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| Topic Started: Aug 29 2009, 11:30 AM (90 Views) | |
| Rounin Nagasaki | Aug 29 2009, 11:30 AM Post #1 |
Rated R - Parental Discretion is Advised
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I've put a lot of time, and thought into this decision. There are a large number of things which have led me to this decision; not the least among them is the rapidly approaching start of college. While I understand that a decent portion of our member base is also going to be starting college shortly, and that this can make me viewed as less dedicated, less persistent, and less other things, that's really not the case. Atop college's approach, I've also had a large number of personal issues stacking on top of one another for a long time now, and I've been hiding from them here, or even gaining new ones, and strengthening old. With that said, I loathe that I am leaving. I love each of you, and even if I don't regularly show it, you're all extremely important to me. You've each grown onto me, even if I don't show it, as is the case with a select few of you. You've become the family that I had always wanted to me, and I'll never forget any of you for helping me in the unique ways that you did. Whether it be Vandy, the annoying little brother who just couldn't leave things alone, or Chibi, the adorable princess of a little sister. To Kai, the brother who I could always turn to if I needed help, or if I just wanted to hang out, and to Billie, the sister that was always a pest, but when the bickering was done, held a stronger bond than most others. Of course, I'm leaving out some of you, but I do not neglect you from ill will, or any other negative issue. Not even you, Douken, are forgotten because of grudges held. You've all created very intricate ties into my life, and I will always love each of you. You are the family that I had always wanted, you're the greatest friends I could have ever asked for in life. I'll miss each and every one of you for the rest of my life. With that said though, I still have to leave. For months now, I've had a number of personal issues that I just could not work through; issues, which have not gone away with time, but rather, have continued to grow worse, and have begun to fester. Many of my old wounds have not simply healed, as I would have hope. Rather, they became infected, and have begun to eat away at me as time has passed. For all this time, the only thing that could truly help me feel healthy was you guys, but the time where I will be willing to accept this crutch has long passed. I'll be around for the rest of today, until eleven thirty eastern time, tonight. If you're in topics with me, and you wish to provide a decent closing to them with me, then I am more than willing to help you as best I can. I will not put off posting, as I have in the past. I will do my best to finish things through to the best of my ability. |
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| Gouki Shinkou | Aug 29 2009, 11:35 AM Post #2 |
Demon of Hate / Storm Wolf
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Good luck with your real life stuff Also see you back soon |
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| Rounin Nagasaki | Aug 29 2009, 11:45 AM Post #3 |
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Rated R - Parental Discretion is Advised
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Thanks for the luck, I guess. If you want to believe I'll be back soon, then I suppose that's your decision; fact of the matter is, I intend this to be permanent. |
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| Keith Chandler | Aug 29 2009, 03:58 PM Post #4 |
Divine Knight of Shining Armour
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Hey Rou, take care of yourself, okay? I'll miss seeing you around and I hope you choose to come back, but it is your choice to make. You know how to contact me if you want/need to. *holds up Vulcan salute* |
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| JeY Nakari | Aug 29 2009, 04:11 PM Post #5 |
JeY is Sexy.
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| Danielle Chirel | Aug 29 2009, 07:38 PM Post #6 |
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The Divine Light
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Well, I hope you eventually change your mind and come back. I guess that if you need me, you know where to find me. Good luck with your college work. |
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