t healthy for her, tries to stop, though doesn’t succeed.
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I'll whisper in your ear, You are mine, and you will never have to be alone. And when I pull you near, You'll know I love you like I never loved anyone. So let me be the one to lift you up, I'll carry you home. 'Cause now I'm here to keep you safe, And to catch you when you fall.
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August 21, 2011, 3:29 am
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Anthony Burd Name: Anthony Burd Age: 17 Gender: Male Strengths: Excellent at solving puzzles, has a photographic memory, thinks things through completely, is ambidextrous, and has the know-how to fix just about anything Favorite/Theme Song: Rise Against - "Savior" Weaknesses/Fears: physically out of shape, freaks out when touched or given way too much attention by people, not artistic, overanalyzes almost everything, and has trouble sleeping due to inability to shut his thought process down Appearance History Ever since he was a child, Anthony had always had trouble with keeping his composure when in front of an "audience." The constant fits he threw led to him being homeschooled ever since kindergarten. It was fine by him. Far less people were around and he didn't have to get up early or leave his house to get an education.
Even with his parents, Anthony was near silent. They thought he might have had a mental disorder. Knowing their son did not like being inspected, they put sleeping pills in his water before he went to bed and snuck him off to get examined. The doctors could find nothing wrong with him, and it was left at that. Over time they realized how foolish it was.
Signs were showing that he was actually advanced in his work. Anthony's brain seemed to soak up information like a sponge. He actually "graduated" at 15. Not much happened through his life until that point. He started working on computers with his dad since it required practically no other human interaction, and his parents weren't wanting him doing nothing since he was done with his schooling.
While not working, Anthony was either reading or on the computer to expand his knowledge of various things. Chess and other similar board games became a hobby of his. He didn't have to speak, yet he could exercise his mind. His parents approved because it actually placed him in the company of others with out causing a break down like other activities did. Being an only child, he was able to do just about whatever he asked. His parents didn't mind taking him on these rare requests, and it never conflicted with any other activities. Personality As far as Anthony is concerned, people could think him to be a soulless robot. Showing emotion made people notice you. His features stayed neutral. The most someone could get from him was a smile if they told a clever joke. Unless; however, he got too much attention or was touched in an overly intimate way, which could be as simple as a hug or even holding his hand. If that happens, then he breaks down. Sobs erupt from him, and he may run away screaming and cower in an enclosed space or corner. When he does talk to people, it is either in as few words as possible or very lengthy because he is trying to correct or instruct someone. He only does this if it is someone he knows well, or their ignornce is starting to annoy him. So, it rarely happens. Questions Self view: What do people usually say about you? I wasn't aware people noticed me...but I suppose they would call me quiet.
Do you care what others think about you? Does everyone’s opinion matter, or just your friends, or maybe even just your girlfriend/boyfriend? Yes, I am scared of what others think.
Do you consider yourself of higher stature then everyone else? Not at all.
Do you care about your appearance? Will you work to look good? No, I would rather blend in...
Do you view yourself as ‘handsome’ or ‘beautiful’, or ‘ugly’? I'm what one would call 'average,' I think.
Do you view yourself as intelligent? Highly
Do you view yourself as a good person, or as something of a monster inside? I would actually have to say both. Sorry if I confuse you. I tend to confuse myself at times.
Do you want to be the good guy that everyone likes, or are you indifferent about how people view you? It would be nice if everyone liked me...
Do you find yourself smiling often? How about for others? No, too worried. Constantly thinking.
Is expressing emotion easy for you? Depends on the emotion. Depression and pure joy are the easiest.
Are you harsh on yourself when you make mistakes, or do you deny that you screwed up, or neither? I recall berating myself for mistakes...
Are you very sensual? Oh no! I can't even think about letting others see me nude.
Relationships: What do you think about family? Friends? I don't know. I tend to see very little of either.
What qualities do you find in friendship? I lack the friendship to find qualities in...
How does you relate to others? I don't talk to people enough to relate to them, sorry...
Would you despise or enjoy being attached to another for the rest of your life? Maybe enjoy it? I'm not sure if I can even let others know me well enough for that...
Are interested in having a relationship with another? Interested and able are two entirely different things. But it is appealing.
What do you think about children or having them? Children? They are okay, I guess... Having them, well I can't necessarily give birth due to my gender, but if I had someone to carry my children, then I guess I could do that...
Are you interested in your own gender? No.
Would you have any pet companions? I would like a cat. They are quiet and only ask for attention rather than giving you their own.
What types of people bother you? I don't like illiterate, physically affectionate, or loud, rowdy people.
How does you handle people they don’t like? I typically handle them like most people and just avoid them altogether.
Reactions How do you handle unusual circumstances? I usually just stare in wonder until I process everything going on.
How do you handle stress? Stress doesn't really affect me, so I typically just continue doing what I do.
How do you handle tough decisions? I think them through to the most logical end to achieve what I desire.
How do you handle leadership and the stress associated with it? Leadership!? Why is everyone looking at me?
How do you respond to someone else taking charge? I follow them if I deem it logical.
How do you handle yourself when you are depressed? I binge on chocolate or work some math problems to distract myself.
Do you extend a hand to those who are sad or in need, or keep to yourself? I wish I could help them, but I keep to myself.
Does blood make you queasy? What about gore? Twisted limbs/facial damage? Actually, it kind of excites me...
How would you act if you liked someone? It would be similar to other people. I wouldn't make eye contact and would generally avoid her.
How would you react to someone being attracted to you? What about if they were the same gender? If she didn't focus on me, I wouldn't care. I would hope he would leave me alone.
How far are you willing to go to realize a desire/dream? As far as reasonably possible.
Does it upset you to watch others receive rewards and get less than they do, or nothing at all? Not at all. Getting a reward means that others pay attention to you.
How do you react when someone angers you? I seethe quietly and get away from that person.
How well do you control anger, both related to the above answer, and in general? Fairly well, I would say. I don't typically "blow up."
How do you respond to success? Outwardly, I smile.
How do you respond to things that disgust you? I glare or just take a few steps away.
Social Issues: What is your opinion on life? Is there an underlying meaning, or is there nothing to regulate you? I guess it is how others remember you...or don't in my case.
What is your view of religion? Religion is a farce meant to seduce the weak-minded and cowards.
Does it bother you if someone takes their religion seriously, or directly references it in casual conversation? I will tolerate it, but that doesn't mean I will like it...
What do you think about murder? Would you do it yourself? Murder? Kill someone in cold blood? That's abhorrent! Never! Revenge, self defense, or killing someone who I believe deserves it I could probably do and not think twice about it.
Does violence in general bother you? Kinda goes along with the gore.
Would you harm/kill another human to survive? What about an animal? Maybe? Um...perhaps if circumstances forced me to... An animal? I would be hard pressed, but it wouldn't be the same as a human.
What do you think about tattoos? Does it shape your view of the person? I don't honestly care...
What about piercings? Are you bothered if someone has them in unusual places? Nope...
What do you think about people who do drugs? What about drinking? It is an extremely stupid decision. Don't people know what that does to them?
Do you mind being around people who smoke/drink/do drugs, or is it difficult to tolerate them? Extremely difficult, especially if they keep offering me some or try to get me to try it.
Do you care about two of the same gender loving each other? Not really. Their choice, not mine.
Would it bother you if you saw a gay/lesbian couple together? Seeing any couple bothers me in a way...
What is your view on sex? Is it meaningful, or just an act of pleasure? Definitely meaningful, but it is also pleasure. So in its various forms, both.
Misc What do you think about nature? It is very chaotic and hard to understand.
Do you prefer natural surroundings to cityscapes? No. Cities make sense to me.
Do you like hot places/things or cold? Cold. It keeps my mind alert and unhazy.
Do you like the nighttime, or the day? Night. Less busy.
Do you like eating meat or veggies? Fruit?
Does music influence you in any way? Not really...
Do you enjoy vacations or do you just continue to work? I always work. The different kind of work is like a vacation.
Do you have any dreams? Desires? I would like to find someone I am comfortable with...
What are some of your pet peeves? People asking stupid or obvious questions. Having to explain something numerous times...
Do you think "out of the box" or "go with the flow"? Depends on what I am doing.
Are you educated? Remember my list of pet peeves?
Are you physically active? Do you like physical activities or just hobbies? Physical labor is depressing... Hobbies are fun though.
What do you believe the road is? Do you believe that there is a way out? I think this is all a dream and I will wake up eventually. That is the only logical conclusion to any of this.
Weapon: Leather Whip Stats
Physical- Strength: 2
Agility: 2
Dexterity: 4
Endurance: 1
Durability: 3
Mental- Pain Tolerance: 3
Intellect: 5
Charisma: 1
Stress Management: 3
Anger Management: 3
Willpower: 4
Other: Anthony is secretly lazy and a sadist. He doesn't show it, but when he sees others in pain it delights him. He is actually disgusted by this side of him and has conflicts of whether or not to help the person injured. Usually, he doesn't. The biggest reason he doesn't is because: one, it requires interacting with that person; and two, someone else usually helps them by the time he decides to.
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August 22, 2011, 7:04 pm
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Amelie Name: Amelie Laroche Age: Twenty Gender: Female Strengths: Dedication, Attentive, Self Sacrificing, Mature, and Patient Favorite/Theme Song: (Preferably OFF THE LIST!) Weaknesses/Fears: Low Self Esteem, Oblivious, Overly Wary, Critical, and Negative Affection, Spiders, and Attachment Appearance: Amelie had always been one of those girls that was considered "cute" but never "beautiful". With her long natural auburn hair and turquoise eyes, she definitely stood out, but she never drew interest from males, and in some ways she found it better that way. Standing at 5'7" and weighing around 117 pounds, she's slim and pale, small freckles scattered across her skin like spots. Her hair has a natural curl. When she was put into The Road she was working at a diner, wearing a small white summer dress that was plain ol' white, strapless, and ended at her knees. Towards the end it was somewhat see through, and it had small flower designs on the edge. She was wearing black convers, and wearing feather earrings. On her left hand ring finger is a ring with a small diamond in it. Its real, but it was her Mother's, and she not only wears it to feel closer to her mother but to keep men away.  History: Amelie's father died before she even realized it. She was so young, she barely remembered him, but watching as her Mother spoke less and less until she became mute, passing through rooms lifeless, as if she were a ghost...she knew that he was important. At least to her Mother. The concept of affection and attachment, it frightened her to know that if she lost someone so vital, she would become this way as well. She did not want to become just an empty shell, looking through every person as if she did not truly see. Yet the sadness did not last for long, seeing as how her Mother remarried another man just a few months later. He never seemed "fatherly" but if her Mother was happy, then she was happy. Even if she was to take care of her sister more then her Mother did, at least her Mother was actually smiling again, actually seeing her children as if they were actually there. Why remind her of a person she had lost? Why remind her if she might return to how she used to be? Even though life did not seem perfect, at least her Mother was happy and they still had a home, going to school, making friends. Everything seemed to settle in, the disappearance of her Father soon fading to the back of her mind. She had her sister to take care of, she had homework to do, and she had friends to hang out with. The serenity didn't last for long. Mysteriously, her Mother became gravely ill and was taken to bed, her skin became paler each day and her lively eyes faded every hour. The doctors tried everything they could to help her, but once she died, the two daughters would see a lot more of their step-father, even if they barely knew him. They cried and cried, yet they knew they could not make their mother come alive again. Going back to their now empty feeling house, they tried to continue on with their lives. Meanwhile the Step-Father, who was reading over Amelie's Mother's will, realized this: He had married Amelie's Mother for her great fortune; when she died "from an illness" he would inherit all her money because he "loved her". Yet as he read through the will, scanning for the inheritance, he read that all her money, her belongings, would go to her two daughters and not him. He became furious, he would not allow that fortune to be taken away from him. Burning every trace of the will, he stormed down the large hallways, bursting through Amelie's door in a fit of anger. She didn't know what had come over him, but when he tore at her shirt, ripping off a button, she knew instantly what he wanted and out of impulse her arm snapped out and scratched him across the face, long red lines staining his wrinkled face. He looked to the room across the way, her little sisters room, and soon sneered. Amelie tried to stop him but he shut the door before she could, and locked it, making her watch through the key hole as he went into her little sister's room to rape her instead. Amelie needed to save her. Climbing out her window into the rain, she climbed along the railings until she got to the window with the room next door, her mothers, and went in quietly, searching all her drawers in her worry, till she found what she had wanted. Her mother had always kept one for emergencies: a hand gun. It was still loaded. Barging out of the room, she went into her sister's just in time to see her step-father leaning over her, her little sister crying and pleading as she tried to push him away. Amelie then pointed the gun at him, determined, even if she had never handled that sort of weapon before. Realizing that she had the intent to kill, he started trembling, pleading with her to not shoot. But she did although she didn't intend for it to have so much force and as the gun almost slipped from her hands, her aim faltered and she could hear a scream before all was silent. Her step-father was still cowering on the floor, trembling. Her sister was dead. Realizing that she had nothing left, Amelie held the gun to her step-father, but she was so traumatized she could not shoot. Dropping to the ground, she crawled over to her little sister as she cradled her in her arms, crying. After that was a bit fuzzy. She was sent to a "Mental Institute" that was only for women because they were there for a specific reason: To dance. More specifically to dance for men. If they liked the girls' form, they would have a "sleepover" so to speak. Amelie continued to do this for five years until she was nineteen, where she was kicked out, forced to make a life on her own. Selling the few things she stole from the rich people she "serviced" she bought a ticket far away from where she was born to start a new life. From then on, she struggled to live. Yet that was life. She had to survive. Personality: Amelie is mostly indifferent. That is what she chooses to believe, yet if she sees someone in pain she cant help but feel her heart clench and she wished to help them. She never wishes to help herself, for she feels tainted. She is often seen as kind, but she isn't afraid to tell people what they don't wish to hear, and sometimes they hate her for it. She rarely ever acts immature, she keeps a cool face and a small smile for those who need it. Even if she feels pained and disgusting, she at least wants to make a difference before she dies. She is not afraid of death. Question Sheet: Self view: What do people usually say about you? The cute girl on the corner that is always smiling. Do you care what others think about you? Does everyone’s opinion matter, or just your friends, or maybe even just your girlfriend/boyfriend? I think only the people that I truly know opinions matter, I don't wish to believe things that come from the idiocy of strangers, or more descriptive, men. Do you consider yourself of higher stature then everyone else? Of course not! I don't even think my life has a particular purpose...I'm not sure what I wish to do, and I mostly invest myself in others so their life will be better. I'm not sure if I have a life of my own. Do you care about your appearance? Will you work to look good? I dont care for it much. I am pretty as I am, I'm slim, what more can I ask for? Do you view yourself as ‘handsome’ or ‘beautiful’, or ‘ugly’? I feel as if I am disgusting on the inside, I don't really know how i am anymore, but with people all around me telling me I'm just "cute" I guess that's all I am. Do you view yourself as intelligent? Depends on what I'm doing. I'm definitely very intelligent when it comes to people, but I do so hate math. Sure, I can do it, but the whole concept just irritates me. Do you view yourself as a good person, or as something of a monster inside? I am always afraid of whom I might be, there is never a time when I look myself in the mirror, smile and say, "That's me and I'm beautiful". Sure, I have very low self esteem but... Do you want to be the good guy that everyone likes, or are you indifferent about how people view you? It depends on the people. I don't really care much for complete strangers, they can think whatever they want, especially my enemies. With the few people I adore, I want them to see who I am...even if its just a little... Do you find yourself smiling often? How about for others? I don't smile for me. I smile for others so they can continue on with their life. Even if I want to cry or scream, I will keep smiling for those that truly need it. It is truly my only purpose. Is expressing emotion easy for you? If I had to admit it, no. I have the habit of stuffing all my emotions in. Are you harsh on yourself when you make mistakes, or do you deny that you screwed up, or neither? I am very harsh with myself, to the point where I consider myself a failure or disgusting. Are you very sensual? Not really, cant say I've ever been. I'm afraid to do it again in the fear that I might be taken advantage of. Relationships: What do you think about family? Friends? Family, well, they are supposed to love you right? Something like that...yes, it would be nice to have a family, but, I want an actual family I can trust. Friends, they are frightening. The connection and trust you have to give them is a little bit too much for me to handle. What qualities do you find in friendship? I want someone who can look at me as I am. How does your character relate to others? I think them as living beings, and me, well, just someone who can bring them up to success. I'm nothing but a shell, a robot. Would you despise or enjoy being attached to another for the rest of your life? I wouldn't necessarily enjoy it. I may not know the person well enough when I do become married to them, and then I'll see the true nature of that false image they had given me. I dont trust being with someone for the rest of my life. Their whole being could have been a lie and I would have never known. Are interested in having a relationship with another? I suppose. I mean, it would be nice to finally hear someone say they love me...but...I'm afraid.... What do you think about children or having them? I don't want them. Are you interested in your own gender? I don't mind my gender, although I don't have any experience with them... Would you have any pet companions? Sometimes I enjoy them more then I enjoy human kind. What types of people bother you? The ones who are self-indulged, who dont realize what they do to the people around them. People who pity themselves so much about "how bad their life is" that its sickening. Or the other way around; I hate it when people think they are better then everyone else. How does your character handle people they don’t like? I just dont hang around them. If they try to "hang" or talk with me, I'll seriously tell them to leave me alone and if they persist, I am not afraid of growling at them and kicking them where it hurts. Reactions How does your character handle unusual circumstances? I've been a through a lot. Nothing really surprises me anymore. How do you handle stress? Stress comes in waves, but if I just take a few deep breaths I can clear my mind. How do you handle tough decisions? I normally don't bring myself to make decisions, I go with the flow and don't with to do so.Yet if it came for it, i would think about it for a long time, try to think about every outcome before I choose. How do you handle leadership and the stress associated with it? I wouldn't be much of a leader, although it is easy to make others follow me, I wouldn't want to take the position of something that another person is more deserving. How do you respond to someone else taking charge? As long as they don't try to take advantage of me for their power, I don't mind it. How do you handle yourself when you are depressed? I tell myself that there isn't a purpose to wallow in my own self-pity. All I am doing is wasting precious moments where I could be doing something productive in my life. Do you extend a hand to those who are sad or in need, or keep to yourself? I cant help but help those who need it. Even if they are a stranger, everyone deserves to be taken care of no matter who they are. Does blood make you queasy? What about gore? Twisted limbs/facial damage? Not at all. In fact I am quite used to it. How would you act if you liked someone? I wouldn't recognize the feeling, I'd be somewhat uneasy all the time when I am around them, and would often try to avoid them so I wouldn't have to face that feeling. How would you react to someone being attracted to you? What about if they were the same gender? I would be surprised, at the very least, I would try to talk them out of it. I am disgusting after all, they need to go after someone who really would be more deserving. How far are you willing to go to realize a desire/dream? I dont have any, I only help fulfill others'. Does it upset you to watch others receive rewards and get less than they do, or nothing at all? No, if they deserved it then I do not mind it. In fact I will congratulate them. How do you react when someone angers you? I furrow my eyebrows, clench my jaw, take a deep breath and ignore them. How well do you control anger, both related to the above answer, and in general? I often push it down, or act indifferent about it, looking them in the eyes for a moment before shaking my head and continuing on with my life. How do you respond to success? With the little things in life, I am proud to know that I can do something. How do you respond to things that disgust you? I am disgusting myself. I find it sad that those things are even alive or in existence. Social Issues: What is your opinion on life? Is there an underlying meaning, or is there nothing to regulate you? Life is just a challenge, a game to be won. Of course I cannot wait till it is over, but I feel as if I would be giving up if I killed myself of my own accord. What is your view of religion? I dont really believe in it, I think of it as a crutch for people to give out all their sorrows and worries to so that they can believe someone would help them. No one is here for us, we stand alone. Yet they can believe what they wish to believe. Does it bother you if someone takes their religion seriously, or directly references it in casual conversation? As long as they do not force it upon me, or talk about it continuously, shoving it into my face, I do not mind. What do you think about murder? Would you do it yourself? I think it as foolish unless it is someone who deserves it. I have murdered before, and if I have to I will again. Does violence in general bother you? No. Would you harm/kill another human to survive? What about an animal? I would never kill or harm a human that is close to me, but if they are someone that is not vital or has hurt others themselves I shall. I will only hurt animals if I truly need it, and then I am thankful for their sacrifice. What do you think about tattoos? Does it shape your view of the person? They are of no matter to me. I dont get them because I dont want something that is permanent on my skin for all eternity, for what if I dont like it in twenty years when its all stretched out and blotchy? What about piercings? Are you bothered if someone has them in unusual places? ...What do you mean by unusual? As long as I cant see these unusual places, then have at it. What do you think about people who do drugs? What about drinking? I will try to help them out of it if they are important to me, even if they do not wish me to. I dont want them to leave me behind in this world. Do you mind being around people who smoke/drink/do drugs, or is it difficult to tolerate them? It is not difficult to tolerate them per say, it is more that I want to help them more then anything and seeing as how I have no relationship with them I know they will not let me. Do you care about two of the same gender loving each other? Not at all. Would it bother you if you saw a gay/lesbian couple together? No. What is your view on sex? Is it meaningful, or just an act of pleasure? I truly hate the thought of it. I cannot imagine having sex with love in it. Misc What do you think about nature? Its a beautiful thing that humans are destroying. Do you prefer natural surroundings to cityscapes? Natural surroundings. Do you like hot places/things or cold? I love cold places, and things. Do you like the nighttime, or the day? I love the night time, it is when I have the most energy. Do you like eating meat or veggies? I am more of a veggie person. Knowing what animal I am eating saddens me. Yet if I have to or if it is rude not to, I will in those sort of circumstances. Does music influence you in any way? It helps me calm my moods, but also heightens them in different ways, depending on the genre and how they play out. Do you enjoy vacations or do you just continue to work? I continue to work. There is no time to relax when I can barely eat two meals a day. Do you have any dreams? Desires? No. What are some of your pet peeves? Selfishness, Obnoxiousness, Obliviousness, Immaturity. Do you think "out of the box" or "go with the flow"? I go with the flow, but every once in a while I can "think out of the box". Are you educated? Yes, very much. Are you physically active? Do you like physical activities or just hobbies? I am somewhat physically active, but I only do it so I don't become a couch potato. Last but not Least: What do you believe the road is? Do you believe that there is a way out? I believe the road is a place where you must repent for what you have done. An oblivion that keeps you there because you have no specific purpose anymore. There is no way out. We just entered a world of limbo where everything and everyone is fighting for survival. Its just another life in another world.
Weapon: Double blades -- two long swords strapped to her side for when she is to fight -- made for quick movements with two weapons at the same time. Stats: Physical- Strength: 2.5
Agility: 4
Dexterity: 3
Endurance: 2
Durability: 5
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Pain Tolerance: 5
Intellect: 3.5
Charisma: 4
Stress Management: 3
Anger Management: 4.5
Willpower: 1.5
Other: She is french.
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August 24, 2011, 4:14 pm
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VIBRATIONS SO GOOD LIKE A SUNKIST!
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August 24, 2011, 4:22 pm
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August 24, 2011, 4:43 pm
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Kirk Byron Name: Kirk ByronAge: 17Gender: MaleStrengths: Martial Artist. survival knowledge. listens for detail. adventurous in terms of rock climbing, camping, sailing, and the likes. Manages his emotions/feelings fairly well, especially anger and stress. Weaknesses/Fears: Fears falling and being blind. His agility isn't strong in terms of running more than it is in reflexes. Suffers schizophrenia. Suffers blackouts. Has to keep a life journal. Favorite/Theme Song: The Offspring – Come out and play Appearance History: Lives in his father’s place, but they don’t talk “much.” Mother had passed away in a bomb explosion during a bank heist. Kirk was in the public library only a block away, as his mom would have taken time to do with the extensive line that was formed. It was only after an hour of time wasting, and gathering information on books he wanted to read, that the building was surrounded by SWAT and police forces. Worried by his mother, he ran past the police line but was instantly tackled by the authority. By the time Kirk was taken down, the building had exploded and survivors did not come out. Kirk and his father moved to the country side of the nation, where a small town was thought by counselors to be the best solution to cope with such tragedies for Kirk. That was 7 years ago, as he had grown up in this town with confidence and much stronger will and management. Studies martial arts as a hobby, was never really one to commit, but is strong mentally. Keeping a journal by his side, he records his life as to not miss out when his blackouts happen, the unfortunate part of it all is that is Schizophrenia gets the better of him and puts him in a blackout. Doctors have tried to help his situation, but some things cannot be hidden forever. Kirk had even discovered pages in his journals being occupied by plans, maps, and explosive combinations that Kirk would have never known. Also, handwriting that was different from that of his handwriting. It is up to him to manage these black outs and journals, otherwise he would be an innocent soul taking a sentence to life. Who would believe him, besides the crazier-than-himself people and the mental ward? May Kirk find peace from the guilt and horror of involuntary sins dragging his strings down a dark pit. Personality: Openness, with an appreciation for art, adventure, unusual ideas, and various experiences. Energetic. Positive. Tendency to be compassionate and cooperative rather than suspicious and antagonistic towards others. Vivid imaginations, spends time reflecting on things. Says very little, likes to draw attention if it benefits for the good. The Questions ..::Self View::.. What do people usually say about you? -Has a friendly aura. Do you care what others think about you? -No. Does everyone’s opinion matter, or just your friends, or maybe even just your gf/bf? -Sure, unless it doesn’t help the current situation/conversation. Do you consider yourself of higher stature then everyone else? -No. Do you care about your appearance? Will you work to look good? -Yes. No. Do you view yourself as ‘handsome’ or ‘beautiful’, or ‘ugly’? -Handsome. Do you view yourself as intelligent? -No, but certainly educated. Do you view yourself as a good person, or as something of a monster inside? -Monster. Do you want to be the good guy that everyone likes, or are you indifferent about how people view you? -Indifferent. Do you find yourself smiling often? How about for others? -No. Sometimes. Is expressing emotion easy for you? -No. Tends to push away from emotions causing cages, and walls, to develop. Are you harsh on yourself when you make mistakes, or do you deny that you screwed up, or neither? -Neither, mistakes are made. Best to learn than to fuss. Are you very sensual? -Yes.
..::Relationships::.. What do you think about family? Friends? -Family is a loss cause. Friends come and go. What qualities do you find in friendship? -Trustworthy, loyal to their words, understands falling, strong to support themselves, doesn’t demand others to follow their way or the highway. Doesn’t judge before analyzing. How does your character relate to others? -Calmly, independently, listens, take actions/ideas upon consideration. Would you despise or enjoy being attached to another for the rest of your life? -Despise. Are you interested in having a relationship with another? -No, but some relationships can’t be avoided. What do you think about children or having them? -No. Are you interested in your own gender? -No. Would you have any pet companions? -Yes. What types of people bother you? -Judgmental, arrogant, those who talk too much, those who take food away, those who think they can hurt others for no reason, weak in the sense of self esteem and independence. How does your character handle people they don’t like? -Ask them to walk away. If Kirk gets hit… swift, direct counter hits are returned… no mercy for those who want to fight to hurt.
..::Reactions::.. How does your character handle unusual circumstances? -Stand back analyze, possibly throw a stick XD… How do you handle stress? -Breath, countdown from 8, and observe the surroundings. How do you handle tough decisions? -Instinctual. How do you handle leadership and the stress associated with it? -Not the best, but will do what needs to be done to pass a challenge. How do you respond to someone else taking charge? -It is fine, unless the situation seems unreasonable. Questions will be asked accordingly. A follower to a leader but will not follow bad decision, especially if they seem untrusting. How do you handle yourself when you are depressed? -Take a cold shower, Meditation, and/or Exercises. Do you extend a hand to those who are sad or in need, or keep to yourself? -Extend a hand, but always alert. Does blood make you queasy? What about gore? Twisted limbs/facial damage? -Blood, twisted limbs, and facial damage are easy to deal with. Gore can have its difficulties. How would you act if you liked someone? -Shy XD, cautious to approach, fear of rejection. How would you react to someone being attracted to you? What about if they were the same gender? -Allow them to be “closer”, but keep them at a distance. Same gender is strictly brothers/friends. How far are you willing to go to realize a desire/dream? -As far as it is possible, with the least amount failure. Does it upset you to watch others receive rewards and you get less than they do or nothing at all? -Yes, but if they deserve the award, then congratulate their success and become better. How do you react when someone angers you? -Calmly, as anger is considered dangerous. How well do you control anger, both related to the above answer, and in general? -Keeping it cool, and not too explode. Anger within reason, but can explode profusely. How do you respond to success? -Graciously, proudly, not overly excited. How do you respond to things that disgust you? -Stand away from it, or try to understand the disgust.
..::Social Issues::.. What is your opinion on life? Is there an underlying meaning, or is there nothing to regulate you? -Life doesn’t have meaning, but we live to survive and be a part of life with best intentions that one knows how. What is your view of religion? -Its all the same, worship, pray; listen to that guy, repeat… Does it bother you if someone takes their religion seriously, or directly references it in casual conversation? -No. What do you think about murder? Would you do it yourself? -It can be a significant evil, but would murder if the situation arose (accordingly with the situation) Does violence in general bother you? -No. Would you harm/kill another human to survive? What about an animal? -Yes. What do you think about tattoos? Does it shape your view of the person? -They are ok. Only if there isn’t too much superstition or religion involved. What about piercings? Are you bothered if someone has them in unusual places? -They are ok. Yes. What do you think about people who do drugs? What about drinking? -Everyone has their reason and choices, let them have at it if they so choose. Do you mind being around people who smoke/drink/do drugs, or is it difficult to tolerate them? -Sometimes it is difficult, but still tolerable, silence is best. Do you care about two of the same gender loving each other? -No. Would it bother you if you saw a gay/lesbian couple together? -No. What is your view on sex? Is it meaningful, or just an act of pleasure? -Pleasure. Unless there is “love” in between, then it could be meaningful.
..::Miscellaneous::.. What do you think about nature? -It is there, it is fresh, calm, and sometimes destructive. Ends with a peaceful and quiet resolve. Do you prefer natural surroundings to cityscapes? -Cityscapes. Do you like hot places/things or cold? -Cold. Do you like the nighttime, or the day? -Nighttime. Do you like eating meat or veggies? -Meat. Does music influence you in any way? -yes. Do you enjoy vacations or do you just continue to work? -Vacations. Do you have any dreams? Desires? -Yes. What are some of your pet peeves? -Excessively loud talkers, evil actions, pranksters…(others involved) Do you think “out of the box” or “go with the flow”? -Go with the Flow. Are you educated? -Yes. Are you physically active? Do you like physical activities or just hobbies? -Yes. Physical activities are liked.
Weapon:1 ½ inch solid metal 5 ½ foot staff. Kirk wakes up with the pole stuck in the ground, shimmering with the natural light, and a pair of leather, fingerless gloves off to the side of the pole. StAtS --Physical-- ..::Strength::> 4 ..::Agility::> 4 ..::Dexterity::> 3 ..::Endurance::> 3 ..::Durability::> 3 --Mental-- ..::Pain Tolerance::> 4 ..::Intellect::> 3 ..::Charisma::> 3 ..::Stress Management::> 3 ..::Anger Management::> 5 ..::Willpower::> 4 (Done by rolling Six 6-sided dice. Take out the lowest number. Add the remainder. Divide by Five. If it ends up being over 5, mark it 5.)
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August 24, 2011, 4:55 pm
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VIBRATIONS SO GOOD LIKE A SUNKIST!
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sex crazed guy here I come
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August 24, 2011, 5:11 pm
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Oh sweet. Ninjai, PM me with your character idea. I usually like to go over it with people before they post it up.
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August 24, 2011, 6:08 pm
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aye no prob FredKrug
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August 24, 2011, 7:25 pm
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I sugguest doing it before then so I can talk it out with you a little.
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I am almost done actually...just have to come up with a history and actually put his personality down...
Maybe I could talk to you about some finer details?
EDIT: Finished now actually...
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Name: Layne staley Age: 18 Gender: male
Strengths: silver tongue, intellect, pride, hand to hand fighting, The ability to think many moves ahead in any situation. Favorite/Theme Song: Alice in Chains- black gives way to blue
Weaknesses/Fears: fears falling in love, gets insulted easily which can force him to do something irrational. Looses concentration easily around women. Almost always has sex on his mind. Can’t help but lie sometimes, hence the silver tongue.
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History: Layne had a pretty normal life for a kid. Never had problems with parents or friends. He was a popular guy in school and had a lot of girls that liked him. His father being the teacher of a Chinese martial art school, taught Layne everything he could. Layne mainly cared for using his hands after watching an old kung fu film. Of course he still learned how to fight with a weapon.
Sadly though all the discipline in the world could stop him from caring about sex. He’s gotten into many fights cause of his lust. He seduced many guys girlfriends with his silver tongue and got them into bed. This caused him to get into a lot of fights. All and all nothing odd about his life. Just a normal guy since the day of birth.
Self view:
Spoiler: click to toggle What do people usually say about you? What do people normally say about me? Well I’m guessing they say I’m beyond godly, in body and mind. Of course they probably know how much of a flirt and sex crazed guy I can be, but of course that’s only when I’m around girls. Do you care what others think about you? Does everyone’s opinion matter, or just your friends, or maybe even just your girlfriend/boyfriend? Nah I don’t care what people think, they should only care what I think in the end and as for a girlfriend… yeah right that doesn’t even compute with my mind. Do you consider yourself of higher stature then everyone else? Yes, yes I do. Nuff said next question. Do you care about your appearance? Will you work to look good? Someone as I shouldn’t have to worry about looks. You can’t harm the face of someone such as I. I’ll forever be beautiful. Even after a fight Do you view yourself as ‘handsome’ or ‘beautiful’, or ‘ugly’? Godly! Do you view yourself as intelligent? Not so much intelligent as I consider myself to have a lot of common sense. Book smarts only gets a person so far in the real world. Do you view yourself as a good person, or as something of a monster inside? I’ve never done anything to harm anyone. You wish to fight then I’ll fight, but of course the worst I ever do is a one night stand. I’m not good, but I’m not a monster. I guess in between good and evil. Do you want to be the good guy that everyone likes, or are you indifferent about how people view you? Never cared how people thought of me, but if I did, I guess being a good guy would be nice.
Do you find yourself smiling often? How about for others? I smile pretty much all the time and for someone else… maybe Is expressing emotion easy for you? Of course it is. I am known for my silver tongue *chuckles* Are you harsh on yourself when you make mistakes, or do you deny that you screwed up, or neither? Neither. I just go with the flow. Are you very sensual? Maybe I am lady, want to find out?
Relationships: What do you think about family? Friends? Meh dull, boring, umm my friends and family are great people. What qualities do you find in friendship? Trust that’s all that matters to me. How does your character relate to others? I have nooooooo clue sadly… never thought of that. Would you despise or enjoy being attached to another for the rest of your life? Despise! Of course I did think of it, but it would have to a great girl to make me change my mind. Are interested in having a relationship with another? One night stands mean anything anymore? No I will never have a relationship. What do you think about children or having them? No No HELL NO!
Are you interested in your own gender? PFFFFT no way… that thing down there isn’t even attractive in anyway. Women are the only way to go. Would you have any pet companions? Yup sure would. I’m a cat type of guy, soooo you get the picture. What types of people bother you? Tuff guys, know it alls, uuuummm yeaah people like me. How does your character handle people they don’t like? I just brush them off and walk away.
Reactions How does your character handle unusual circumstances? I said I just go with the flow lady. How do you handle stress? Go with the flow? Takes a lot to stress me out. How do you handle tough decisions? I flip a coin *laughs* no better way to choose. How do you handle leadership and the stress associated with it? I handle it with a pinch a salt, maybe some sugar, and then you put the cake mix in the oven and hope it’s tasty! Nuff said… How do you respond to someone else taking charge? I listen and think if it’ll get me killed or not. How do you handle yourself when you are depressed? Don’t really get depressed, but I just laugh it away. Do you extend a hand to those who are sad or in need, or keep to yourself? Yes I help when needed. If it’s a girl then I try my best to not take advantage of them. Kinda hard though *coughs* Does blood make you queasy? What about gore? Twisted limbs/facial damage? Nope, Nope and nope. How would you act if you liked someone? Flirt? most likely just flirt. How would you react to someone being attracted to you? What about if they were the same gender? Who doesn’t like me? *laughs* but really I guess if It was a cute girl then I might make a move. If it was a guy I wouldn’t pay any mind to them. How far are you willing to go to realize a desire/dream? Not sure, I only desire women soooooooo I guess far, but for a dream? Still have yet to have one. Does it upset you to watch others receive rewards and get less than they do, or nothing at all? Nope, I could care less about getting any recognition . How do you react when someone angers you? A punch to the face solves a lot. How well do you control anger, both related to the above answer, and in general? I get insulted pretty damn easy. So you get my point. How do you respond to success? Like anyone else would, just be happy and move on. How do you respond to things that disgust you? I tend to walk away…. Very very slowly.
Social Issues: What is your opinion on life? Is there an underlying meaning, or is there nothing to regulate you? We’re here and we don’t know how, so I’m going to have as much fun as I can. What is your view of religion? People should praise me and only me… No really I love the big guy in the sky. He never did anything bad to me. Does it bother you if someone takes their religion seriously, or directly references it in casual conversation? Yes, only because you have no hard facts that there is really something there. So it’s like chill out no reason to be so serious about it. What do you think about murder? Would you do it yourself? Of course I would. As much as I hate being in love…. I would still kill for my friends and family. Does violence in general bother you? Hell no! always loved when people would try and kick my ass for taking their girl. I never lose a fight. Would you harm/kill another human to survive? What about an animal? Depends on who I’m killing and why do I have to kill them. And hell yeah I would kill an animal… I eat them don’t I? What do you think about tattoos? Does it shape your view of the person? Kinda.. Sometimes makes me think a girl is a slut, buuuut I could be wrong. What about piercings? Are you bothered if someone has them in unusual places? Yes! Having them below… not so fun, but in the tongue helps shoot the gun. *laughs* What do you think about people who do drugs? What about drinking? Go on! Have fun! Drink smoke! Hell I may join! Ok most likely not but yeah. Do you mind being around people who smoke/drink/do drugs, or is it difficult to tolerate them? I’m about the fun. If they need it to have fun then go for it. Do you care about two of the same gender loving each other? I find it nasty and don’t even care for girl on girl unless I’m in the middle. Would it bother you if you saw a gay/lesbian couple together? Nope have fun, but I’m sure two girls have more fun. What is your view on sex? Is it meaningful, or just an act of pleasure? Both. I enjoy it and I can’t help but think about it all the time.
Misc What do you think about nature? Beautiful! Without it life would be dull. Do you prefer natural surroundings to cityscapes? Natural. The city is so ugly and full of ungrateful people. Do you like hot places/things or cold? Don’t really care about the temp. Do you like the nighttime, or the day? The night. It seems like it changes the world and feels as if danger is all around. Do you like eating meat or veggies? Meat all day everyday. Does music influence you in any way? No. All music is, is a bunch of people bitching about someone, something, or nothing at all. Do you enjoy vacations or do you just continue to work? Work is for people that want to have families. Do you have any dreams? Desires? I desire women and nothing else. What are some of your pet peeves? Cry babies. Do you think "out of the box" or "go with the flow"? C’mon lady! I said go with the flow along time ago. Are you educated? Beyond educated. Are you physically active? Do you like physical activities or just hobbies? I’m physical. That’s why I can fight. As A guy said in the old movie “you can fight with your swords, but you can lose your weapon. Mine are my hands they will never leave” But I did learn how to use the spear soooooo why not.
What do you believe the road is? Do you believe that there is a way out? Not sure, but it sounds like fun. So let me bring my coin and get goin!
Weapon: A 5ft spear is the weapon he finds as he awakes on the road, but he tries to use only his hands.
Stats
Physical- Strength: 2
Agility: 4
Dexterity: 3
Endurance: 3
Durability: 4
Mental- Pain Tolerence: 2
Intellect: 4
Charisma: 5.
Stress Management: 3
Anger Management: 2
Willpower: 2.5
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August 25, 2011, 11:22 pm
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Mew?
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Cynic: Why do i feel that your character and mine will have a very -interesting- relationship.
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I'll whisper in your ear, You are mine, and you will never have to be alone. And when I pull you near, You'll know I love you like I never loved anyone. So let me be the one to lift you up, I'll carry you home. 'Cause now I'm here to keep you safe, And to catch you when you fall.
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August 25, 2011, 11:35 pm
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Mew?
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It's okay. Piercey doesn't hate anyone.
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I'll whisper in your ear, You are mine, and you will never have to be alone. And when I pull you near, You'll know I love you like I never loved anyone. So let me be the one to lift you up, I'll carry you home. 'Cause now I'm here to keep you safe, And to catch you when you fall.
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August 25, 2011, 11:37 pm
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My character can't hate most people as well. She may ignore you if she thinks you truly terrible, but, we'll see.
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August 25, 2011, 11:57 pm
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Oh god... I can't wait to see how they take Anthony. That will be interesting... I can see at least one person screwing with him all the time until he gets used to everyone a little bit. Maybe he won't sob as much then. Haha
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August 26, 2011, 2:26 pm
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UPDATED post #13 above... edited my post from saying reserve to having character information.
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August 26, 2011, 4:35 pm
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@ dream: wow didn't even read your character and both of them are almost alike lol KRUG I DEMAND TO BE PUT WITH HER GIRL!!!!
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August 26, 2011, 5:15 pm
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I just demand that Krug get his ass out of video games and get to working on this mafucking role play. Too many people counting on him >.> Haven't even talked to him in the last few days, every time I have he's been playing a game or at work.
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