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| Jake | 20 Jun 2009, 11:16 PM Post #1 |
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#We're flying high, watching the world, pass us by. Never want to come down, never want to put my feet back down on the ground...#
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It all began with a conversation with Michael. As always, I make a stupid decision, and he'll go over it with me, and I'll lower his opinion of me that little bit lower than it was to begin with. He brought up a few points though, and thinking them over a bit more, I may have interpreted them wrong. I'll go over them. 1: I've run over 7+ boards now. What I felt like typing for kicks: 41253rd time lucky olololol My actual thought: My clashes and carelessness caused me to lose many boards. Having me in the hotseat seems to get this forum in hot water. I wasn't considering: People actually carried on going to my boards. If they really were sick of me and BB, they could've left. (okay, so some people have, but some people actually stuck with the place for months, regardless of the hassle!) 2: There are dedicated members. What I felt like typing for kicks: They're mad and I love them for it. <3 My actual thought: They're mad and I love them for it. <3 (...it did sum up my thought well. =P) I wasn't considering: ...these people like this site. They feel like they belong here, they're used to watching me play the role of the housekeeper of this internet home, even if I do a bad job, they still seem to be there since they like the place. 3: People weren't willing to take over from me. What I felt like typing for kicks: COWARDS. >=( My actual thought: Well, this place does look like it's kinda screwed. Being the captain of a sinking ship doesn't sound fun. I wasn't considering: They're used to having me run the place for 2 years. Nobody's ever going to make those classic, idiotic mistakes that I do. They'll never get the comedy value of terrible administration again, and it seems they like that. They could even have respect for the shoddy job I did. 4: My desicion making is awful. One word that sums this up: Duh. 5: I got lucky to get the members I have. What I felt like typing for kicks: I'll trade my Shiny Daniel for your Jake. (...No idea why I wanted to type that, but I did so there. I've reached the point where I've been typing so long that I go loopy. <3) What I was thinking: My 2 years were a total fluke. I wasn't considering: Couldn't they just have gather elsewhere if the memberbase was great and the admin was crap? ...if it took you all 2 years to figure out you could've gone to another site.... shit. I'll stop now. The long story short. I want to run this place again. I'll stick by it. I never felt much accomplishment from the 2 years I had until today when Michael talked to me. I've come to appriciate just how good things have been along the way, really. ...We're here today. I'm doing something right, aren't I? Besides, Fallen_Requiem_Boards/♪_Nathan_Boards just doesn't roll off the tongue. |
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